hated?
Thursday, July 12, 2007
Hmm. Since i'm treating tis smth as my diary, might as well just write this down.
Seems lyk. Lately, i don't know if i'm the one swirling in circles. Or i am the stationary one while other people are moving.
But seems that people i not so close with, became closer with me. Those people who are closer to me. Became kinda further from me. I mean, if it's one or two, it's purely logical. But, if it is like, a whole bunch that kinda changed their attitude or what so eva.
It just feels so damn strange.
SOME guys i'm closer to. Now like. More like normal friends. Then, SOME guys i'm not THAT close to last time. Became as close as gay now. (in a sense)
So you see. I mean, all this could be happening naturally. But it feels like there is something going behind the scenes i-don't-know-what. (probably nth happened at all) Haix. But imagine it and u'll know why i'm feeling kinda confused.
So anyways.
I'm feeling exhausted.
I am gonna try my best to change my CCA to computer club. I heck care le. Can't be bothered anymore. Table Tennis just ain't the thing for me. That's all i can say.
I wonder if i'm really troubled, or i'm just creating troubles for myself.
posted at 7:17 PM