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Teacher's day celebrations!
meaning?
My paper 1 exams. WTH?!

My friends from other sch is happily enjoying their peaceful teacher's day, while we have to be in cold sweat figuring out how to write out a nice compo which can score me gd marks.

What ironism life has brought us. Oh~~. Finally. My english paper finished, followed by a wonderful show of water falling all over singapore. Chinese paper, i felt butterflies in my stomach. I looked at the question. Den i gave a deep sigh. "HA-A-A-A--A-AI-I--I-II-I-XXXX"

Everyone in the classroom heard and LOS. (laugh out softly) . Oh wells. Sian. Finished the day in a rush. When yu xin and xin ni suddenly informed me that they're already waiting in tampines. WTH? Nv tell me. Nevertheless, i chiong there and finally met them in time. but zoey didn't. So we waited and waited for her.

It seemed lyk ages when she finally arrived and we boarded 27 and travelled happily to RVPS.

Reached there. We saw our gd old friends. I guess u wouldn't want me to elaborate. Anyways, we had a boring met up with our teachers and den after that, shannen and hui min came my hse to watch bleach... Ah, hui min mayb readin tis but nevertheless i muz sae. She looks prettier. OO. Yu xin also. Oh wells. I guess beauty changes with our age.

Den we started chatting. I realised that hui min had SOOOOO many interest that is the same as me. I didn't realised that last time. I was so shocked that she's interested in so many things which i am too. Omg, i feel so wasted, regretted alot for not talkin to her last time. Sigh, or i could have gotten a really gd friend who talks real lot.

I guess... We juz have to treasure things which we usually take for granted, or we'll surely regret. I guess i've fully understood that as well....

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oh?! WAD A CRAP DAE.

Went to tampines vista today. Early in the morning.
RING!!!! argh! another new day. off.
5 mins ltr.
RING!!!!

AHHH!!! GOT TO WAKE UP LE. Reached tamp mac's at 6.47am. Saw a group of girls. No guys. Sigh, 1st reaction.

Kar Wing:" OMG, u look gayish"
Me: ..... =.-

sigh. Is all my clothings so gayish? Well, mayb i really dunno how to doll myself up la. But can dun sae i look lyk gay anot. Sae smth nicer or... Rather, not so direct la. Cuz i really have difficulty finding clothings for myself can???!!! I think i one year maximum spend lyk... $10 on clothes or wadso eva?

hahas. i'm not fashionable. obviously. After that, it's soccer. After that stupid human wheel barrow race. Which obviously we borke the world record. diaoed. I shall not elaborate abt soccer.

Here are some pics i took.


wow. orange orange everywhere.



Ben's constipated expression. lol



HOT! HOT!




After tat we went to century square. Settling down in LJS, but i saw pam, vien, debra, elize, yq. Den they joined us at LJS, well, after that, their group dispersed but pam and vien joined us instead. We tried to go to the arcade. Sadly, they can't get in cuz they nv wear their home clothes. Sad rite. sigh.

Den, we had.... "catching" with vivian ang. 1L.. Lame, too lazy to talk abt it. XD. Well, den deon said that he was hungry when he didn't eat at LJS. irritating rite. idiot. Sigh, so we went to uh... burger king to eat. Den we sat down. (we = me, deon, vien, pam) adriel and ben went to bbuy teacher's day present.

We sat down and talk abt BGR while deon ate. I guess we talk alittle too loud. Den lyk. There's 2 girls behind which are lookin at us and lol-ing away. ARGH. Shyt, i talk so loud meh. den i turn bak they're lyk, coverin their mouth and LOLing really obviously. Den i was lyk. =.O, den i go imitate them. lol. Den we LOLed.

haiz, so sad, vien had to go b4 yu xin came. Den Ltr when yu xin came, me, pam, ben and adriel saw her. Well. She wore her green.... Uniform. Which.... doesn't look that nice. Anyways, we took 27 together, except for pam cuz she took a diff way. ben and deon comin my hse mah. So at first i wan ben sit with yu xin de. Den they lyk very. bu4 yuan4 yi4 until lyk bui song lyk that. So well, since yu xin wan. XD (mayb i oso? dunno?) I sat beside her. Oh wells, i kept talkin abt her and ben and she's lyk giving me that =O =D =P =.O O.O oO looks.

