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With all that being said.
I think i'm back to square one.

The theory of the "cup"

is it half-full?
or is it half-empty?


Point of view. It's all about how you think.
People who think love is worth the pain, is because what you get and feel in the process which cannot be bought or forgot.
People who think love is worthless, is because they think that there is no point getting hurt for it in the process.

And the point about life is short is due to death. ty.

The reason why boys couldn't control their splattering of hurtful words is because it is not hurtful to them. They DO NOT KNOW what is hurtful to a girl and what is not. Besides, what makes u think that what girls say are always pleasant to the ear. It's just that guys are able to brush off the comment, trusting the person not the mean it that way.

While girls?

Besides, i don't really blame girls for that. As research have shown, a girl has about 2times more emotions than guys. In the sense that, they are sensitive. And it's not about how severe they feel, it's also how frequent they feel it. Even though it's not their fault, it does gets on my nerves sometimes.

When they act, "(gay-high-pitched voice)oh, i'm so hurt by what you've just said" Where they at that moment, assume that the guy MUST be thinking "like i care". For certain cases, yea, it would be that case. But hey, if there's a guy you hate who said that to you, no matter how assholic you are, you'll bound to feel smth isn't it?

People DO HAVE a defination of love as i have mentioned. It's just that most people couldn't accept it yet. It is a built in nature which shouldn't be tampered with. In religious point of view, we humans are tampering with what god has given us.

Lol. And yuxin, u really are trying to prove that u have an IQ of below 50. I said, guys express their thoughts and feelings more often than girls. But, you can't seem to comprehend of the word called "joke"
Which is really a pity, seriously.

And no. Love isn't extra. Without love or what so ever. People wouldn't even think of populating. As i have mentioned earlier. Love is divided into three partly-overlapping stages: lust, attraction, and attachment. Lust exposes people to others, romantic attraction encourages people to focus their energy on mating, and attachment involves tolerating the spouse long enough to rear a child into infancy.

okay, shall end here.

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let's see.
Since that's this "war" going on between boys and girls.
i shall post one about it.

What are girls/females?

Female (♀) is the sex of an organism, or a part of an organism, which produces ova (egg cells). The ova are defined as the larger gametes in a heterogamous reproduction system, while the smaller, usually motile gamete, the spermatozoon is produced by the male. A female individual cannot reproduce sexually without access to the gametes of a male


What are boys/males?

Male (♂) refers to the sex of an organism, or part of an organism, which produces small mobile gametes, called spermatozoa. Each spermatozoon can fuse with a larger female gamete or ovum, in the process of fertilisation. A male cannot reproduce sexually without access to at least one ovum from a female



hmm... Let's see. Yx said that guys r in any sense. A pervert.
Hmm... It's just a nature. In some sense, yes it is. However, which idiot would say something like. "hey, i'm gonna rape u" seriously meaning it?
I mean, any dumbass with an IQ of over 50 would be able to understand that it's a joke. Are you trying to say that ur IQ is lower than that?

I ain't denying the fact that girls are more horny due to their hormones, but precisely because of their hormones, they ARE horny. So you can't push all the blame to the boys saying that only boys are horny, or boys are MORE horny that girls.

Secondly. Guys APPEAR to say and declare harmful words towards a girl BECAUSE of the girls' no control over their emotions.
Why is it that what the guys say towards the girls and say the same thing back to the guys. Why wouldn't the guys get hurt or offended with it?

Besides, i ain't insulting girls. If i am, then so are you. Since we both phrase our words in the same manner.

I ain't thick face (or maybe i am)
but what i'm doing now ain't being thick face, i am just standing up for the truth and the facts. As you can see, i am a scientific person, i don't trust demons gods nor feelings.

I shall repeat what i've said last time, again.
What is a feeling?
Feelings convey information about situations, on both conscious and subconscious levels, via at least 30 neurochemicals acting alone or in concert in complex ways.

Hence, a feeling is just a chemical reaction withing our brain. For example, the feeling of fear and excitement is generated by adrenalin and cortisol.
Hence, we always say "adrenalin is rushing through my body" or something like that.


And what is love to me?

Biological models of sex tend to view love as a mammalian drive, much like hunger or thirst. Helen Fisher, a leading expert in the topic of love, divides the experience of love into three partly-overlapping stages: lust, attraction, and attachment. Lust exposes people to others, romantic attraction encourages people to focus their energy on mating, and attachment involves tolerating the spouse long enough to rear a child into infancy.

