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OH.
YEA. YEA MAN.
I've upgraded smth on my computer. Not hardware. A software.

What toy did i get this time?
-Microsoft Office 2007

I mean, it's lyk WOW? The functionality far surpasses office 97~2003.

It really does match Vista in style and versatility, so does it match up in it's huge memory requirement for it to work properly. But i guess it's worth it. I guess. Hahas. Here are a few screen shots of it. With my vista theme desktop...


Microsoft PowerPoint 2007


Microsoft Words 2007



Microsoft Excel 2007


As you can see. The difference is far too great. I mean, this is 4years of technological advancement. So anyways. They have now added other extensions, and that u can save ur file in more different types of extensions. Lyk, they can make a powerpoint compatibility of powerpoint 97~03

Oh man. Envy all u want. Just don't come asking me for it. I had a hard time getting it ya noe.

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We had soccer again today.
We met some st. anthony girls.
And the street soccer court became a zoo.


I mean, for some reasons, the girls started shouting or "provoking" us. Which lead to some of us shouting back for no obvious reasons, which cause the other party to scream. Hysterically.

This endless cycle went round for a long time. Before i finally get one of them to stop which lead the rest to stop. I mean, it was funny. But the girls also not chio, do tis for wad. No gain, only pain. Well, so anyways. I think i became darker again. And i still didn't finish my science project.

Due to my abilities, my job is ONLY doing the powerpoint. Hence all data shall be arranged and organised before reaching me. And since i didn't find the data that. IDEAL. I requested for improvement which regretfully hasn't reach me till now.

But i will try my best to make a nice powerpoint. Though it's probably gonna be somehow hard since i mean, it's just presenting, we're not doing some fun project that allows u to do anything u want.

Eh anyways. I'll go chiong the sci proj. lah. Nitez

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hey.
I got a pretty nice feeling when i saw our lite teacher today.

Well, she's kinda old, but she has that warm kinda feeling emitting from her. Yea, that's it. The feeling of a mother. I mean, well. From my observations. She's a strict kinda person. A typical kind of mum who wishes the best for her children. Being strict from time to time but making effort to keep them happy.

Let's see if i'm correct in time to come.

And yea, i really am TRYING hard to study harder. I mean, i've been taking down notes every lesson and listenin to the teacher. (other than some stupid crap that isn't worth listening to)

There are many many reasons which results in motivating me in working harder. Well, it doesn't matters wad, as long as it does motivate. I guess that's enough.

Anyways, went to Simpang to play soccer today. Me, Adriel, Javier, Deon, Ming Chiang, Benedict. Have enrolled into a soccer team. I mean, wow. Oh more specifically. Oh, wow. Wtf?

So anyways, that bastard have conveniently took away my saturday free time and now i feel kinda pissed abt it. But, it's okay. I let old things bypass and new things come in. Just like how i hunt down chio bu one after another. (even though it isn't going very well)

So WELL. My body is aching all over again. I mean, what's up with this body man? I mean, can't say bad, but not good either. Haix. I feel lyk i'm having lesser and lesser time for animes. Which is kinda bad. Haix. I've spening lesser and lesser time with my wife. (computer)

I feel kinda guilty. I mean, it's not about having many wifes of children. Or how much time u spent with them. It's how much time u spent ON them which makes u feel guilty. I mean, u could spend quality time with smth more INTERESTING, or more, ENJOYABLE. (randomness)

So anyways. I'm feeling kinda lame now. So.Byes.

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opps.
I typed her name wrongly,
it's Ms Fuckzilah Fadzilah.

Oh yea, she's a bastard good teacher. I mean, wow. "I'm in a bad mood today." And she starts showing to us her fucked up friendly attitude. Oh, what was it? "I could be a tyrant"

I mean, i don't mind if u get bossy and order us around, but at least change that ARROGANT pleasant face of yours. Make it somehow better, somehow more pleasing to look at.

Well, i mean. I shld be a better student and stop complaining about tis loser. But i guess i'm so damn afraid of my own abilities. I mean, what's up with that horrendous ominous feeling i got when i saw her?

And our science teacher, she wasn't that bad. Some kind of a total opposite from our hist teacher. Tough she doesn't look lyk those "i let u play all u wan" kinda teacher. Well, i got tis gd feeling when i saw her. Which lead me to think smth lyk, i think it's not bad if she's our teacher. And oh, am i damn right. I mean, she's alot easier to communicate with, well, though she's lenient, i can tell that she isn't the type tt let u get over her head.
( i feel tt something is gonna happen soon.)

So anyways. I guessed i've improved in my observations skills.

And hmm... Headaches. Giddiness. tt's the 2 words to describe my today. I mean, oh, i guess i hanged around too late last night. Gonna earlier tonight. But with the homework pilled. I don't really think i could do that.

