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don't read. For my own reference only.


feeling extremely extremely pissed off now.
Feeling extremely extremely down now.

Just feeling tired.
Everyone says that
They're tired, take a break.
I'm tired,
I'm bored,
of everything that's going around me.
Sometimes i feel that no one cares.
But it's not true.
Whenever i want to say that there's no one for me.
But it's not true,
ppl says that i don't wanna open up.
But could i?
And is there a point?
I can't express myself out loud.
Neither does telling someone in secret helps.
Neither does wallowing in self-pity helps.
Keeping everything to one's self is hard.
But telling everything to someone,
is alot harder.

Not a poem. Just a post wif too many line breaks. Feeling really pissed off by many fucking things happening now. I really wonder if i should try even harder, or have i already done my best? Just when i thought that the worst is over, little did i expect that the aftermath is worse den i thought. Pathetic as i think i am, there's nth i could do about it.

For those who actually read it despite what i wrote. Forget abt this. I'm still fine, for the time-being. There still isn't a need to care.