Lust is the initial passionate sexual desire that promotes mating, and involves the increased release of chemicals such as testosterone and estrogen. These effects rarely last more than a few weeks or months. Attraction is the more individualized and romantic desire for a specific candidate for mating, which develops out of lust as commitment to an individual mate forms. Recent studies in neuroscience have indicated that as people fall in love, the brain consistently releases a certain set of chemicals, including pheromones, dopamine, norepinephrine, and serotonin, which act similar to amphetamines, stimulating the brain's pleasure center and leading to side-effects such as an increased heart rate, loss of appetite and sleep, and an intense feeling of excitement. Research has indicated that this stage generally lasts from one and a half to three years.

In other words, love is made up of mainly pheromones, dopamine, norepinephrine, and serotonin, which act similar to amphetamines. Which also means that, love is a "tool" for mating to occur. Love is just a phenomena, i don't exactly call it a plain chemical reaction, but i don't recognize it as a feeling either.

What is a gut feeling?
It is a type of instinct, made up of mainly objects and events we have witnessed or experience. Hence, making a subconscious conclusion and inference of the movement of events around us. Thus, it is just a random extract of experience.

And yuxin had mentioned on zhengxi's tagboard that i'm implying that girls have no reason to exist in the world. I am sorry but i simply do not see how my tags imply it that way. But if u want to talk about that. I shall comply. In fact, in many philosophical and religious point of view. Females exist in the world for boys. I am not trying to say that it is a fact, it is just a point of view from a group of people. It may or may not be my point of view.

And from celine's blog, it seems as though her grandpa isn't going through a very good time and she's bothered by it. But hey. From the topic me and matt had months ago. Life is either a one-way road. Or a never ending loop. No one can define what life is. But most people consider what that death as. Losing the power to respond, grow, move, think, or the breaking down of the organic system.

Life is what we define is the most valuable thing. It cannot be replaced and it cannot be repaired. However, the reason why life is valuable is because of death. Without death, all of us will just be a living dead. A zombie. That is the reason why we are often reminded to value the times and moments we have. As each second which ticked by signifies the movement towards our death.

But precisely because of that. We should not be saddened by death. As it is just another stage of life. Well. It is inevitable that we would be sad, but get on over with it.

Oh wells. Maybe that is why i call myself loveless bah.

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let me start off with a poem a guy wrote

Title: Excitement
Author: Wei En

He peeks
out of that humid cotton cell
like a haggard prisoner
that just regained freedom
the coast is clear
he creeps

fresh air fills his pores
he shook his body, ease the crease on himself
allowing it to draw to its full height
as the blood rush through him
refreshed. he's ready for adventure


he eyed the two mountains
before him
undaunted. he has seen higher ones
yet the solution is always the same
when over and around aren't feasible
go between

beyond the highlands
lay the lowlands
flat, contours perfectly symmetrical
and oh so smooth
but he's alert, cautious
not to land he's sole
in that solitary mole-hole

the end is near
the road is narrowing
the last obstacle stood in his way
fist clenched
"through the dense black forest!" he says

finally, he reached the destination
but wait!
where's the exit?
it was nowhere to be
found

he flusters. he panics
he senses something rise up inside him
where's the hole
that he visualized was there
for his relief?

too late
he caught the fits
fear gripped him tight
he lost control
he vomits
snow-white

he jolts awake
the adventure
was a mere dream
but the 'vomit'
is real

What does it mean? It's pretty obvious anyways. horny guy. He actually summited it. But got a reply "please redo". It was expected anyways. but if the teacher is horny. She/he may actually give him a full marks!

Moral of the story?
Horniness makes a good poem
But it takes time to find people who appreciate it.

Rewatching full metal panic. The story is just too nice.
Finished the first season today le. haha.

okay, i'm seriously studying liao larh. i shall work hard for the EOY. Let's see in the final sprint, i can make it anot...

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okay.

nothing much to say
A seriously heavy rain today. super. Wrapped my bag and art materials in plastic bag. Waddled through the puddles of water in my...
SLIPPERS!!!

okay, anyways. Tested out some stuffs with my phone's camera. And i realised one very interesting thing.



you see that photo? Okay. It's taken. When all the lights are offed.

COOL RIGHT.
I know. I was damn surprised that the camera could do something like that. I mean, well, you probably wouldn't believe me lah. But it's seriously taken lights offed. See the curtain and the projector. hahas.

i may have made a very wrong move.

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oh wow
oh wow

so fast.
It's post #465!!!

35 more before i change everything. haha. It's gonna be slightly tedious. oh wells. it should be after the exams anyways. It'll be fun!

Argh. Today. Studied ABIT of history again. Hmm... At the rate i'm going, i don't think i'll complete it in time... Argh, who cares, i'll try harder. It's already a miracle that i'm studying le lorh. Must take things step by step mah!!