So hmm. We had PE today. It wasn't that bad. Just that the teacher has a lousy joke. "i'll give u a short run, dun worry, it's very short only. 10mins. That's all. Go go go."

Well, after that i kinda just wandered about. I mean, i'm not good. (to be specific, i suck in it.) So i can't exactly join them to play basketball, since i'll probably make a fool of myself.

And yea. I THIS TIME REALLY GONNA STUDY HARD LE!
I'll try to have faith in my determination! WORK HARD FOR EXAMS!

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It's a new semester in Anglican High school as well as the other other schools.

I mean, it wasn't that much of a bad thing to meet up with friends and chat again. But what's up with the first period that's history? And there's this new history teacher, who calls herself Ms Yadzilah. Well, she wasn't that bad at first sight, but the one after that was bad.

And yea. It was a memorable way of starting my new term.

I think i'm turning gay, there's only tis guy who's been on my mind. Kai Liang. YU KAI LIANG. I think he's damn cool. Too cool for his own good. He dyed his hair during the holidays ad didn't dye it back. He left his phone not in silent mode and it amazingly rang during class.

I mean, it's lyk some kind of symphony music. Oh yea, and it didn't just rang once. It rang TWICE. Oh man. He's so hot. He got scolded on the first day of sch, first lesson. Probably 7mins after it started.

So back to the history teacher. She is some kind of uh, bangla. Well, shldn't be that bad sae tt she's a bangla just sae that she's black. Uh, dark.
Well, she saes that she could be a tyrant, but she kinda looks more lyk an idiot to me. HAHA.

Well, now i'm at Godwin's hse posting. Dont' worry, i'm not gaying with him or anything like that. We're doing the maths probability project. For some reasons i grouped up with him. So anyways, dont' have anything so sae now. See ltr at night i will post again anot.

If not, tt's all for now, buh-bye

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Reply to matt's post about life.

I think life is more like a person's consciousness. I mean, scientist broke down human compounds to be worth 5euro pounds. So we humans are worth 5pounds in materials.

But each being is unique because of the consciousness they've been given since birth? It is smth that can only be created from birth, u can't repair or damage it, but it fades away slowly as u age by. Isn't it?

Well, death is the only thing which defines the value of life. Life would not have any value if there is no will. I think death is more like losing one's consciousness. Losing one's person's TOTAL consciousness. Totally to the extent that ur body cannot continue the self-substantive operations and break down as an effect of it.

And DNA is that tiny object that decides our physical and mental.

But ur consciousness can change ur mental AND physical. I think that is why life is more important than DNA.

Anyways, THANKS ALOT ZOEY.
For coming my hse n helping me abit with my hw. I appreciate it. You really do resemble me. WHAT A NICE PERSON U ARE. OOOOH~~~ It's decided.
I'm dead.

More or less, yep. That's abt it. Unless, i could perform a insane miracle that has been nv known to man, i can NEVER. EVA. FINISH. MY. FUCKING. HW. BEFORE i get some kind of a scolding from the teacher.

Yes. Positively sure.

Start afresh in a new term. Guess that's just a dream for me. So anyways, i realised that i'm leaving only the last day to complete my hw. And due to certain SPECIAL circumstances, i may not be exactly concentrating on my hw.

Dude, if tis goes on. I'm gonna drop out of sch sooner or later man! yabaizo (sry tt i can't spell jap properly lorh.)

Well, the computer isn't the only thing that's distracting me. You noe, i hate it when people keeps coming in and out of your room. I mean, a room is the ONLY place in the house, other than the toilet. Where u can have privacy. And there's practically 1 ppl comin in and out of my room lyk every 20mins or so.

I mean, if u come in here stay inside, i don't mind. But it's freakingly getting on my nerves if u come in and out. I have cultivated the wonderful culture of lockin the door up AUTOMATICALLY after i enter my room. Though it doesn't serves much a purpose, on the long run, i HOPE that the people will understand that it is troublesome and stop coming in so frequently.

And oh yea. I'm addicted to the computer. I'm sure.
But i can stop myself if i wanted to. Just that the day will suck. I'm sure.

Ah, there are too many things happening that need ur attention.

I wish i could go live in a mountain and cultivate. ==

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6A gathering today.
More lyk a cell group outing. Well anyways. While we're waiting for each other, we caught sight of darren, and thought he was coming wif us. And thought he merely acted tt he's not coming wif us. But, wow oh wow.

It's fate for sleeves to touch.

Hence, without ANY hesitation, we DRAGGED him with us on the journey to vivo. Which was later detoured to Plaza Sing due to certain factors.

Darren's still kinda "haven't really gotten how we dragged him here" on the way to PS, but well. It must be his destiny to get dragged around by us.

