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okay. Are u guys bored when u're reading this?
if u are. Gd. Tis is gonna be a DAAAAAAAMN long post. So u betta prepare urself for it. I shall not be sry for any inconvienience caused.

U prepared? let's go.


This post is called 3 in 1. Becuz i'm gonna explain 3 things in 1 go. lol. Kinda related in each other, well. Can use each other as an eg. larh.

The 3 things i'm gonna explain is.
-"Love"
-"Ignorance is bliss"
-"problems aka troubles"


Hmm... Hmm... I wonder if tis is stupid or brave if i use myself as an eg. again. But den again. It's more understandable if i use myself as an eg. Okay, so let's see. (Again.....) Scientifically, love is juz a emotion created by the mixtures of chemicals formed in our brain. Becuz of our own humane preference, which causes the attraction to the opposite sex.

Well, there's this time when my frien asked me:
"How do u feel if u lyk someone and the person doesn't lyks u back?"
My reply was "pointless"

Simple... Well... My friend onced ask me why didn't i go and jio the girl that i lyk. Me answer was, too troublesome. Yea, but i didn't really bothered abt explaining that time. So i'll explain why izzit so meaningless and pointless (at least to me) to jio a girl that u lyk.

You see, if u purposely go and try to attract the person that u lyk, and somehow did smth that is touching in that person's eyes, and in the end made her/him feel attracted to u by some means... I think that, it feels fake to me. lyk, it's because of some external force that the person has feelings for u.

For me, if u tell the person abt it. That's enough. Be urself. Love is a natural thing to me. If it happens only under some circumstances and pressure. I don't really call that love. Don't u think so? Let the person like u for who u are, and not like u for wad u PRETENDED to be. I guess that's the whole thing abt love.

Well, many people sae that "ignorance is bliss" Yea, i agree with that. To a certain extent.Lyk, u can ignore some superficial things. But there is always smth deeper abt the thing that u wanted to ignore. For eg. of love. You can always ignore the fact that the person has confessed to u, but u can nv ignore the feelings the person has for u.

You can ignore the fact that ur stomach is rumbling right now, but u can't ignore the fact that u have to eat in order to survive. You can ignore that ur mum is shouting at ur ear, u can ignore the noise, but u can't really ignore that, once ur attention is gotten back by ur mum, u can once again hear the shoutings.

You can always ignore how others feel towards u, but u can nv ignore how u feel towards others.

Ignorance is bliss. yes, only to a certain extent. That saying only last for moment. Not forever.

Troules. Everyone is always complaining abt their own troubles. Yea.
Rmb my saying? "Troubles are there for u to grow"
Well, this is smth that supports my statement. With each growing problem, u'll eventually find a solution to it, that is the experienced gain. And that steers ur mental level to a greater height. Don't u find it wierd that, everyone's maturity is almost growing at the same level? It shows that everyone experience the same problems and troubles that you do.

How do i judge whether the person has alot of troubles anot? You look at their maturity. Once u understand that. It's pretty easy seeing if the person has troubles anot. So if u're looking at it this way, if everyone's the same, u cancel out all the troubles that everyone has. It leaves u with nothing. That's how i console myself.

There's a ton of many things of how i judge another person. So juz don't be surprised on how i know some things about you. This is a game of psychology.

Even so. There's this thing i don't understand about love. That's y there's this when my msn personal msg is "love doesn't exist in my world"

Becuz, how do u define love? What is love? If u break it down, it's juz an overdosage of care and concern for the other party. When u keep thinking of the person, it isn't simply attraction, it's becuz u care for the other person's safety. So what is love exactly? Where people can share their innest most feelings easily? When u feel secure with the other person? If u add all that up and call that love, i call that bullshit.

So now u understand wad i mean by that? Sigh, that's y i always sae. How i wish that i understood less things, and that everything was much simpler den it seems.

End of story.