guess wad i did was partly correct...
Monday, October 23, 2006
reply to pam.
Hmm, so u're the 1st one that i succesfully made to fully understood wad i meant. Yea, in class. I MIGHT AS WELL DON'T TALK. U felt that u've done smth wrong and don't feel good abt it right? U felt that same feeling of rejection from me.
Even though i'm abit irritated by how u replied. (lazy explain out wad u thinking) I turned the situation over now. By telling you sorry if i've made u feel bad. But u felt bad abit it, when u showed ur feelings to others, and others juz don't lyk it. That's wad i've been feeling in 1C since the start of the year. Why do u think i talk so little? (when i'm so talkative)
It's the fear of making mistakes and making people feel bad. I don't wan any more of my friends to feel bad because of me. I don't want to make them angry. I didn't even want to think abt wad they did that will make me feel bad. So i slp. understand?
posted at 9:07 PM