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hmm. Last night. I think and think and think non-stop for the reason of why i keep thinking. Well, so far. Sooo far. This is the only logical explaination i can find. I'm bored.

There isn't any happy or sad events that can cause a single ripple in my heart. It's just so... plain. So quiet and slow. Though i enjoy it. But i prefer smth more exciting, with ups and downs. It's just so boring not having anything happening. I guess thinking is the only thing that can cause some unbalance in my heart. That's why i keep thinking. It's easy making me feel extremely feel positive or negative.

Well, that could keep changing my thoughts in my head. Well, u may be wondering how complicated my head is. I don't know myself. lols. There's just too many thinkings that it's true, yet contradict each other. Well, thinking solutions for problems is the only thing that keep me awake throughout the whole day. Well, for my darkest side, i showed u guys. Well, sort of experiment. Kinda see what kind of problems there is.

Sigh. I used the name kira last time. It seems to ring a bell to me last night. Deathnote. Kira the bored genius. lols. Let's hope i'll get a deathnote nxt time too XDDD.

Hmm, i wonder if i have split personality... Hmm, rather... Split mentality. It seems that i'm able to switch in between a few mentality quite... Easily and quickly. That's why i kinda get bored of doing smth quite quickly. Well, it's also easy to generate interest in doing smth pretty quickly. Oh wells.

Heys, dun tell me u're confused which one is the actual me. I don't know myself. I'm just dead bored. I may not even know that i've created another mentality. "an idle mind is a devil's workshop"

Well, relax anyways. I won't be posting those very "sad" matured post. No point larh no point larh. Even though i do so many things. Seems lyk i have a plan or wad. But my mind is a blank now. =.=lll

i'm bored. My heart is too quiet an peaceful. Even when i lyk someone. It still doesn't change, even if i hate someone, it still doesn't change. =.=lll It sucks not to feel anything. It's damn boring. Sigh. Mayb i just find too many things pointless to do. Mayb i'll reach a point in time where i find it pointless to post lol. nvm. I'll post a light hearted post ltr... after my slp =p