Well, we watched
"Fantastic 4"

Oh, i dun really think much abt "Fantastic 4" But it SURE is a fantastic one. I mean, wad's up with modern CG animations? It's too damn good! I mean, WOW. It's done nicely on computers sitting on a table. And i'm DEFINITELY watching "Harry Potterr and the Order of the Phoenix"

I mean, the trailer is pretty interesting and all. Wells.

So, after watching that fantastic movie. We roded kinda reluctantly towards Darren's hse. But all's well ends well. We had fun in his lil room of his. I guess.

And i mean, WOW. I just REALISED that monday's sch reopening! I mean, OMG. So fast?! I thought still in the middle of it.

So suddenly, i have such an interesting question for myself.
"how the heck can i finish the hw?"
The answer came immediately. Even if u can't do... Then u can really forget about doing it.

And WOW.
I've realised a damn interesting blogskin which will appeal to all Ben loving people.
http://raging-freak.blogspot.com

He have wonderfully made a gorgeous blogskin with PURE pictures of himself. (it takes alot of courage to publish it.)

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IT'S A BORING DAY
BUT AT LEAST IT'S NOT QUIET

Well. I'll REALLY prefer it if it's quieter.
I mean, from the moment my mum came back from work. I heard alot of unpleasant garbage bursting out from her well-seasoned mouth.

So well, things are the same again. Too same to be another day. And with each passing same day. I'm getting very very restless and irritated.
1. The continuous drilling at the side of my ear.
2. The gorgeous pile of hw left aside.
3. The lack of snacks in my house.
4. Hot and humid weather.
5. There are no girls.

Oh, u can forget abt the 5th one. Though i can't deny the existence of that. So ANYWAYS. Sch reopening is drawing closer. And so are my hw. I feel the presence of my wonderful torture coming closer and closer towards me.

Ah. Friends, my loyal mates who have suffered the same pain as me. Please, let's SHARE the pain, as well as the HAPPINESS.

Just. Even for abit. Could u KINDLY LEND me your BEAUTIFUL MASTER PIECE for me to, APPRECIATE?

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Umm
Tis is a msg to all 6A0'5 people

There is a gathering on tis friday 22th June.
1.30pm meet at SengKang MRT Station
Go Vivo watch movie.

Ppl who see tis msg. Please pass around.

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pain.
It's setting in. The pain from my eyes.
Due to my extreme schedule of around 14~16hrs of none-stop animising. My eyes and head is starting to hurt. Hmm... Think i'll go down and cycle abit tmr.

Ah. Playing o2jam now practically takes up all my power and my eyse hurts lyk crazy if i play it.

I watch animes, from the time i wake up, that's around 9~11am. Till ard 1~3am. ah. Due to tis crazy timings. I have watched over 350+ episodes of anime. Within tis holidays.

AH. I read up on smth on the internet today. And AH. It came to my harsh realization that i'm not exactly gd in computers after all. HAIX.

Anyways, finally, Deon's coming my hse for the BJ's project tmr.

Talkin abt Beijing, i haven't really posted anything up on it. Forget it. I almost totally forgot what happened there. At least to me, there isn't that drastic of a difference between china and singapore.

I have the urge to play badminton or tennis. Hmm... Never played tennis in my life. Wonder when i will get the chance... Maybe go JC or Poly try to find a CCA lyk that? Ah, 3 more years. ==

And oh yea. TY to those ppl who did the friend test. Ah.
I'm bored. Nth exactly happened today. Let's look forward to tomorrow.

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Ah. My 3 loyal lovely daughters.
Two with heights WAY BEYOND my expectations.

Siow May.
Xin Ni.
Zoey.

I think from the oldest to the youngest.
You noe ppl. I'm sometimes so afraid of my instincts. My feelings. CUZ, FOR SOME FREAKING REASONS. My instincts are so accurate, a tragedy befell on me.

I was majestically invited to blk186. Where Zoey told me that she'll bring 2more girls. And wouldn't tell me if they are chio anot. Instinctively. I tot of my daughters. Ah, what a tragedy. IT REALLY IS THEM. How can tis be? I was hoping for some really hot chick to hit on me. OOH~

So anyways. They had cake prepared for me.
What was it for? OH. It's father's day. ( i rmbed i didn't prepare anything for my dad.)

My instinct. The cake... == For some reasons. The bad feelin was so great, i felt lyk puking when i first saw it. AH. What a mistake. I made such a pathetic excuse, that i've taken my lunch n is already full. YET, the cruel idiots force it down on me. I look at the chocolate cake and thought, "HAIX. Might as well just eat it, the most juz swallow the whole thing down"

BUT. How evil and freakingly sick and perverted can they get.

They PERFECTLY INJECTED WASABI in the middle of the cake. Oh, what's more. There's salt. Oh ya. Salt, not as in a pinch or 2. It's SAAAAALLLLLTTTT.

