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ah... i understand how u feel. hahas. Well, i think everyone has felt that b4. It's quite impossible tt anyone has nv felt tt at all. Well... Even if u don't think abt it, lyk dun care about it.... You'll still feel it anyways eh?

Not that of a nice feeling being left alone to rot. Well, i haf a few advice which may make u feel better... Let's juz sae that the reason of us feeling this way is becuz of "EXPECTATIONS". Feelings can turn sour when that is used well... In our desires.

Example is lyk... "hey, i've treated you like this, you should at least treat me better!" I guess tt's wad everyone think eh? There's this invisible trade of feelings. If done correctly, both profitted from the trade, if not, one will make losts. Well, and another thing is...
"wish that u are always there for others, rather den wishing for others to always be there for u"

To me, life is meaningless when u don't change anything for the better, life is meaningless in that sense. That's y i always try to help out in other people's problem. I feel happy when listening to their problems. If what i do can help make them feel better, that alone brings meaning to my life and let me have the will to live on.

A depressing thing i've sumed up. "all that's left from happiness and sadness is only fading memories."
one more thing. " heart wounds never heal "

Trust me. It NEVER heals. Time only numbs the pain. Thinking about ur wounds can let u vividly remember the pain doesn't it? Advices can help fasten the numbing process. It lifts u from the pool of pain. Even though u don't feel it anymore, u rmb it well.


COMBINED WITH YING XUAN'S POST.
Well, stumbled upon her blog larh. Den read up on her questions on why people put masks. Why fake through even though they are in extreme pain?

Answer for both teri and her is.
Everyone wears a mask. Whether u like it anot, u wear it all the same. We're living in reality, a SOCIETY. We HAVE to get along to ensure the continuous cycle of humanity. If everyone has different thoughts about how it should be runed, it would cause chaos. Everyone has to find a suitable character which fits the needs of the society. The society don't nid a human who always complain about his or her problems, a human who is crying all day long do they?

Why we think this way? The society has MADE us to be so. Isn't it too gd to be true that almost everyone u meet have a possibility of being your friend? And them being friendly all these? Those that stand out too much are being isolated aren't they?

In order for fairness to stand, u have to fit in the majority, u can't expect the majority to fit in with u right?

Even though we're in pain as we lived on, but this IS a society formed over thousands of years, through those ancient civilisation which has transformed into this modern society, how could u eva destroy such a solid foundation? Well, as we've always said, this is reality, accept it or just die.

The truth is always cruel. Okay, back to teri. Well, u could sae that this is the transition period between a Pri to a Sec. Because we're so used to our previous lifestyles, lyk, we're closer to our pri sch friends right? we always hang out together, do things together... BUT in sec sch, there are some who are from the same pri, some who gets along better at 1st. So it's unavoidable that we're being left out sometimes. So well... All we can do is cope with it.

Time could bring us closer together.
Time could also seperate us further.

We nv noe wad time can do to us. So all we can do is wait. Make the best out of every worst situation. Hope for the best and prepare for the worst. What else can we do? Can't oppose the flow of time right? Another reason why we have regrets.

So.. I guess that's enough for now. Hope u'll feel better... =D