Oh wells. After that we played soccer at the multi storey carpark. W're so drenched in our own sweat lor. Hahas, Well. den after that.... they went home. And i dun wan to talk anymore. well. SAYONARA.

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Uh, do u think that my post should have pictures? Huh?
Cuz i think that it's seriously too plain to have juz chunks and chunks of words being glued together.

Wad u think eh? Hmm.

WTH? I play soccer again today. But, i've been standing in the shade, enjoying the breeze and waiting for the ball to come to me. So, i dun exactly call that playing soccer. But i think i recovered. And tmr, i'm bringing my street soccer boots (or rather, my bro's) to sch. Man, watch me! I look COOL. LOL. jk. But i seriously is gonna ram some balls with that.

OMG. I realised how fun street soccer boots is. Dude, i can feel that my power has increase by 2 folds lo. U dun believe? Tmr go sch and see. Den i can easily kick half-field with it. So fun. And woots. Chipping seems lyk child's play. MUAHAHAS. Oh wells, VIVIEN AH VIVIEN, how come everytime i online u offline, u offline i online. WTH. lols.

Well, look forward to tmr's PE and recess, i'm gonna ram UR BALLS. XD.

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OMG, I'm typin this the 2nd time. FUKIN com hang.

I today play soccer for 4hrs+ from 2 to 6pm.

FUKIN EDISON. (my pri sch mate, in CHS now). U noe wad? He this year already stead 3 TIMES ALREADY! Wth. And u noe wad? They're all P6 ONLY!. He's lyk toying with their feelings can? So idiotic lor. And he still very hao lian lyk that. And den when i ask him how he noe them. He said they are his friend's sister.

WTH la. Then when we scold him (me and adriel) he show that fukin i-am-not-wrong-look. bastard sia. den i very pissed of with him i juz keep kicking him with the ball.

AH, DUN TALK ABT SAD THINGS. Let's see....
Ah! Pam is finally feeling better, feel better for her.

OH SHYT. I forgot wad i wrote.... Oh wells. i guess i won't be playin soccer tmr. And den i'll be aching lyk siao. Sian, den ltr got my stupid cca TRAINING which requires u to stand for 2hrs and train non-stop. sigh. And it's the 1st day of sch, monday blues. Sigh. ARGH.

boo. Nth to sae. BB

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WOA. FREAKISHLY PASSED THE ORAL EXAMS.

I mean. Went through it without much.... obstructions. The teacher SEEMED to be friendly enough. How i noe? I see he quite... in his mids. So shouldn't be that of a strict teacher. Lucky? Mayb....?

The reading part rite, BAH. I so freakkishly nervous lor. Den my hands are freezing. And my tongue seems lyk it's gonna twist anytime during the exam. WOA, LUCKY HE ENG AH. You noe ah, the passage rite, i missed alot of words eh. LUCKILY. With my ULTRA fast reaction, i quickyl patch up all the places. Without pausing. Wa biang, got abt 3 times lyk that lor.

BAH. Make me so fking scared. Den got 1 time i paused. once, WHEW. I quickly went back to reading, my heart beatin faster den eva. OH WELL. LUCKILY. The teacher said (ALL IN CHINESE) :"not bad, quite fluent" WHEW.

Den the part where he asks me a question den i nid to answer rite, it's abt tuition. SIGH. I've placed all my hope in this conversation from the starting. ok, everything went well. there're some pauses. But it went well.

At the end, the teacher said, :"hmm, ur points are quite good, not bad. Well done. you can leave now"


YAYNESS!!! AH, UNEXPECTEDLY. I didnt do badly. So wells. Have to work on my paper exams. Even though i dun see any.... Future in that. Sian. tmr den post aagin. CYASs WOA. FREAKISHLY PASSED THE ORAL EXAMS.

I mean. Went through it without much.... obstructions. The teacher SEEMED to be friendly enough. How i noe? I see he quite... in his mids. So shouldn't be that of a strict teacher. Lucky? Mayb....?

The reading part rite, BAH. I so freakkishly nervous lor. Den my hands are freezing. And my tongue seems lyk it's gonna twist anytime during the exam. WOA, LUCKY HE ENG AH. You noe ah, the passage rite, i missed alot of words eh. LUCKILY. With my ULTRA fast reaction, i quickyl patch up all the places. Without pausing. Wa biang, got abt 3 times lyk that lor.