I mean, i'm fine with the wasabi, BUT WHAT THE FUCK IS WITH THE SALT. ==? Okay, at least the 3 others tried it as well. Have a taste of ur own medicine dammit.

If u don't believe that it was THAT bad. Try putting ALOOOOOT of salt with into a chocolate cake. I ASSURE U. U will UN-DOUBTLY feel lyk spitting ur intestines out. But LUCKY. The wasabi and chocolate taste covered up for me quite abit. And i was able to swallow it down.

Ah. When the first torture was over. We sat down. While Siow May went up to her hse to get SOMETHING down. When i heard that.

These are the list of possibilities that came out of my mind immediately.
-Getting smth to whack me with.
-Get water down to drink
-Some kind of present with some reluctant-ness in it.
-Water bombs
-Smth to do with water fights.

Oh yea, those came out almost INSTANTANEOUSLY. I thought, how bad could tis get. So well, i ignored. And sat there obediently as i hear my children's stories.

Suddenly, i felt an ominous feeling behind my back. I tilted my head JUST ALITTLE BIT. Before a thunderstorm hit on me. It was lyk. SPOOOSH.

Want to know what was the only thing on my mind at that moment?
Just tis 2 words.
"fuck, shit."
Oh, that was said pretty calmly.

So you see.
FOR SOME REASONS.
They hid a BIG PAIL of water somewhere around the void deck. And yea. As expected, they only brought 3cups down, used to splash at me. And uh. I'm left to defend... With my.
LEG?!
(yes, i ran.)

But AH! What LOVE there is for the father. My youngest daughter, Zoey, decided to sacrifice her only defence, and gave me her cup(clarification:a normal cup. Not ur everyday bra) to defend myself. Ah, i was touched. Hence, i shall not attack her. At all.

Even though, she's that asshole who planned most of tis thing, and that only idiot who didn't give me a card, and a dumbass who stood by and watch all the fun while not getting wet.
I don't think she's wrong. SERIOUSLY. I think so.
(not.)

But tactical play. comes first. I focus my atk all on Siow May. She was drenched alright. Well, mayb not as serious as drench. Probably, SOAKED TO THE SKIN.

Hmm... So anyways. things somehow ended where she gets her SWEEEEET revenge which uh, well. She splashed the remaining pail of water on me. Ah, i am GOD. Ain't i? I forgave her sins. And let her repent on her mistakes. However, forgiveness always comes with punishment, doesn't it? I attacked her, throughout the conversations. Even though it isn't as sweet as totally wetting her. I guess that's enough as a punishment.

Well, things ended sorta arubtly and we sat there can caught up with each other. Well, it's more lyk tis father is telling "grandfather's son's stories"

Oh yea. They also pointed out 4bad points abt me. (or izzit 3? can't rmb)
But anyways, the only one i rmbed was.
-I always shatters people's last fantasy and made them live in reality.

Sometimes i wonder. If it was that good to live in fantasy. I mean, what's bad in facing reality totally?

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hmm...
My firefox is back up online again. Nevertheless. I still find it more useful than IE7.0, Netscape, Opera or Flock.

hmm... Installed lyk around 8add-ons today. Browsing speed seems to have quite significantly increased. Ah.

Haven't started on ANY hw yet. Hmm.. I wonder how i would die. That certainly is smth interesting to look out for. I'm so dead. Hmm...

Eliz operated for her appendicts (dunno how to spell). Well, shld be discharged today bah.

Yawns. Nth exceptionally interesting happened today. Other than scenes of animes i guess u won't bother to read. YAWNS. I go back watch le.

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ah.
how interesting.

I've stumbled upon another ecchi anime.
-Hanaukyo.Maid.Tai

Trust me. Tis show is FULL of ecchiness u can't resist. How shld i put it. How would u feel if there is around 200+ chio bu who are maids and is willing to do ANYTHING for u?

Hmmm... Not that bad i guess? They're trained to be ecchi. Taking baths together... Helping u unzip ur pants when u pee... French kiss as a "hello"...

Ah, wad a fleeting dream.

So anyways. Watch it if u're bored. Some nudity. Nth much close to hentai. So it's fine anyways. It's funny btw. So i recommend watching it. To GUYS. Girls probably won't find it THAT funny.

Hmm... Somehow. I have tis weird taste and love harem comedy animes. What's harem? Let the professor explain it to u. Harem, is lyk "hou4 gong1 san1 qian1 girls" Hmm... Fun rite. Oh yea. In 15days. I've watched around... 280+ episodes of anime and still counting.

ARGH. Tired. No more mood. nitez.

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Stayed at home again. Lazy to go out.