Today in school.
sleep.
slept.
woke.

Last night too late sleep le bah. Seems like my body gradually adjusting to sleeping later and choosing the lesson to sleep in.

Maths test. I screwed it. Too tired.
History test. Kind of screwed it. Rush too much.

Oh wells. Been screwing up pretty many tests these days. Well, EOY is my final hope for a bright future! Hmm... Neh, didn't draw today. Too sleepy. Hmm...
regardless of the "spamming"
pretty glad that my tagboard is alive! fully functional!! but oh wells.
"when time comes for the major change. it's time to break through"

Argh! Art test tmr. But lucky morning dun haf some f***ing common test. Which is a reaaaalllly good thing. yawns. Typing speed has increased around 5~10%. Still improving on it. For some reasons, i shut up totally during class. Which i don't know if it's a good or bad thing. Yawns. Sometimes, things really feel better when it's quieter.
(or maybe i'm just too tired~)

ah. I'm turning into a guai kia. M-A-Y-B-E?
hah.

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a picture a day!
keeps the boredom away!

Now, everyday, i come up with a random design. For fun. It's pretty stupid but yea. It HELPS to keep boredom away from me. Super effective.

Wells, here's the pic i drew today...
title: No strings attached

Quite...
Interesting isn't it? Oh wells.

Started revising on History. What is my way of revision. I'm typing all the chapters tested. Seriously. just typing everything out. Yawns. People would probably say that it's useless or what larh.

But to me. doing that helps
up to 150%
in remembering all the facts and all that. What's more important. I get the joy of typing fast for fun. It's really fun just typing and typing. It feels just like playing piano. Feel like learning it. But it's a pain in the butt trying to figure out what the heck the scores mean. Yawns. I bet i'll do well in piano. Since my fingers are so used to o2jam. haas.

Had maths remedial. Realized that i have to revised from the start my maths algebra le. Or else i'm dead. For SURE. zzz. Tryin to keep my hair long. Now quite okay le. But still can't do the hairstyle i want. The back there still will stand. I tmr try put more wax to push it down. xD

Though spiky is pretty cool. But hmm... I think if it all comes down, it'll be more interesting? haha. Oh wells. I'm gonna try something crazy. Not to cut my hair SHORT until end of sec4. well, will cut thinner, but not shorter. Maybe i will get some pins. Pin my hair up and hide the pins within my hair. haha!!!

Dunno ley. If i'm able to do that. Then it'll be damn cool/interesting le.

Yawns. Why is it so unfair arh.
Girls can have long or short hair.
But guys?
MUST have short hair. Long hair = NO NO,

Why? Can't you judge if he's a guy or girl by what bottoms he/she is wearing? This is obviously just too lame and stupid. Yawns. Hate this. Got pretty hooked up with
-Command & Conquer Generals Zero Hour
again.
It's still fun!! ragh~
dun wan talk liao. XD

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watched Secret
不能说的秘密

it's nice. really nice.
能遇见你，
已经是不可思议了

ah. A show i seriously recommend everyone to watch. But the show isn't that sad what. How come so many people cry. The ending quite happy what. I guess jay chou being inside it DOES make alot of difference. haha!

Yawns.

Maybe because i've watched shows/anime which really made me cry. xD
Aiyeer. U wan watch something which makes you cry?
-Rumbling hearts.
It's really one anime which made me sorta cry. At least tears well up, it's already a big feat. hahas. Yawns. Did a very lame drawing during school. Very bored during school mah can't blame.

okay okay. So here's my masks.
the other one lazy draw. haha

pretty cool yea.

Left - Bleach.Ichigo Mask
Right - Naruto ANBU Mask

Yawns. The other one thinking of which mask to draw. haha. yawns. And here's my class doodle...

Don't ask me why the paper color like that. My camera take like that. What can i do. zzz.
Pretty interesting, maybe i should go into Abstract rather than technical drawings liao. hahas. Well, that picture reflects on how i'm feeling larh. If you can make out that word which i drew. haha.

Guess posting with pictures are more interesting yea?

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see adriel?
SEE SEE SEE.
Told ya i injured pretty easily
But i heal up pretty easily as well.

I said 1 week, i will be able to walk properly.
He said 2 weeks!