BAH. Make me so fking scared. Den got 1 time i paused. once, WHEW. I quickly went back to reading, my heart beatin faster den eva. OH WELL. LUCKILY. The teacher said (ALL IN CHINESE) :"not bad, quite fluent" WHEW.

Den the part where he asks me a question den i nid to answer rite, it's abt tuition. SIGH. I've placed all my hope in this conversation from the starting. ok, everything went well. there're some pauses. But it went well.

At the end, the teacher said, :"hmm, ur points are quite good, not bad. Well done. you can leave now"


YAYNESS!!! AH, UNEXPECTEDLY. I didnt do badly. So wells. Have to work on my paper exams. Even though i dun see any.... Future in that. Sian. tmr den post aagin. CYASs

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Why i wan to transfer to sports class.

It's not that i want. It's i'm wondering if i want or not. i can't find the answer so i looked for opinions.

Sigh, recently, 1C seems to pop out so many moody and sad people. Though i understand that girls have more emotions den guys. But i really can't figure out REALLY WHY, they think so much into the problem. Well.... I got "counsel" my friend la. den she seemed to be better. Well, felt relieved for her. But seeing my friends being worried with that sad face isn't that much of a fun thing to experience.

You noe, our class has been ever so down now. Nth seems to work. Well, to make those who may read my blog wake up. I shall tell you all this and only once. I shall tell you my theory of why u people are feeling so sad. If you want to know.

READ AND FIND OUT.

You people have been too superficial in your thinkings. Look out. Dun juz look at that step that is infront of you. Think of different ways to solve ur problem (if u want to think). Or else. JUZ TAKE YOUR TIME. You all have time don't you? U don't need to place all ur sorrows on urself in one time do u?

COME ON, GET A LIFE. Anything concerning love isn't really the right time to talk abt now. Well, at least i SO SO understand love. But i guess u guys don't. (not being sacar). You see, for u guys, when u fall in love, that person almost seemed to be "everything" to u. The 1st week of romance is the sweetest, but following, u most lykly find out the person's bad qualities. That;s when it becomes sour.

When u lyk a person, u MAY find fault in the person MORE easily den others. For certain qualities which u don't lyk. So it really doesn't really brings any meaning when the future is a definate break up. The only thing which u have to gamble is on the amt of happiness and pain received. But most of the time, the pain is greater.

So why even start? Well, i guess it's called impulse and lack of knowledge of love. If u have already falled into a hole which u think u can't get out. Reach out ur hand. There'll always be someone there for u. If not, open up. OPEN up that gate that has been binding ur thoughts together. Let it go free. Redundant thoughts, are the causes of pain.

Lastly. Let me conclude that. We're all living in a world of pain. It's how we overcome and endure it. And you know what? The key to that lock is YOU.

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Wad the hell. The guys are crazy. I'm a guy.

Boo! Today ah, ben, me, qin, deon did smth very stupid. Or rather funny. At least to the 4 of us. We've tallied the results of the chio ranking. LOL.

Omg, how much fun and laughter we had. But i dunno wad they're gonna do with the results anyways, nth gd i guess... Oh WOA? Vivian guess oso can guess until my e-mail address... oO. Well my address is easy to guess anyways. LOL.

Sigh, cute. Such a hard word to define. =/ . Oh yea.

Today is drama day. OMG, I SO JEALOUS OF GREENA AND JUNNI. They from 9.50am pon sch all the way until assembly den act sia. OMG. I really really wished that i was in EDC that moment. The show is so so bah. Quite typical, but quite funny at times. Enjoyed it occasionally. XD.

Den i was lyk seeing greena moving the chairs here and there. "non-stop" den we were lyk: "WHEN THE HECK is she going to ACT?" Den finally is her turn, she's in the spot light, she spoke 2 sentences and she left the stage. WTF? =.=lll I was lyk oO, hell~.

And junni ah, solo scene eh. TOO gd in acting. lol.. Well. I wan to talk abt deon.