HEY. Don't sae i no life. My life's at home. Since everything's at hand's reach. (not that literal) But i almost place my food, my books, stuffs, water in front of the monitor. It's abit cramp but quite comfortable.

SO WELL. It isn't THAT bad to stay at home lah! Don't see wad's so nice abt going out ley. No matter where u go. U see the things ALMOST all the same one wad. Esp when u don't have in mind what u want to get. Den all the more i find it pointless to go out.

Anyways, i rmbed abt this thing i had sometime ago


wad abt it? Quite True isn't it?

And hmm.. I'm SOOOO gonna delete my friendster photos. I look so lame in that. Anyways, think i'm gonna try out friendster's blog. See how it works. Hahas.

Well anyways. I think i got my report book 2days ago. Well. It wasn't THAT bad that i failed my avg. But bad enough to get scolding. hmm.. I'm the 32nd in class. Jos got 30. ==? I lost to that BANGLA? Heck.

Oh yea. I've just realized that i got an account in LiveJournal as well. Think i'm gonna create on in Xanga and test out as well. Hahas It doesn't hurts rite?

Soreja. Mata Ne. (still can't spell jap properly. OH WELLS.)

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oh.
crap. Forgot to post again.

Too absorbed in Anime. From start of June Holidays till now... I've finished Gundam Seed, Destiny, Elementar Gerad, Inukami!. Now startin on Prince of Tennis.

Well, recently, kinda pissed that alot of ppl is already booked. Since can't really find the ratio of guys to girls when going out.. I guess going out wif girls alone is kinda boring. Hence, i suddenly sian sian go download The 3 POTC Movies. And Shrek 3.

Well, Watched Ocean's 13 today. Mayb i'll dl it n rewatch it some other day. It's pretty funny i assure u.

And oh. I just realised that Matt got tracked down by the government for Copyright infridgement of downloading materials? Dunno if it's true, of if that letter is his. Hmm... Well. I'm kinda worried for myself since i'm another mass downloader. But, doesn't the law states that as long as u don't distribute, u ain't exactly commiting any crime?

Hmm, seems lyk i nid to brush up on my politics.

AH. Forget it. I'll just work up on my security. So far, 1anti-virus, 2anti-spyware, 2firewalls, 1ip-blocker. Wonder if it's enough...

Mayb i'll go get some more ip cloakers. Though it probably won't make THAT much of a difference. But in such cases, i guess a small difference makes a BIG difference.

So anyways. I REALLY REALLY don't feel lyk going for another table tennis training. It's kinda lyk hell man! Eh, U THINK WE WAD. NCC ah! We are table tennis ley! Run around so much for wad!

HAIX. Thursday. Followed by friday. Wonder how my body can last. And i've realised smth abt my own body. After the PT, it's not lyk my muscles can't take it. It's my heart tt can't take it. Well... Lyk. No suan ley, the muscles. Just feel my heart beating lyk siao. Den suddenly find myself panting lyk siao. Dunno lah. Think my heart weak. HOW SAD.

aiya. I lazy continue from here liao. HAIX. REALLY WAN TO GET A REASON TO PON TRAINING SIA. DAMMIT.

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i now have a new goal/target.

Drawing. Watched too much anime these days and suddenly got damn interested in graphic designing. Guess i'm gonna work on my anime art.

Well, being gd in anime isn't anything great. So what exactly is the actual target?! I SHALL LEARN HOW TO DRAW A GIRL WITH THE PANTIES SHOWING OUT ABIT.

Hmm. Trust me. It's really hard to draw that out when u're an amateur. Don't believe? Try urself. =D. Hmm. I'm gonna learn how to use Blender as well. Den i can create 3D anime characters... HEHEHE.

Got a little perverted. Thx to the anime i just watched.
-Inukami!

It's pretty horny, but i can assure u that it's DAMN funny. Made me laugh so many times. Esp that lame robot with a metal drill for it's dick. LOL. Lots of interestin conversation lah. Then so many weird noises and phrases to make u think that they're f***ing but they're just doing smth else more normal.

Some parts lyk. "*moans* don't touch me there. i'm embarrased" "dun worry, u'll feel gd." "are u sure u're gonna poke it there?" *moans*moans*moans*.

So wad the heck are they doing? The guy's massaging the girl's soles. ==? Well, it's nice. ISN'T IT? =DD

Hmm... It feels lyk the holidays are gonna end so soon. Feel kinda sad ya noe? I love to not do anything. Well, even though it's the same for sch days... It's still better if u can stay at home. Not a single of my hw have been touched yet.

AHH.
OH YA. I had an idea. Eh GUYS GUYS. Any interest in creating a "anti-twit" blog? Or "ANTI" wdv? Anti sch also can lah. Cuz it seems fun n interesting to me. So.. How abt it eh? hmm... My collection of anime seems to be nv ending. It just keeps increasing, cuz i always ACCIDENTALLY carefully PRESSED onto the download button and of goes a few GB of my harddrive.

