#500 my final memories
Thursday, November 22, 2007
Post number 500.
I guess it's the end of my p6 ~ sec2 memories.
I feel like writing alot of stuffs in it, but yet i'm kinda scared of people reading it. So in anycase. For today, it shall be here.
You will be able to view tis from
Thursday, November 22nd 9pm GMT+8
till
Friday, November 23rd 9pm GMT +8
As you can see. U're redirected from x-techbiz.blogspot.com to freedomstrike.blogspot.com
But after tmr, 9pm, you'll be able to access x-techbiz.blogspot.com and that freedomstrike.blogspot.com will be encrypted with a password, i won't call it encrypted since it's a really simple script. So if you're able to get through den good for you, if not den too bad.
I'll start with the recent happenings. My internet went down for quite a moment. Which is quite pissifying. After trying for a very long time, i decided to give the call help center a call. I've watched many videos about how slack those "consultants" are. But i didn't exactly realised that it was a reality.
My dad tried first. He started pressing buttons on the phone to get to the correct "subject". So at the end, the person kept telling him to wait. He was so pissed. He went "fuck lah, i pay for it and you don't want pick up my phone? fuck him lah" Well, i rarely hear him scold vulgarities, so it's a pretty fresh thing to me. Well, it doesn't seemed to be bothering him when he just said that when i'm infront of him, so i guess i'm all grown up to him. =O
So, he gave up. I decided to try.
I called.
s - starhub
z - me
s "please press "1" for english .... .... ..."
z "1"
s "for enquires for phone and banking or whatsoever press "1" for .... press "2" for starhub broadband connection, press "3"
z "3"
s "for maxonline, press "1", for ... "2" .... .. "3"
z "1"
s "for change of address, pres "1" for .... press "2" to speak with our TRAINED consultants, press "3"
z "3"
*rings*
s "please hold while your call will be transferred to a trained customer consultant"
*music*
s "sorry to keep you waiting, your calls are important to us. PLEASE HOLD"
*music*
s "our customer consultants are still busy, you can call/fax/email blah blah at blah blah.
alternatively, you can continue to hold and we will attend to you shortly."
*music*
s "our customer consultants are still busy, you can call/fax/email blah blah at blah blah.
alternatively, you can continue to hold and we will attend to you shortly."
*music
s "our customer consultants are still busy, you can call/fax/email blah blah at blah blah.
alternatively, you can continue to hold and we will attend to you shortly."
*music*
s "our customer consultants are still busy, you can call/fax/email blah blah at blah blah.
alternatively, you can continue to hold and we will attend to you shortly."
*music*
s "our customer consultants are still busy, you can call/fax/email blah blah at blah blah.
alternatively, you can continue to hold and we will attend to you shortly."
*music*
s "our customer consultants are still busy, you can call/fax/email blah blah at blah blah.
alternatively, you can continue to hold and we will attend to you shortly."
*music*
s "our customer consultants are still busy, you can call/fax/email blah blah at blah blah.
alternatively, you can continue to hold and we will attend to you shortly."
*music*
Yes, it repeated that same msg for 7times. Finally~ That bastard picked up the phone (i left my phone on the table with loudspeaker for it to ring).
"Hello, i am ___. How may i help you today?"
(i wanted to say, you could start by picking up the call earlier)
But anyways, i passed the phone to my brother. And my brother was like, yes yes. We've tried this but can't. No, we've tried this. YES, WE TRIED TIS TOO. So anyways, finally, the internet could work. But only for one computer, guess i screwed up the router.
Damn, quite a few interesting stuffs happened. But i forgot. Oh wells.
Firstly.
I've regained my status of "Animizer"
I'm back to anime again. NO. DON'T GIVE ME THAT "=.=ll AGAIN?" look.
Oh yea, AHS, pretty irritating. Our class posting should have been posted by now but some how one way or another they just refuse to announce it. They think they funny. I just can't understand how lag their system works.
And yea. I'm finally going to be 15. I am finally going to be officially teen.
Since it's the last post, i'm going to change myself. (or at least try to)
i'm going to list down what i think of myself, or at least what i wanted to be.
Brags alot
Craps alot
Never much intended to be nice
Sleeps in classes
Never do my homework
kaobei people, quite oftenly. (i think)
acts gay now and then
seems to have mood swings
extreme change in mood or attitude
did not think much of studies
focused on only IT
never really was involved in love
skeptical about relationships and life
kept one too many secrets to thyself
i wanted to be someone at the back to support who ever who needed help.
even though he/she may not realise it, i will always be there if you need me.
Now, i'm going to talk about my experiments.
I realised that, it is always impossible to please 2 parties at the same time. If you want one side to be happy, you have to sacrifice one side. Trust me, even if both sides seems happy, that is only temporary.
Reasons why i kept my eyes small and slept alot. Why i give off that "you're-so-sleepy-impression". Is because i realised that, when you're in that state, you can conceal practically everything about you. When i'm happy, i'm sad, i'm angry, i'm jealous or whatsoever. It is so much easier to conceal you're own feelings and continue showing that same expression. When u're feeling high, when u're feeling sick, no one would know.
I experimented not hanging out or talking much to my "clique". Realised that, it's not me who changed. It is everyone else. If you can even remember what kind of a person you were at the start of the year, you guys would realised how much you've changed. How much your jokes ain't funny, how much you've kaobei the teacher.
And a few other experiments regarding computer. In terms of my sitting position, my eyes and whatsoever. I use the computer for at least 6~8hrs in normal school time, at least 14hrs or more during holidays and weekends, my eyesight improved from P6. After all that, my short-sightedness is only 25degrees. I have shan1 guang1, 50 degrees. That is from looking at the sun too oftenly. So this experiment totally worked.
I've experimented trying to like a girl. Well, yes. Seriously. Well, i've tried many stuffs. However, maybe it's because i'm looking into the matter with the wrong attitude, this failed.
And i have found out that time what i'm feeling. When i talked about my "instinctive feelings". Being able to see the future or whatsoever. And yes. I found out the reason why i was about to do that. It wasn't my feeling. It was my thoughts. I think too much about the possible scenarios which might happen with each action. And yes, it is possible to do so. A professional can think of around 2 ~ 4 scenarios withing a second, even if i am not that great, there is alot of time between each stuffs which happen, seems like i think too much, and discarded my thought too quickly before it actually materialize, thinking that "nah, that's impossible"
Or so i can say that i am a person who likes to dream of doing the impossible. Or rather, dreaming of the impossible happening to me.
With all that said, i am going to abandon my old-self and restart my life all over again. Well, i don't think it's so easy but heck. What i have learnt is that. The most important element in success is not your hardwork. But your confidence and determination.
In anycase. The new me would be "geekified" & "otakufied".
If you don't know the meaning of "otaku", go check up on the internet yourself.
okay, i sian liao. bye bye. kai hong.
posted at 7:52 PM