How many of u find him pleasant? Well, superfically, he is. but he has alittle ap. Den he lyks to make decisions. MANY decisions. Not that he's VERY bad, but it's juz irritating some times when some one decides for u wad to do when u dunno the process of planning. He could be quite pissing sometimes, especially when his ap activates. And he likes to critisize people. ALOT. He keeps sayin this person bad that person bad den in public lor.

Feels lyk he's backstabbing people. Alot has been going on lately. but all seems juz to be a tiny fraction of my life. Filling, yet insignificant. i wonder why.

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I REALLY THINK ABT THIS QUESTION.

SHOULD I TRANSFER TO SPORTS CLASS NXT YEAR?

Hmm, so many things came burstin into my head when i think of that question.
It's juz too difficult to answer. Too many consequences.

hmm, juz asked greena for a topic to talk abt, she told me... School!

So i shall talk abt school den. OH! What misery life has brought me. Boredom has englufed me into a total darkness. which is better known as SLEEP. lol. Lessons are getting more and more boring as my energy juz keep falling and falling.

I juz can't help but fall asleep. I nid to abstain from sports. And i think i've been perspiring ALOT more den wad i drink... hmm.... Deon pissed me off today. Sigh, i'm quite disappointed with myself, i was telling myself to calm down yet the anger juz keep rising. At last it finally calm down.

I hope my tension cords won't snap during class. That won't be a very pretty scene. But only when people ap me to a very high extent, with the intent of aping. .... Im quite sure the person would get a very rude awakening call from me. Regardless of all these matters, i guess my sec 1 class is still quite ok. Except for some... unpleasant things. Oh well. Signing off.

Be sure to tune in~

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AHHH!!! Freakish tired, becuz i played soccer for 1.20 hrs, den straight go for table tennis and stand non-stop from 3.30 to 5.50.

Omg, pam hung up on me *SOBS* Sian, tot can kill time de. Sigh, anyways, i think i'll find another person to waste time, she talk lyk... uh, ah~.... uh ok.... garh... =.=lll The exact imitation of someone who is gonna die. Sianz. Sry ah shannen, nowadays not much mood go read ur blog post, but i promise i'll catch up kaes?

And ah! I failed my stupid geog. STUPID. i only got 9 1/2 over 25. wtf! gahz, but nvm, since i didn't study after all.... =p. My relatives from malaysia is coming. I hope my cousins would be coming too. Or else if only the adults come ah, den SURE hse damn noisy one. XD.

Cuz as u noe, when malaysians talk in... dialect, they talk lyk singaporeans' hokien, they make sure u listen. LOUD AND CLEAR. There isn't a single chance of u missing any syllables. Oh wells, let wadeva happens, happen. And i think i may slp even b4 they reach lorz.

blink 182, so far, only their songs suited my voice. Aw, the rest of the other songs. BOO! i think the best song i can sing now is : I miss you - blink 182. And mayb : Always - blink 182. Hahas, and oh, some jap songs. XD.

Blog... I'm losing interest. As u can see. Cuz i juz simply dun have that much energy to think la. I MAY NOT post that oftenly. but i WILL continue to post. So. THANKS TO THOSE WHO HAVE BEEN VISITING THIS BLOG REGULARLY

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GAHZ!

I've kinda lost that MOOD to write nice posts. Hmm, oh wells. Teri's sis tagged me WOWEE. How old ah? And crap is good for both ur mind and body. Cuz u train urself to think fast and u keep laughing. Isn't that good?

And oh, STUPID ART. After drawing the whole thing, i juz realised that it looks stupid. Den dun care, i juz paint lor, den i make until some parts of the paint smudge. GAR. so pissed. Den after finishing, out of the whole picture, only the hand looks nice. =.=lll ....

Oh wells. Blame it that i have no artistic sense so much so that the plate i drew seems out of shape and. plain stupid. >.<.... Man!

And oh, sry for double posting, lol. Dunno wad happened. Arghx, and i've been thinkin of this. 1Cians, shld i transfer to sports class next year? Hmm, i'm really wondering. There are too much to think of, so wad do u all think?

And umm, if u think yes, juz sae so bah~ Argh, is there anything u all want me to post abt? I'm seriously running out of ideas. And oh yea, check out. http://www.privatehand.com/flash/elements.html It's called the Elements Song, it's a song made with all the 103 elements. Sounds stupid, yet cool XD. Go see bah!