But hey. The day i'm injured. I thought i fractured my leg. Now the pain has subsided like crazy. I guess i really DO heal very quickly. Now feeling alot better le. Ankle can bend abit liao. Super fast recovery. 2days... hmm...
By end of tis following week. Should be able to walk normally liao le larh haha.

yawns. Damn sian now larh. Oh yea. doing my art now. the mask is pretty interesting.
One is ichigo's hollow mask, den the other is naruto the ANBU mask. Quite nice bah. Haha. Den now i'm making a "abstract" mask. Yawns.

will upload the photos tmr. haha.
nitez for now, damn tired. nitez! recently.
Quite many people have told me that i'm cold towards them.
Then my tone is harsh and sound pissed / irritated.

Hmm... Don't know if i'm sub-consciously feeling that way. But at least in my conscious state of mind. I think that i ain't that pissed with anything. Just that i'm always thinking about something. SOMETHING.

And anyways.
I apologize to anyone who thinks that i'm acting cold/ignorant towards them and if my sms/talking/msn tone was harsh. Sorry.
really don't know why.

Maybe stressed up. Maybe thinking of some stuffs. Maybe troubled with some stuffs. Maybe have nothing to say. Maybe... Just maybe... ....

In any case. In school. I'm like always in my own world. Listening to my music. Navigating aimlessly in my phone. Listening carefully and copying notes in class even though i don't exactly understand what i'm hearing or writing. Sub-conscious breaking down? Maybe.

Maybe i'll go see a psychiatrist one day. I think that there's something with my head. Or maybe SOMETHING got INTO my head.
-Loveless?

Maybe my self theories influence my thoughts and behavior alot more than i thought it would be.
Nevertheless. I shall fight against it. I won't fucking lose to such a dumb thing. no way. You asshole. Stop taking over my head. You dare touch me i whack u upside down.

Dammit. Besides, today RVPS had a lantern festival celebration which i didn't go and help out. Leg injured. In a very stupid way i must say. Played soccer ytd. Sprained ankle. More like a bruise at the muscle vein. Which caused me not to be able to bend my ankle.
Alot better liao.
Hence, a few pics for ya?


my own lil fire


my friends'
supposed to be L O V E
but guess i didn't take it at the right angle.

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ah! my fringe!

Getting damn long. Finally! My months of hardwork has paid off!
besides. this post was supposed to be yesterday's. As u can see from the date.
But nvm. hahas

Yawns. Feeling very sleepy these days. Art test. Not bad. Had an idea of what to draw. Drew everything. Left coloring. now it's only the problem of whether if it would turn out the way i wanted it to be.

A ARTISTIC photo i took. When i'm pretty bored in class. As you can see...



very artistic hor! I know lah. Dun nid praise me.
Today. Javier was molested. By alot of guys. We're like
"WOA. M GENES SEH." (m genes = muscle genes)
Den touched his calves, arm, chest, stomach, thigh. Even his butt has muscles. I mean, it's HARD. wtf?! Oh wells. We tried gang banging him in the toilet. But failed as we couldn't make too much noise.

It's all okay. It's PE tmr. HEH HEH HEH.
Don't worry. I'll make sure u people don't miss out the fun. Well... If you dont' mind seeing javier's MUSCULAR body. Shall try to take a shot of his packs. damn zai. Like. Durian like that. Or custard. Just that this one is damn hard one.

Argh. super tired in class. Wan slp wan slp. But nv sleep. Cause. EXAMS NIA. Need to study. >.<
okay, nvm, i'm off to watch my
-Bleach 140

And downloading naruto shippuuden 24~27
Slowly watch. hahas!
Kkaes. tata for now.

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eh. omg
omg
omg
omg
omfg
omfg
omfg

Left with so little time of my day. Assembly dragged till 4pm. Reached home at 5plus. Took a quick bath.
Lie down on my bed.
Msned for 10mins.
Plop.

I'm off to LALA land.
...
....
.....
3hrs passed!

8.30. Now facing a seriously crisis with time management and. oh wells. damn it all. not feeling well. forget it. I want to end it now. try another post tmr. HAHA

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vomited 3times in the morning.

Controlled myself from vomiting in school for the whole day. Ate sweets as energy consumption. If i ate anything else. I'm bound to go. PLUUURRGGGH.
Fuck it man.
Slept throughout the whole day in school. If not for the fukin 2 tests. I wouldn't even come sch. Dammit. Lucky feel slightly better at 2nd half of the day.

haix. Screwed the science test up. Screwed the lite test as well.

Feeling super super. Lousy. Weird. And CRAPPY now. Shall post a better one tmr.

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a new maths formula

Laksa + Cold Lime water = Severe
diarrhoea

wtf.
wtf. AH.
wtf. =.=ll

Pain like crap. Think that this is how a girl feels when having menstruation periods. Hmm... And omg. I think that tis is the worst diarrhoea i've ever kana.
Damn jia lat sia.

