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i guess this is it. The end of year 2006.

The last day of the first year as a secondary school student. I guess this year would hold a great importance to all sec1s, as we made many new friends in our school. The first and last impressions of this year. The memories we've shared with everyone.

There are many things i couldn't let go, i guess. For today. Mayb tomorrow as well. I'm inserting music into my blog. There's this song which kinda expresses... probably the feeling everyone else would feel while thinking back at their memories.

sry. but since it's a rushed thing, u'll haf to play it urself. hahas. try listenin lah. not a bad song anyways, haas.

this year, there are many things which i regreted doing, and many things i regreted not doing. Well, i guess this will also mark the 1st year of blogging. At least, my memories are in a valid source. hahas.

nowadays, i haf some kind of slpin disorder. I slp at around 6 or 7am these days, den wake up at around 2 ~ 3pm in the afternoon. I wonder what's gonna happen when sch starts. I hope i'll recover by then.

for tmr's so called party. come at anytime u wan lah. not too late can liao. no presents needed. I don't really treat it much of a birthday party. It's smth more of a... come-my-hse-and-play thing to me. Anyways, if it gets boring tmr. Dun blame me for it. I am totally clueless to what i'm supposed to do. And i'm too lazy to plan anything. Since there isn't much i can do. If i plan to go out, den it's meaningless to come my hse.

And if we go down and play, surely would not play that... "closely" in a sense with each other. So it defeats the purpose of having fun. SO... I decide to let nature take it's course. All of u noe lah. I'm not that kind of person who plan smth and do things that chronologically. Even if i did plan smth. It surely won't go accordin to my plans. hahas.

I'll try to get the permit to use both my bro's com, and the xbox as well. So we won't be so bored. My mum wanted singing. She saes that my friend would want it. =.=lll So... if she REALLY is gonna on karoke tmr... Dun blame me for nething. LOL

Anyways. I wanna talk to someone. My birthday wish, is to get myself out of this confusion. I'm really really REALLY confused over alot alot of things. My mind is really a blank. I want to talk to someone abt it. Someone who is really firm on their own thinkings. I hope tere'll be someone who would offer me his/her help.

So den... let's countdown to 2007 den. sayonara, 2006.