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opps. sry for not posting for kinda a long time. Sry la, nowadays i juz feel so freakkin tired i have no mood to type at all. Since this is a friday night, i guess i'll spare sometime writing out a post. XD.

So far, my life has returned normal again, more or less i guess. Now it's filled with soccer and injuries again. Oh wells, i guess i'll retire from soccer for at least a week. Cuz i can't play well anyways with my injured left leg, i play that time juz be play-maker keep shootin without running.

Fun, at first la, long liao very boring. Oh yea, claudia, u jealous i spam shannen until lyk that ah, mayb if i got extras this month i spam u lor. Number please? XD.

And oh, my friend said that my voice became lower. Did it??? Woots, i'm becoming a .... man?? XD. Nah~ I wanna stay as a boi. Stay carefree. Even though i dun find how i am now anyways. Sigh, i'm quite pissed by adriel, cuz he go around spreading crap abt me.

Actually i dun wanna sae this but he makes me so pissed i'm gonna sae it. He STEAD with vivian. yea, no fake. Seeing them sets me on the question again. Stead. hmm, there are so many pro and cons i can' t list them all out, since i know it's meaningless anyways. And i said i wouln't talk abt girls anymore. Hmm, soo....

Class seems alot more quiet to me now. Seems that after i changed my way of thinking, it really helps alot. Sigh, actually, it's really frustrating bottling up all those crap comments when u have an overflow of them. Constraining ain't fun. Yet getting them out doesn't seems to help the situation. =/

I dunno why but i've been thinking alot more nowadays rather den doing them.
My new philosophy of the week:
"Today seems so yesterday"

Don't u think so? Sian, also no mood continue do the new skin. So it will surely be delayed. I'm thinking of interesting details which i've encountered. And i juz found out one sad truth. My life is one boring twisted peice of shit, i juz can't find many things which goes the right way.

Oh wells, but i guess it suits me at least for now anyways. And the 1c video. Will take some time to be put up, i no mood go upload, very long larx. Sigh, i guess that's it for now. Cyas opps. sry for not posting for kinda a long time. Sry la, nowadays i juz feel so freakkin tired i have no mood to type at all. Since this is a friday night, i guess i'll spare sometime writing out a post. XD.

So far, my life has returned normal again, more or less i guess. Now it's filled with soccer and injuries again. Oh wells, i guess i'll retire from soccer for at least a week. Cuz i can't play well anyways with my injured left leg, i play that time juz be play-maker keep shootin without running.

Fun, at first la, long liao very boring. Oh yea, claudia, u jealous i spam shannen until lyk that ah, mayb if i got extras this month i spam u lor. Number please? XD.

And oh, my friend said that my voice became lower. Did it??? Woots, i'm becoming a .... man?? XD. Nah~ I wanna stay as a boi. Stay carefree. Even though i dun find how i am now anyways. Sigh, i'm quite pissed by adriel, cuz he go around spreading crap abt me.

Actually i dun wanna sae this but he makes me so pissed i'm gonna sae it. He STEAD with vivian. yea, no fake. Seeing them sets me on the question again. Stead. hmm, there are so many pro and cons i can' t list them all out, since i know it's meaningless anyways. And i said i wouln't talk abt girls anymore. Hmm, soo....

Class seems alot more quiet to me now. Seems that after i changed my way of thinking, it really helps alot. Sigh, actually, it's really frustrating bottling up all those crap comments when u have an overflow of them. Constraining ain't fun. Yet getting them out doesn't seems to help the situation. =/

I dunno why but i've been thinking alot more nowadays rather den doing them.
My new philosophy of the week:
"Today seems so yesterday"

Don't u think so? Sian, also no mood continue do the new skin. So it will surely be delayed. I'm thinking of interesting details which i've encountered. And i juz found out one sad truth. My life is one boring twisted peice of shit, i juz can't find many things which goes the right way.

Oh wells, but i guess it suits me at least for now anyways. And the 1c video. Will take some time to be put up, i no mood go upload, very long larx. Sigh, i guess that's it for now. Cyas

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38degrees. PROJECT OFFICIALLY FINISHED.

Finally can take a breath off. And WTF? We get consolation? =.=lll ARGHX. So pissed by the judges, cocked eyed. Nvm. juz very pissed that 2E got 1st. HMM.

