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wow, ever since i've posted that post, everyone's 1st reaction is. " you like teri ah?" Oh wells, in a way, yes. Not in the BGR aspect. =.=lll

Oh yea, so i shall add on 1 more proverb of my own; " sounds can be deceiving."

To kar wing, dj and shannen... =.=lll wad the hell. Well, anyways, can't really blame u la, the way i phrase the sentences is misleading. XD. To anoymous: Thx alot, well, u can look forward to my new skin. =D. I guess it... SHLD be better? And umm, sry abt saying ming li sotong or stiff la. It's juz that.

Hmm, how to sae, her sotongness is = to those type of innocent actions. TOO innocent. And umm. WOW? Amanda ACTUALLY visited my blog. Oo.

Cool, anyways, i wont take it to heart duh~ It's juz that... =.=lll we're in public. Wells, mayb i'll visit ur blog one day if u have one that is.... And WOW, eliada went to my blog too. Wad a surprise. Actually.... Ok nvm, i'll juz type this down, this is wad i feel. If anyone is offended in anyway, i juz apologise now.

I'm pissed. Really pissed off. But that is only abt 20% of my emotions. the other 80% is the feeling of DEJECTION. You see, though i'm a guy, sometimes, some messages simply hurts my heart. And i mean it.

this is wad melissa sent me: "do u really want to take part in de dance? coz if u don wan rite, den don waste all of our time" Well, i think she doesn't mean to be that harsh. But... If i send u smth lyk that. It really makes me feel lyk... I'm a loser? =( The nxt one is "No cuz u r not puttin in effort lor den we feel like u don really wanna dance jus like play play lik tat"

I feel REALLY sad when i see this part "u r NOT puttin in effort" omg, it feels lyk thiny needles pricking into my heart LOR.

"dn put in more effort to learn la u c de other guys aso a lot better lor"
"all the other guys in general anyway jus put in more effort coz some of de gals were talkin abt it jus now dey were worried abt teri la"

Do i look so useless to all of you? Am i so extra? It's not like i dun want to put in more effort or wad lor. Is that even if i did, u won't notice it, i'm sick ok? My face will be expressionless. When i learn things, i dun keep laughing or make a fool. And all of u only nid to concentrate on the dance, i have the 38degress news on my mind. I have to complete by sunday, den rehears on monday in the sch hall. And wed is the main thing.

We dun have time, and i'm so stressed up by it ok? You wan to try carrying that weight? In all it's not lyk i'm tryin to find an excuse, i juz hope u'll understand me and mayb. improve on ur diction....