Such actions keep repeating itself over and over again i just wonderfully realised i actually stored in total around 52series of Anime. I was SOOO amazed by myself. That i just absent-mindedly dl, watch, keep. dl, watch, keep. dl, watch, keep. 52times. HMM...

So anyways. After some thoughts. I've finally decided to write what i actually decided not to write.

uh. Here's a piece of warning and advice and wdv crap u call to protect urself from kana flamed. The following piece could be crap to u but tt's wad i think. At least MAYB. uh. don't read if u don't want. I'll specify where it ends.

START

Hmm. I find that writting emo stuffs on blogs are plain stupid. Well. I mean, if u write it on a blog u didn't tell anyone else about, well, smth lyk ur personal diary. It's fine. Well, everyone has to relax once in a while. But, why write it in a blog lyk this?

Well, i realised my stupidity for doing that. Sometime ago.

What use/point is there in writting it down HERE. Where EVERYONE who comes to ur blog can read and see? Stuffs lyk, "OH. i'm hurt, i feel PAINED." or stuffs lyk "i feel lyk dying".

What help is there for u? Well, if u JUST WANT TO release the stress within u, go ahead and write in a god-knows-where location free from the public. If not, it's just lyk wanting the sympathy of the public/friends and the support from them. OPENLY.

Even though i can't sae tt it is a wrong thing to do. But how can it help u? It'll probably relieve u for A MOMENT. A little while ltr the "pain" comes back again and there u'll see another pile of emotions cramped up together. If u want support, help from friends, y not just turn to them directly? It's not lyk there'll be anyone who'll reject it. (unless the person's a jerk)

And another stupid thing. What's wif the tiny fonts at the end of the post? Creating suspension? Making ppl worried? Stuff lyk "if u're readin this ...... ......" or "i hope tis could just end ...... .... " or wdv phrase there is.

U could probably sae. "It's ur choice for reading it. No one force u to." But ppl read it probably they're just INNOCENTLY worried or CARED for u.

Well, at least for now. I noe that writtin down stuffs lyk tt doesn't really helps u. It probably only worry ur other friends more becuz the don't noe the details of it. And then again. Back to point 1. If u want to share ur troubles, find them directly rather den spreading seeds all over the internet.

And another thing. I don't understand. Why are people so troubled about love? Well, ya. All the love n happiness and all that. Is breaking up that painful? Why is it tt BOTH parties are hurt? If they are the ones who initiated the breakup, den y feel hurt abt it? And if u're gonna break that EASILY at the end, y bother to even start? (rmb, i said EASLIY. If it's after discussion n agreement n wdv, it's fine.)

At least for MOST ppl at our age. Love it's probably a touch-and-go affair. Not much strings attached. Well, let's sae u like / love tis person, guy/girl alot. She/he has the same feelings for u as well. What could come out of it? I know that people always sae, "u'll nv noe until u try".

Well, i do kinda agree with that. But if u KNOW b4 u try. Would u still try? I guess tt only applies to me. Mayb i think too much. Mayb i'm over-blah blah.

There are always somethings u can sae and somethings u can't. Obviously i've said smth that i shldn't. Correct me. If ur thoughts are different from mine.


END.



That's a really long post. And i wish that most ppl would not read. The optional part. Well. If u did, don't worry. I will not delete tis post. It'll act as a reference to my childish thinkings in my childhood.

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hmm.
WOW.
i've witnessed smth that is one of the most amusing things i've seen in my 14years of life.

I mean seriously. WOW.

I shall explain what happened. Well, the person doesn't wants to have her name stated. So i SHALL NOT DIRECTLY imply who the heck she is.

So yesterday. Me, adriel, yanjing and vincent went to long john silvers(century square) after the table tennis training. Which is SUCH A MIRACLE that i actually went for it. So anyways... After eating, i called jia hui which is at tampines mall to come show me THAT girl's photo when she's young cuz got long hair.

And for as long as i've know THAT girl, she has short hair. So it incurred my curiosity and Jia Hui came down with her FRIEND. Well, when we're leaving LJS. Her FRIEND TRIED walking out of LJS she walked to towards to glass instead of the doors.

So we're lyk, "EH? NO DOOR THERE LEY!" Den she's lyk. "HUH? OH!"

And she turns around and. "BANG!" She HIT the door.

IT'S REALLY AMUSING OKAY?!
For people who don't understand what i'm saying, here's a diagram to help u with the understanding.




understand le bah? HAHA.

Haix. My body is aching all over. Thx to the stupid Table Tennis PT. I mean lyk. I so long nv even RUN hor, suddenly as us do all the crap. Make me so pain. Hais. Feel lyk ponning the rest of the training liao. Cuz now they having PT each training session in the holidays.

