PAIN!
Sunday, August 13, 2006
wth. I was playin soccer half-way den..
i slipped. the floor is wet. I fell, and my leg hit a metal bar with sharp edges.
I nearly cried. The pain was in a different level which i've never experienced b4. I clutched my leg, and i looked at my shinn.... I saw 2 white lines and some cuts. A cloudy white which is not stained by blood. Juz white. Omg? Izzit my bone? I really don't know. The pain is uncontrollable. I was freaked out.
I'm tellin the truth. If i'm not wrong. It IS my bone. The metal has juz dug out a layer of skin and flesh. In the next 3mins. Nth happen, except for the continuous supply of pain. I was able to open my eyes and scan my leg. Beside it was a bruise. And slowly, blood came in and flooded that "pool". It didnt overflow though, the bruise must have stopped the blood.
Even so, it was so painful i couldn't stand up. I didn't know that such pain exist, where there u desperately try to make the pain go away, and yet it doesn't, and keeps toturing u. At the high intensity of pain, i felt lucky that the tears didn't form. I nid to practice for the dance tommoro. I wonder wad i can do with my leg. I hope it'll be okay.
Even so. I'll go ahead and dance no matter wad. Keepig quiet is the best solution. I dunno why i've became so...... in my post. But, i guess. It's juz the other side of me who always quietly slides into the background.
posted at 4:05 PM