why?
Friday, October 20, 2006
dun understand why i'm feeling down nowadays.
It's just so hard to continue pretending, it's tiring. Just feeling really down and can't find anything to talk abt. Really, i don't understand why... It's been fine all the while... I guess too many things have simply just happened
I've been pushing myself to the limits nowadays. reason?
During sports, i can forget everything. That momentary pleasure is enough to make me over-exert myself. I find many things that my friends do quite meaningless now... In a sense that i don't really understand why they do that...
and love. I really can't understand why so many people willingly put themselves through the torture. I really feel confused. The confusion in my heart is starting to sway my will. I'm really confused as to how i feel, what i want and what i need.
Is understanding and concern what i need or want? I can't answer that question.
posted at 7:33 PM