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I went to NYGH today... Hmmm, alittle disappointed, not THAT much chio bus as i anticipated. *Sighs* lol, jk*jk*. Anyways, i saw mad, jia ying and .... wan ting. uh, each of them gave me a very very different impression....

Mad: I though that u are kinda, skinny, small size... Uh... Mainly very hmm, "small" type, u get wad i mean rite. In the end, u look juz ALITTLE plumper den usual... cuz from ur voice u dun sound lyk how u look. I was kinda O_O. But nvm, hahas. U're cute alrite. Hehez.

Jia Ying: nv tok to u alot la, so from wad i thought, i though that u're kinda very mature?... But in the end u behave juz lyk the other sec 1s....

Wan Ting: U HAVE PROVED ME RIGHT. U not guai kia la... I see ur photo i know le... hahaz, seein u juz further proves that i'm right. Oh yea, u said tat u won't go close to "love" again. Trust me, i think it's coming in ur way.

Yun Xin [ wad happened to her?] I didn't see her. ORH.... SAD~ Failed mission, mission inaccomplished.

sighs, something made me made again. Not mad la... Irritated... sort of. it's siow may...

Yea, interesting name rite? Well, let me tell u why, last time she keep pesterin me i kinda irritated liaoz. Juz that she's my gd friend that i tolerated her phone calls.

I can't take it now. Why? She acted so immature and childish. She acted cute which she isn't. She thinks she's so right and tell ppl not to do this, or do tis. THAT AIN'T FUNNY. And she think she wad? Protector of justice? A guy was playin with her Gf some games, so if u lose, u kana hit on the hand. He hit her very hard. [they kinda noe each other]. She kept saying "STOP IT, U IDIOT, U'RE HURTING HER". but that girl didn't want to stop wad.

So, it's her choice to play. Den she even put her hand there to stop them, she acted lyk she so big lyk that. Den when i'm walkin, 1 thing that really irritates me. SHE KEPT FOLLOWIN MY AROUND. It's so irritatin to have a girl which u already dun lyk to follow u around u noe?!

I mean, at ALL times, she behind me. I hate it, REAL lot. So i ignored her all along and make a distance between me and her. When going home, i rushed and disappeared from her sight, den i finally have some peace. Well, i'm sorry even if i have to do that. U can't expect me to tell u, " u're irritatin, go away" rite?

tis juz ain't my day. I really need to find someone who i can talk to and tell everything abt. I really have too many things bottled up. Makin me kinda short tempered nowadays. Well, there's a question tt's been in my head now...

Is a stead important, certain things happened and made me think of the question again. Theoritically, and logically, it's not. (for this age). But i simply nid someone who understands me. (guy oso can la, but gerls more understanding mah). wad do u think?