Usually people only waste turned watery. My one hor. The shit like pee like that. Trust me, your asshole will HURT.
Okay, that's the first part.

Now i JUST made a harsh journey to the toilet. Now, it's not about my sorry ass, nth came out. But a giant torrent rushed out from my mouth.
-Vomited 3times in a row.
I think 4. But the 4th one not that bad. The first 2. WOA. Like... A water hose like that. Seriously. It's all water. Tell you, drinking water is simple. But getting it all out. It's horrible. I saw the pills i've taken in the morning. Not much food particles in all the vomit. Just water water and more water.

Now my upper adomen kinda hurts from the vomiting, my stomach, like nth wrong liao. zzz.
zzz. OH shit. The pain come back again. >.<

what a bad day. So bad. so bad....

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yawns.
Went overboard with casual writing?
Zzz. Saw my mei write "a porn blog and i cannot be bothered to read those posts. *HARSH TONE!* treat gals with respect can anot. u change alot liao. WHAT HAPPEN TO U AH KOR! siao liao ahh?"

Woa, damn shock. Seems like i used the wrong style to write out the stupid posts. Hence, i shall change my way of writing once again.

Friday. The last day. Of. Most probably, our freedom to not study. Upcoming tests. You like it. or not. Study. Study Study Study Study.
All of a sudden. Everyone became so enthu in studying. I see people taking out books to read. Copy notes. Or what ever the heck they could do to improve their marks.

2D has made a study group, or what i should call "extra lessons". So well, everyone is included. Though it's kinda optional for you to go anot. It feels kinda compulsary anyways. I think i'm adding troubles onto myself. But guess i still can take it. Too tired to be bothered by much stuffs.

Work hard.
Work hard.
Work hard.
Work hard.
Work hard.
Work hard.
Work hard.
Work hard.
Work hard.
Work hard.
Work hard.
Work hard.
Work hard.
EVERYONE~

i think that a blog is powerful indeed. at least people used it as a reliable source for evidence. which ... ....

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oh wells.
as all 2D 07 people could see.
The crap fcukzilah dropped us another bomb today. Well, instead of 5test we're having next week. We now have 6!

Interesting right. Monday got 2. Thursday got 2. Worse than exam periods. Yawns. Today, realised that sheena and yvonne's tables also got shifted. Hmm, now still 3 possibilities. But now got a clearer possibility that the person / group wouldn't be in our class.

kay. So anyways.
-Sci Lesson
Chapter 6 & 7 again. Didn't get much of what the heck the teacher said.
Except for the few keywords like
-fellopian tube
-spermduct
-uterus
-uretha
-vagina
-and so on

The rest also can't exactly remembered. The class is constantly disrupted by ShenZhen and JiaSheng's horniness lols. She showed us a video about ABORTION. But to me it feels more like dissection. You see lyk. Parts of foetus being lyk. twisted out from that where we came from. Pieces of brain, limps, kidney, intestines, slowly being lyk. uh.... WONDERFULLY ejeculated from the female's body.

Pretty gross. If we ate pig organ soup after that.
= sucide.
Hey. guess who's beside me.
Nvm, u guess also won't right anyways

Lazy say liao. Today played soccer.
Morning
6.30. Got called up by adriel (in the sense that he came to the front of my hse)
I woke up at 6.20. 10mins. =.=ll So in a rush. I applied. Probably. Supposedly. MUST BE alot of wax. But hor. Hair dry. Can't push down. =.=lll So, i went to the sch. With a pretty retarded hairstyle. Reached street soccer court around 7.20

Found a bunch of guys waiting for us liao. So played from 7.20. Right up to 8.50.
In the midst of playing. We suddenly heard music. Really familiar music.
-onward. Singapura.
So we're lyk. WTF?! 8.48 only. So fast play. Zzz. So, all stood in the middle of the court. Singing. (uh, not singing) The song. Den yawns.
2nd Recess
Played basketball.

After school. slp lorh.

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some retarded bastards
keeps moving my table around.
Yawns. Even though. I have an idea who they are. Oh wells. Nevermind.
There is always solutions. Even though it's not clear. But it's definitely there. I hope i won't whack the person when i find out who he/she is.

So far there are 3possibilities.
Oh wells, shan't talk abt it here.

So hey. Today had a showdown with a teacher again. Yawns, it's only her whereby i find it slightly worthwhile to fight against. hahas. Yawns.

Many stuffs happened. Many problems arose. Many solved. Many left hanging.
Like matt have mentioned. I shall concentrate on web programming.
next up
-.ASP

Heys. My studies are improving. ALITTLE. See, i told u that sitting behind helps. Nevermind. Shall work harder. YuXin lyk my mum lyk that. Keep nagging me to. STUDY STUDY STUDY. ARGH. No interesting stuffs. Or rather, too lazy to write. Bah-bye.