But then again. The PT is pretty fun i guess. Well, at least it makes up for the time i spent sitting infront of my com not doing anything.

Hmm... Recently, i watched so many nice animes i dunno which one to choose from. I think i find another time i'm gonna rewatch ALL the animes i've downloaded and bought. which is in total around 40 or more series of animes.

Well. Recently my love for music came back again. Hmm.. guess i'll update my music library with some chinese/jap songs. Since it's only filled with eng ones.

Aiya, my blogskin hor. Dunno how to do liao. So many themes n styles filled my head lyk all damn mixed up. Hope to get it sorted out ASAP.

Shyt, wrote too long,. buh-bye

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eh.
Out of boredness.
I created a friend test. It's just underneath the tagboard.
Take it if u're bored.

Well, if u wan to try. Please try seriously. Don't know also dun tikam, just put what u think is probably right. Or it'll be meaningless.

It's only 6questions. Very little compared to other people's lah. But it's things i've nv said b4. Well, it could be of some difficulty. hahas.

Aiya, the rest tmr den say. Damn tired, gonna go back for table tennis training, though i noe sure will kana suan lyk siao. Haix. f**k. ==? hmm...
i give up. For now.
Seems that my HTML isn't that good after all. Can't even pass the HTML 4.01 DTD validator test. Haix, got quite alot of mistakes in my coding. Hence, the nxt layout. Will be... JUST a normal layout. From blogger.

+ a few of my edits lah!

But oh wells. I validated blogger's XML. Though it's kinda correct, the validator showed 84errors in their structure. Well... It isn't exactly wrong either.

So hmm... I've watched 100episodes of the 521episodes of anime i bought. Kinda fast i guess. Dun really feel lyk doin any of the project. ARGH, tis is so frustrating.

Anyways, finished rewatching Gundam SEED and Gundam SEED Destiny.

Tis time i still lyk Kira, but prefer lacus more. Reason? She's a girl and definitely one of the MOST chio/cute anime girls ever drawn. Anyways, i've got alot to sae abt some emo stuffs and wonder if i shld write that out.

Hmm, if i do, i will not only be offending alot of ppl, i'll be contradicting myself as well. I guess i'll have to wait abit b4 deciding writing tt out anot. What do u guys think? (if u eva read tis part, pls reply)

hmm, statistics have been dropping ,lesser ppl's coming to my blog. Guess tis "upgrade" would bring slightly more people. hahas. 

OH YA! 1 THING I LEARNT IN CHINA. Smth that i never knew or even guessed of. That, no matter how a girl may look. Their hair is actually quite thick. LOL. I mean, SERIOUSLY. I'm damn amused by it. The moment when i rummaged through Shelley's hair. Well, i NEVER DID run my fingers through their hair b4... So dunno the thickness.

Quite interesting. At first i tot that only Shelley's lyk that. But the rest told me that girls are lyk that. Hmm... Mayb that's why they always comb their hair for no good reasons. And why they can't spike their hair. LOL.

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gonna renovate my blog again.

Heck care abt project_[vista] liao. Come back from china got different thoughts abt style. So will be tryin to do smth different frmo technology.

Well, anyways... Upgrade as in... Increasin visual and some other things. Well... Will be adding rss feed... 1 or 2 widgets in it. and well... The blog will probably take a longer time to load than usual.

Well, i searched for "x-techbiz" in google. And pleasantly found that my blog is the first one. Well, not tis blog lah. That other link. http://x-techbiz.co.nr

Quite surprised n happy to see that.

Well, u could access my blog from that link as well. The connections are still there. Juz that when u navigate to other sites, the address will stay at x-techbiz.co.nr... Cuz i used url masking instead of the actual blah blah blah.

So anyways...

I go work on the layout le. juz a few words of advice. I think the blog's gonna take a longer time to totally finish loading if i complete tis. xD

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oh wtf?

I didn't post for 3days?
AIYA. NVM RIGHT? Cuz i kinda busy watching the Gundam Seed series i bought from china. And i lyk, 2days ago typed a really long post. And i did smth accidentally which caused the browser to close...

and umm, since i'm not using mozzilla or internet explorer... The data wasn't saved n was so pissed i couldn't write ytd. Well... I finished Gundam Seed in 3days. A total of 50episodes. Not a bad achievement. And i'm planning to do that  for Gundam Seed Destiny too...

Well, i dunno i cocked eyed or i'm dumb or blur or for some wierd disease which made my brain cocked up. I've only recently realised that in animes....

-The characters are vectored / rendered
-The movement of the characters is the same. Just that the background is different.
-Many scenes are repeating.
-During fights, most of the action is repeated.
-The animations is for show, the actual thing is the storyline
.

