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Zoey: ya lorh. >.< not fair la she!
KW: hmm? i'm stiff? u can explain to me more nxt time on msn.
Yingz: well, u can look at it that way...
A i l: hm... think i'll rephrase smth.. lols
Sha: hmm i'll explain more on the nxt post.
deb: lols. bleah! =p
mad: well, i juz said it doesn't in my world.
ben: -.-lll suan me arh?!
greena: priceless? den u can nv sell it away for money =p

okay.... Went to pam's hse. Got jas, eliz, ming li, yq and teri. AND AH.... =p jas got lost on the way to pam's hse... LOL LOL.

Well, we went to swim lah. Had quite alot of fun. Well, nth much to elaborate on... Cuz if u went, u'll noe wad happened, if u didn't it's difficult describing. So wells. Hmm, got a few times i go be loner. Sry larh. Cuz i kana cold, dun feel well mah. Den dun wan u all to noe =/ Cuz i sit still at 1 place will feel better.

Den ltr i sit at the bench there cuz got strong sunlight, feel alot better there. so umm ya la. Den going home tt time on the bus. Hmm, very simple larh, not i "_____" (wadeva u're thinking) but juz that i don't fit in that particular formation of group. So no point standing there listening.

The following text is copy-righted from shannen's blog:
love is a power stronger than hope.
love is a strength to let you carry on with what you're supposed to do,no matter how tough the setbacks are.
love is a force incomprehendable but its easy to feel its presence.

love is not only about an overdosage of care and concern.it is a product of love thats why we care and concern for others.

you love your friends,dont you?thats why we care and concern for them.

thats what love is all about.by saying that love doesnt exist in your world,it means you're some sort of loner with no family,friends,nothing.it cannot be because you dont know how to define it.that phrase is selfish,narcissistic,pessimistic.

if love doesnt exist in your world,you cannot love your friends too.so are you saying that you dont care and concern for them?after all,they are by products of love.


Well, quite true. okay. I shall post back to this. Sry if i've made u guys feel bad or negative while reading this. But the following is gonna be really negative. If u don't wan ur mood to get affected, dun read it.

EXTREME CAUTION. HIGHLY HAZADOUS.

what is hope? You call a wimpy desire for help from others hope? Hoping is smth lyk craving for smth u don't have and wish to possess? Hope is where, u're feeling weak, powerless and useless and cling on to the desire of a "hero" who would pull u out from the quick sand?

Love isn't the motivation which pushes u on to carry on trying no matter how hard things are. Human instinct, that is the key. It's human instinct to survive. Once u gif up, everythings' over for u. For ur existence to stay, you have to choice but to keep trying. Why so? Cuz we've seen people who've gave up. What've became of them? We know clearly.

Love is incomprehenable? yea. But how do u know that wad u've been feelin is love all along if it's incomprehenable? If you don't know how it's suppose to feel, if u don't know what it is. How could u even know that u're feeling it all along?

LOVE is a humane term given for the chemicals that made up what we call L-O-V-E. Care and concern is a product? U mean, if there's this absence of such chemical in our brain, we'll lose our humanity, and go around killing people? U're saying that love is our conscience? And when people fight, they've lost their love for each other?

You can't create smth out of nth. Law of physics. If love is nth. And that the product of love is care and concern, it isn't true then! Care and concern is what makes love comprehenable. If u agree with that point, den u can sae that there is love. Cuz it could be defined.

you can sae that i'm cold, unfeeling. But there's too many things which happened which i can't comprehend in time. I have this question.
"is caring and conerning ur friends a type of feeling or responsibilty?"

How many of us has acted on our feelings? Some friends we don't really know, we merely cared becuz it's what u're supposed to do. And not what u did out of ur own free will. yea, we "cared" for some close friends when they are injured. but haf u ever wondered if it is real concern or izzit just sympathy? Smth lyk "ouch, that must hurt. are u okay?"

Pure sympathy. My world is cold. It's so cold and dark. Imagine being hurt in a solitary world. Where there's no where to run, when there's no where to hide. There's no where u can go to. U're juz being stabbed in the same wound over and over again. I wish that there is even 1 person who fully understands what i mean.

I shall put it simply. I don't love anyone. Neither do i feel love from anyone. I still care for my friends still. Yea? I don't even know why i would develope such humane feelings. If u get to the darkest side of me. You'll realise that, love, care, concern, sympathy, friends, family, are nth. Where everything is nth. Where life and death falls on the same line.

i got this from bleach, it's true.
"it's terribly horrifying being pelted down by rain in a solitary world when there's no where u can hide or run to"

Welcome to the dark side of me