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oh hey!
I suddenly realised that i haven't posted my poem.
Well. I can't say that its
MY
poem.
Well, pretty much regretfully, this poem is edited from what YingXuan lent me to... Look through. Hahs! Thanks again here!!

So here's the poem.

The Times

Was there friendship, was there fun?
I never knew until that time.

Those were the times when we
Cycle up and down the hills,
Screaming at the top of our lungs,
Declaring that we are young.

Cars swish, horns honk,
None of us cared as we had fun.

Those were the times when we would
Link our arms, walk with the rain,
Played with the puddles resting on the lane.

Bells rang, teachers screamed,
We don’t cared
Fun was there.

The time we spent
Cried over each other’s heartache,
Mended each other’s broken hearts.

Heart shattered, tears streamed,
None of us cared as we had fun.

Life was more than black and white,
Where tears and joys made our life.
Those were the times
In my mind.


Not bad hor. NOT BAD OKAY. Well, it was edited anyways. HAHA. Credits goes to yingxuan. So hey. I'm ending it here. Tired!!! T.T

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Hmm...
Something happened. Pretty. Interesting
Pretty much...

Hah. See how. See wan to post about it anot. Yawns.

Feeling really really REALLY. tired.
They came my house again.
So i've spent 6days.

okay, another picture i dug up




Qin. Playing a guitar properly?
P(qin hui playing a guitar properly) = maybe, possible, impossible, can't imagine, hard, not possible, forget it.
P(qin hui playing a guitar properly)= 2/8
=1/4
.:. Qin playing a guitar properly = 25%

SEE THAT. I got listen one okay?!
Besides, damn that Mrs Koh. Don't wanna do her hw sia. Make me sit infront. Can't concentrate infront. Seriously. I can't seem to listen to anyone if they're lyk, speakin non-stop RIGHT INFRONT OF MY FACE.

Don't know ley. I mean, i feel damn irritated by that. I mean, i can't say, hey, I'm damn irritated by you speaking right infront of me. Neither can i find another way which i can phrase which will cause her to believe me. Well, feeling pretty pissed cause well. Hate it when even my friends tells me to move up front. Yawns.

Oh wells. It's like, hell if anyone believes that sitting at the back helps concentrating. But you don't believe i also can do nth bout it lah. Yawns. Parent starts giving pressure.
I will break my own limit!!! AHHHH~~~

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oh.
Why is happiness so short lived?!
Why?!
Why can't i spend more time with my wife?!

Why am i spending so much time with humans?
Oh wells. Forget about that. It's the last day of freedom. The last day where by u can don't do your homework and not get scolded by any teachers. But hey. Hold behold!
I realized that everyone has to do a poem. Poem huh... No problem. The problem is. WHAT THE HECK AM I SUPPOSED TO WRITE ON. Man!

But hey! My maths is getting better. SLIGHTLY.
At least now i can remember the formula. Last time keep forgetting. Oh wells. Tis is it. I'm gonna start working hard for term 4!!!
-Brothers. Don't blame me if i never go out with u all hor.
-GIRLS. Blame me. I'll make up for it. LOL.

So well. This has been a pretty interesting week. But i have no idea how i am going to write my Zhou Ji. (journal) Heh...

Aiya. Why school start so fast de. Cannot start later meh. Haix. Dun wan go sch ley. I think stay at home quite fun sia. Oh wells. Pretty tired. My next layout. Would be. A LOONG LOOONG LOONG TIME.
Too lazy to liao.

MY 500th post. I promise i will change by that time. haha.

Hey! I want to fall in love!!!
But so hard ley. So hard ley. Haix, i almost forgot how being in love is like sia. Too conservative? Maybe. OH WELLS. Feeling pretty tired. And well. that's all.
Another picture...



ouch.

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HAIX.

Still can't finish my homework. Kinda pissed. So easy kana distracted.
Hmmm.. girls again. Nvm. Lazy talk about it.

Got my headphone again. The previous one turned into some kind of electronical junk. And well. I hope the current one will stay as it is. Heh heh.

yawns. Today's a short post. So freaking short. Hence, i shall supplement it with pictures.



Its.....

yea. that's right.
JOSEPH TAN YUAN LE.
WAHAHAHAHAHA

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match-making session.

"Invited" sabrina to my hse. To study. In name. So after awhile ben was invited. I was lyk "hey, go in, i got smth interesting to show u"

Den when ben walked in, he lyk stunned 5secs den walk in. haha.