Ook, enuf abt sad news. When i was showing the video rite, very tense. I guess the broadcasters even more nervous. Deon made a few mistakes. Nvm though, each sent the hall into a hysterical laughter... Sighs. Oh wells, congratz 1J for getting 3rd and best broadcaster award. =D.

viens wanted me to post abt her instead of teri and ming li. =.=. And so i shall. Oh, she did quite well for broadcasting, at least alot better den deon. Deon is lyk.... want to die want to die lyk that. I guess he almost got stage fright XD.

Umm, SRY AH VIEN. I would lyk to piss u off here but i dunno wad to write, i'm kind busy now. XD. Write all abt u in the nxt post. Oh wells. NEW 1C 38 degrees would be up. In a time. Not sure when la. but sooner or later. Mayb with my new upcoming skin which i've not touched. no time nia. Oh wells. Write a better post nxt time, and i'm feeling better now

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Woa, yesterday pon 40mins. Today pon class for 1hr 20mins. Juz for 38degrees!

Oh wells. Final made the video. I shall post again. Cuz tis one is ytd den nv finish XD.

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hmm, i think my phrasing is ALITTLE out again. Well, the injury on my leg is serious i muz say. But fortunately, the location isn't on the place where i put my pressure on. So unless direct contact or vigrous movement is invloved, it wouldn't hurt THAT much. And it may sound gruesome la. But.... It doesn't look that gruesome. Cuz u see, the area isn't that big, and the blood have dried and covered the wound. So u'll juz see a slight dent with black blood surrounding it.

Oh wells. 1Jay 38C Director/Editor. State ur name AH! XD. Suprise surpise. I think it's becuz that time i visit ur class blog rite. =D Well, gd luck too. See ya video tmr.

EH! Zoey, wad u mean. responsible. NOW? wtf. I am ALWAYS de lor! Hmm, i'm so sleepy. So sleepy. Tmr can pon (skip) almost the whole PE and HCL, juz to do the 38 degrees thing. Things aren't going as smoothly as i thought. Oh, wells. Wishing gd luk for people going to the teachers' day audition and 38 degrees again.

I really dun feel lyk typing anything down. .......... i hope i tml would feel better. I know i would.

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Teri: thx. I'm not that busy. Physically, but mentally, i am VERY busy. And how could u expect me not to worry abt the 38degress thing? Now i've enconutered a problem which i've been thinkin and i can't solve it, i can't even open up the video. U expect me to stay calm?! No one understands.

Greena: "dun so jidong" U expect me not to be jidong? That chinese project, i've been given the resposibility to do the video. Every is FREE from that RESPONSIBILITY. I have to COMPLETE it and you all can sit around not thinking abt it AT ALL. It juz seems that no one understands!

Zhuyun: I've told u all, i'm not the guy which i appear to be. I understands what is TRUELY important and wad isn't so. And more over, i'm a human after all.



And to the people in dance. Yesterday, saturday rite. We're supposed to go to shermaine's hse to practice. I was not informed of that. No information. To everyone: how do u think i get to anglican without studying at home from young at all? I have my own way of learning, when i'm doing that. I'm SERIOUS.

It explains for that "effortless" look on my face. Memorising things don't nid u to show all ur expressions rite. I have my own way of doing things. This is MY way of life. It's just too frustrating in school without anyone who understands you even 1 tiny little bit. I hate this. wth. I was playin soccer half-way den..
i slipped. the floor is wet. I fell, and my leg hit a metal bar with sharp edges.

I nearly cried. The pain was in a different level which i've never experienced b4. I clutched my leg, and i looked at my shinn.... I saw 2 white lines and some cuts. A cloudy white which is not stained by blood. Juz white. Omg? Izzit my bone? I really don't know. The pain is uncontrollable. I was freaked out.

I'm tellin the truth. If i'm not wrong. It IS my bone. The metal has juz dug out a layer of skin and flesh. In the next 3mins. Nth happen, except for the continuous supply of pain. I was able to open my eyes and scan my leg. Beside it was a bruise. And slowly, blood came in and flooded that "pool". It didnt overflow though, the bruise must have stopped the blood.

