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aiya. suan le lah. smth else has happened so i shall expose the truth abt jas. hahas.
i can tell that alot of people is confused abt wad i said abt her, and abt sha and zoey.
very confused? no idea what i'm talking about?
it's okay.
it's meant to be that way.

You see, actually our friendship started from.... hmmm.... forget how le. As long is i talk to her on the phone ah, feels lyk talkin to sha mah. So it's the feel free to talk anything u want feeling. Well..

ACTUALLY. The whole main point is to state publicly that JAS IS MY SEC BEST GIRL THE FRIEND.

hahas. understood right. Cause the reasons for lyking a person is totally wrong if u noticed, and that i jumbled up all the points and included some irrelevant points. That is enough to make any person confused. Further more i stated that it's a crush, hence u will be more confused. It started off with the idea of finding out actually how many people is reading my blog

cuz many people read, but no tags! And that god muz juz nice send her to my life, so well. in a way, a nice story written isn't it? It has fooled through so many people. And you know, when i said : "hahas, i nv see wrong, jas, shannen and zoey understands what this post is all abt"

REASON? I have pratically told them what i meant even b4 i type that post out. So naturally of course they would understand. Simply rite? I guess there's still some kind of mixed feelings for her bah. (jas) hmm how to sae. It feels as though... i felt the happiness of being a father? hahas. hard to explain bah, is lyk. her behavior is so... child-like!!! It juz makes me contented looking at her be happy. XD Understand?? hahas.

Very hard to explain bah... smth lyk.... u have a very cute baby cousin and then u'll juz feel happy to make them happy. yea, that kind of feeling. hahs. (i may sound mean to her XD)

wells. And you know. When i said that qin is a "crappy, lame guy". Seems that it kinda worked. He's juz gd in hiding his feelings. Yea, i can tell that he's understanding, he'll listen to you if u really nid someone to tell him/her ur problems.

Because i am somewhat like him i guess. The expression on his face tells me all. Cuz after pam told me that he didn't want to tell me somethings because that he thinks that i wouldn't really want to listen to him. Well. I tell u, "crappy, lame guy" i wrote that out. Juz becuz i knew that u're not that type of person, and wanted to really see ur actual self. Not all my hypothesis will always be correct.

I need qin to support my thinking of him. Sry qin, dun blame pam. but she kinda told me ABIT abt it. I can somehow tell that u're confused. But... really. if you have anything... juz tell me. i guess i could feel the same way towards u as how i felt towards jas too. =D