Well, watched initial D together. Moments later. Qin also came. He was like. Also stunned. But he only stun around 2secs. Hey, finally~! I got some interaction with guys. Well, sab seems bored after they came. Even though she seems interested in ben. But oh wells.

Tried to get them to talk to each other. But hey! Seems like conversation doesn't comes so easily. Even Qin didn't talk to her. Surprising isn't it?
So well. You can classify to generally 2 reasons
it's either they think that she is
CHIO.
or.
CHOU.

Well, either one. They don't exactly like what i was doing. (I THINK) In the sense that, it's most probably "sian, flirting again" which is going through their head. Hmmm... Study got wrong meh. Just that this one not that close mah. Haha. Besides, the letter to my brain seems to have incurred so many reactions.
Interesting. I should speak of much more interesting stuffs.

Well, a correction to the letter is.
-Girl's come flying to you.
please. don't talk it that literally. People who are as laggy as wenjie. Tis is a joke. -laugh-

-anything regarding porn
please. porn is boring. people wearing smth looks sexier.

So well. Seems that guys and girls got something quite... different. Their smell. Somehow, guys all smell the same. At least almost the same. It's ranked from no smell to damn smelly.
And girls. You can rank them from.
Nice smelling
to
Weird smelling.

Well, when i say weird. I don't mean, stinky. I mean, just weird. Like there's some kind of perfume. Like all girls got their custom blended perfume or smth lyk that. Hmm... The most recent one i can rmb is that sabrina smells lyk my shampoo. hmm... Maybe she bathes using shampoo. So well, sch reopening so soon. Hw huh... Got do abit today lah. Slowly do? haha.

Sian, my posts nowadays so much girls in it. ABSTAIN FROM GIRLS! BE GAY!!
-somehow it just seems so hard to do that.

-Flirting
Still don't understand, HOW den u can consider flirt. Hmm... Oh wells. Forget it. I am a NATURAL TALENT at flirting (if u consider that as lah). Think i have god-level of flirting talent. So anyways. I don't really have much to say. An interesting pic for you?


Javier. peeing.
Live. Serious. No joke. =/

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hey yo.
Why in the world, did i go out with sab and cel again.
You know, for some reasons, what ever they're gonna do, always seems to be smth interesting, in other words, something which i kinda like to do. Or it's just smth which seems to go my way.

Hmm.... So well, this time, went rollerblading! Something which i've been begging so many people to, but can't since they all lived too far. And here comes tis 2 cute lil girls who wanted to blade.

oh wells.

Continued with my maths hw. You can't call it exactly difficult. I probably had difficulty imagining what the heck the question is try to portray.

And after today. I realise something very important.
No matter if they are
-young
-old
-fat
-skinny
-tall
-short
-stupid
-clever
-chio
-ugly
-lame
-idiot

Girls just seems to love to hit me.
Hey, wtf. I that nice to hit meh. I RAPE U ONE FINE DAY AH. Oh wells. Maybe i should play the mr. nice guy and goes around receiving all the love. Hmm...

Forget abt it. I'll rather stay perverted. Well, in a good way.

So well. I hope i'm incurring jealousy around. Reason being, (quote from anime) Jealousy is the sign of manhood. Oh wells. Suddenly become friends with sec1s. kinda weird. Oh wells. School reopening soon. Wonder what's gonna happen.

Dear Brain,
Please, work hard for me. Stop thinking about computer and girls. Computer shall not run away from you. So does technology. Girls... Will come flying to you sooner or later. Don't think about raping them so much. Premature sex would cause many problems.
Well, the main thing is. Concentrate on the studies lah. All the books all shelved nicely for you, can't you just make the hands to like, open the books up and force the eyes off porn and make it look at proper wording for once?! Okay, i know you like com and girls alot. I shall not deprive you of it. But no matter what, you give me a good grade first then i think about it.
If not, say buh-bye to your beloved computer and girls.
Lastly, try to get some rest yea? Sleep earlier. Stop thinking that much. It doesn't do u any good. Get some rest buddy! I think the body need more power to function properly during the day. Hence, i shall sign off here.

With loves,
Zero

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-Dead Silence

Watched it with Celine and Sabrina. Blame you guys lah. Yesterday suddenly pangseh everyone. Besides, i was freaked out by the show. Actually, the show isn't that scary. But i scared lah. Cause later at night cannot sleep then anyhow imagine things very sad one u noe.

Well, took one of Sab's soft toy and hugged it throughout the show. Shielded my eyes using my hands from extreme gore and unnecessary adrenaline flowing through my body.