Oh man. Can't believe until now den realise all these. == Wad a shame to my reputation of an Animizer. xD

Well, forgetting abt all that. I've also realised that i shldn't haf realised that. Cuz it made animes less interesting to me now. =/ But oh wells! Still enough to keep me going. Oh yea. I've recently found out another stupid / idiotic characteristics about humans.

        Because of their unwillingless to accept defeat, they are willing to do many stupid things even though they know it does not make any difference.
                                 --Zero 5:30

Let's give an example. Sometimes, when ppl play "beating", the person who hit first WILL be the person to be hit last. They're willing to keep hitting harder even though they know that the nxt blow will be harder and harder and the last hit would be on u.
Okay, that's not a very obvious example but u guys shld be able to understand what i mean. In short... "Going an extra mile for a thing that is meaningless."

Okay, enough wif the theories. I haf smth to announce. I LOST THE F---ING HP CHARGER. Now my hp's dead and i can't sms nor call. CAUSE. I don't haf a phone book and obviously i don't memorise anyone's hp no. Tried finding a phone in the hse but somehow i can't find the extra one. Oh wells. Tis is fucked up.

So people. If u wan call for me for anything. Call my hse. 63886570.

So dun bother thinking y i ain't replying ur smses. Haix. dammit. Well... ANYONE GOT EXTRA K700i CHARGER?

It would BE GREATLY APPRECIATED if u could lend or gif it to me.

Aiya, still no mood to talk abt china. But i'll just write 1thing abt china. Since young, i've thought that kopitiams toilets sucks and the air is filthy. The smell is horrendous and no one can stay squatting down on that little hole and shit in it.

But somehow, once i've reached china's toilet. My opinion abt Singapore's cleaniless changed DRASTICALLY. Well. Most, if not ALL of china's public toilet is FAR WORSE than SG's kopitiam's toilet. (No matter how runed down it may be)

At quite a few toilets, the stench of the urine is so fucking great it's so overwhelming it COMPLETELY block the stench of any shit and it also FUCKINGLY BLOCK MY WHOLE NOSE. Talk abt processed food. =/

Well, toilet's one of  the worse thing u could find in china. And umm. For some reasons, china's toilet seems to be far more advanced than ours. They have sensor taps EVERYWHERE. However, the urinator has sensor too!! Similiar to singapore right?! The only thing different abt it is that it DOESN'T works.

And umm, the toilet where u nid to squat? They had tis cool flush system that doesn't requires u to pull tat little string at the top. You STEP at a pedal or a button at the floor and FLUUSSSH. But due to tis unique culture. They had difficulties shitting on a TOILET BOWL. Hence, from reports, i've realised that ppl haf SQUATTED ON THE TOILET BOWL AND DOES THEIR BUISNESS.

I wonder what's the toilet bowl for. And that explains why some toilet bowls has this foot prints on top. Ain't it?

Well, overall i can't say that their toilet's the worse. But i certainly hope that they could improve on the smell. I mean. You go in the toilet to release the toxin, but what's the use if u breathe it all back in?

uh, i guess i said abit too much here. Hope i won't get flamed, sued or wdv. I shall hereby declare that such words doesn't come from my mouth. It came from the keyboard. And that all these are just either thoughts by some annonymous person or just facts gathered from experience.

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lets see.
i'm not gonna do that long post today.

Still feeling damn tired today. Still sick mah! Woke up at around 8am. Watch anime till dunno what time, den slp all the way until 8.35pm.

YAWNS. Still feeling damn tired. Skipped my lunch n breakfast. Now eagerly waiting for the damn dinner to be ready. Sigh, the weather's so hot nowadays. The clean n green campaign isn't working that well i guess.

aiya. damn sian lah. Nth much to sae.

dammit, i hate being sick. zzz OH YEA.
AH-HUH~

i'm baaaaaaaccckkkkk!!!!


At last i'm back at singapore. And this is the first time i fuckingly touch a computer for a WHOLE 9DAYS. Wa seh. My hands lyk damn itchy lyk that. TYPE UNTIL DAMN SHIOK. wahahaha!!! I'm typing at lyk around 2X my normal spd. Oh man. Tis feels so damn good.

Anyways. It's damn late now le lah.

Nid to go n slp le. Tmr 10am nid go tt damn sch pick up my stupid SA1 results which sucks lyk ..... Well, forget abt that. I'll post again tmr when i come back. I'm gonna make up for the 9days lost. I'll make a 9DAYS WORTH OF POST. A SUPER LONG POST THAT IS PROBABLY GONNA COVER THE WHOLE BLOG AH!!!!

okay. THAT'S ALL FOR NOW. I want to go liao. Can't take it. A 6hr flight without slping kinda sucks. =/ NITEZ GUYS.