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okay. i won't critisize anyone here. But neither would i be phrasing it in the best way i could.

You see, i don't really care THAT much about what you say about me. I'm not trying to say that u're wrong, but neither am i saying that you're right. It's your opinion, fine, no right or wrong.

But most of the times, our opinions are judged by the people around us whether if it's right or wrong. Sometimes, it's just better not to write out what you think that directly. But then again, at least to me, i don't mind people critisizing me. As long as it's not out of the point.

Next time, if u really have any opinions about me, just tell it straight at my face or msn. I won't be fucked-up by this. But if you want the whole world to know what u're thinking while u hide your thoughts in school. Think abt it again b4 writing it down.

The feeling of irritatedness you got when ben KIND OF "invovled" DJ into this matter, is the same when ben read your blog. Close friends understand each other better. What he knows about DJ isn't what you know abt him. And what ben knows about me isn't what YOU know abt me. If you know that DJ gets really irritated when people talks about him and you. Why not try to think that sher might think the same too?

Even though there's no 2similiar people, many people may have the similiar thinkings, no matter how slight they are, that is what makes us friends. I dunno why, but i think you have a bad impression of me.

Strictly speaking, i know i sound lyk some kind of childish guy probably trying to act mature, but that is what I say. It's everyone's choice to believe it or not. Even though i didn't read ur posts, i probably know what you've said in the posts. And i'll explain it here. So that next time anyone wants to talk abt this again. Think abt it.

I swear on my name that, even if i DO seem lyk flirting, chasing girls around, talking to them merrily, or whateva behavior that may be deemed as flirting, i have no intention of doing so. The kind of feeling i have towards girls is the same as i have towards guys. If you notice, or think back, the things that i do with the guys is the same as the girls.

Honestly, i do not have any interest in girls. (relationships/wateva) I just want everyone to stay as good friends. I came with the intention of a friend, not a foe. Even though i may like a girl, i still treat her as a friend. No matter what. Though it's true that i like to hang out with some people more, it's the same for everyone else, isn't it?

At least for me, i think that a girl and a guy can remain as good friends forever. I know that practically everyone else would disagree with me. But this IS what I think.

I'll stop here. Until further questions arises. I'll repeat again. This is what I think. You may disagree with it, or choose not to believe in it. But that's all i have to say.