It has a pretty... Interesting storyline, but somehow the movie didn't display that out that correctly. Even though a super short summary of the movie is.
"shh, shut up. You scream you die."

Taht is why i hate dolls. Dolls are stupid scary and what ever. Especially the FURBEE. Where at night its eyes glow and says "would you be my friieennnddd?"

So anyways. Putting that aside, for some reasons, i called them idiot/stupid repeatedly. (maybe i was trying to drill the fact in), and i rubbed their head like there's no tomorrow. Well, it was pretty fun though. Ah, pretty weird too anyways.

Can't write anymore. Feeling really tired. Really really tired. Shall continue working on my layout. xD

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ah.

1week of holidays really passes so freaking fast.
It's already the 4th day!

You know, i hate school. They said. School HOLIDAYS. I mean, if you're just gonna pile homework on us. You might as well just set sec sch like Uni.
Lectures. I mean, i think that is a very effective methods for geniuses like us. We're at least 1 of 2 generations after you baskets. Can't you be more. REVOLUTIONARY? So vintage for what.

Hmm... I wish that i could earn a hell lot of money. Retire early.

Den enjoy my life in technology and women. Hmmm.... Maybe i should find someone to talk about somethings. Something which kinda bewildered and amused me. Oh wells. Besides. Watching Dead Silence is. CANCELED?! WTF.

DEAD SILENCE
-CANCELED

Due to some humji-s who don't dare to watch the show. Become instead of 8 left only 3. Which is kinda stupid hence, no one going. Hence, which somehow, interestingly, regretfully and fortunately, i will be going out to watch a ghost movie tmr. Hmmm... Seems that life is going on, PRETTY SMOOTHLY for the TIME BEING.

And for some reasons. There is always 1month where almost no one sms-es me. And a month where suddenly for no obvious reasons. People start smsing me. Hmm... This is one such month, where i received plentiful. Which i also think that my SMS bao. But i have no idea since the counter restarted when i change the phone.

Well, talking about the phone. My dad SHOULD be getting me a nokia phone. The one adriel using now. I think. Hmm... But however, i wish that i'll get a Sony Erricson instead. It feels better. And hey. There seems to be a glimpse of light in love.

Oh wells. When it comes. it comes. xD

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Cycled to punggol beach.
With celine. LIM.

1girl 1guy
Cycled to a uluu beach on a rainy day.

Bio-Data of her
Age: 13
Currently Sec1
Height: 147~150cm
Breast: unheard of.
Hips: rude to ask.

So well. You can call it a "romantic" setting. In some sense. Well, it's like those drama where the couple go to the beach. in a rainy day? (mayb some special circumstances)

So anyways.Played around. with water. I placed my most familiar signature on the beach.


WAHAHAHA.
So anyways. For people who have been waiting for someone to be your da-sao or wdv. Sadly hor, no la. not yet lah. She is my. DAUGHTER. (my other 3daughters, dun be jealous. different family)

So well. Went home, wet. Soaked. Dirty. Salty.
(so is she)
Oh wells. It's pretty interesting. MAY do it again. But again, 2people is slightly boring. As usual, the more the merrier. Tomorrow will be a display as such.

Finally, another all guys outing. Watching,
-Dead Silence

A freaking scary show which i think will freak the guts out of me. You see, i think i somehow have some kind of weakness for scary shows. Even though i don't believe in them. It does looks gross and disgusting doesn't it. Haix, hope at night can have a peaceful mind. Well, that's for now. Many pictures. Too lazy upload. HAHA.

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oh.

Went to tampines the giant today. first time go. Ain't as impressive as i hoped it would be. Seems that Ikea n courts are several size bigger.

So anyways.
My dad actually wanted to buy a 5gb thumbdrive for me. I mean, woa. But, sadly i rejected.
1st, i don't nid 5gb
2nd, it's an unknown brand.
3rd, it doesn't looks nice
4th, it's kinda big.

Hence, i don't wan it. took the 2GB instead. Ah, den my dad take my current 1gb flashdrive. (thumbdrive). Just formatted it to NTFS. Wonder if it'll work faster.

So anyways.
My brother entered for some kind of Vespa competition. Paid $12 to enter.
Won a $300 jacket
+ some other crappy crappy stuffs.

Oh wells. Finally got a watch to wear again. But now too used to taking out handphone liao. haix, nvm. Freakish tired.

Still working on my layout. Progress is slow.
Teacher's day. Pretty interesting. Everyone grew. Except some. Talked little. Tired. Didn't exactly sleep the previous night. Headache.

Oh wells. Posted late again. Lol. Tryin to update more. When, i. feel like it. lol