Even so, it was so painful i couldn't stand up. I didn't know that such pain exist, where there u desperately try to make the pain go away, and yet it doesn't, and keeps toturing u. At the high intensity of pain, i felt lucky that the tears didn't form. I nid to practice for the dance tommoro. I wonder wad i can do with my leg. I hope it'll be okay.

Even so. I'll go ahead and dance no matter wad. Keepig quiet is the best solution. I dunno why i've became so...... in my post. But, i guess. It's juz the other side of me who always quietly slides into the background.

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i am supposed to rehearse with deon tml at my hse for the chi news thingy. Now, he said that he was busy and can't come. And vivien can't too. wtf? It aint funny anymore. And monday is the reahearsal in the SCHOOL HALL. And i gave up on them. If they want it this way, fine. I'll do my job.

And how many freakin times have i thought of washing my hands off this thing? dude. This thing is pissing me off. I really hope to have a day now without any complains

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wow, ever since i've posted that post, everyone's 1st reaction is. " you like teri ah?" Oh wells, in a way, yes. Not in the BGR aspect. =.=lll

Oh yea, so i shall add on 1 more proverb of my own; " sounds can be deceiving."

To kar wing, dj and shannen... =.=lll wad the hell. Well, anyways, can't really blame u la, the way i phrase the sentences is misleading. XD. To anoymous: Thx alot, well, u can look forward to my new skin. =D. I guess it... SHLD be better? And umm, sry abt saying ming li sotong or stiff la. It's juz that.

Hmm, how to sae, her sotongness is = to those type of innocent actions. TOO innocent. And umm. WOW? Amanda ACTUALLY visited my blog. Oo.

Cool, anyways, i wont take it to heart duh~ It's juz that... =.=lll we're in public. Wells, mayb i'll visit ur blog one day if u have one that is.... And WOW, eliada went to my blog too. Wad a surprise. Actually.... Ok nvm, i'll juz type this down, this is wad i feel. If anyone is offended in anyway, i juz apologise now.

I'm pissed. Really pissed off. But that is only abt 20% of my emotions. the other 80% is the feeling of DEJECTION. You see, though i'm a guy, sometimes, some messages simply hurts my heart. And i mean it.

this is wad melissa sent me: "do u really want to take part in de dance? coz if u don wan rite, den don waste all of our time" Well, i think she doesn't mean to be that harsh. But... If i send u smth lyk that. It really makes me feel lyk... I'm a loser? =( The nxt one is "No cuz u r not puttin in effort lor den we feel like u don really wanna dance jus like play play lik tat"

I feel REALLY sad when i see this part "u r NOT puttin in effort" omg, it feels lyk thiny needles pricking into my heart LOR.

"dn put in more effort to learn la u c de other guys aso a lot better lor"
"all the other guys in general anyway jus put in more effort coz some of de gals were talkin abt it jus now dey were worried abt teri la"

Do i look so useless to all of you? Am i so extra? It's not like i dun want to put in more effort or wad lor. Is that even if i did, u won't notice it, i'm sick ok? My face will be expressionless. When i learn things, i dun keep laughing or make a fool. And all of u only nid to concentrate on the dance, i have the 38degress news on my mind. I have to complete by sunday, den rehears on monday in the sch hall. And wed is the main thing.

We dun have time, and i'm so stressed up by it ok? You wan to try carrying that weight? In all it's not lyk i'm tryin to find an excuse, i juz hope u'll understand me and mayb. improve on ur diction....

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Woots, went to vivien's hse. To practice for teacher's day dance.
Argh. Starting rite, keep getting the timing wrong. At least i've... more or less "mastered" the dance.

Oh wells, my partner for the dance is teri. oh yea. I have to sae this. When she thinks that smth is REALLY funny, and she REALLY laugh lyk: " HAW HAW HAW" LOL. Hmm, i feel so lucky to dance with her. Cuz she also will forget the steps~ So dun feel so awkward for me XD.

I only rmb 1 thing. There's a part where she's supposed to slap me den i fall down rite. She forgot to slap me. Den i was lyk starin den waiting and waiting. Well, she did the same thing as me though. XD. Until i finally said:" EH! forget to slap me" Den she:" huh?" LOLS. Oh wells, over all the dance was fun. BUT DEON AH. Spoil sport. Dun wan to dance, den make ming li can't dance. DUDE, i really wan see ming li and deon dance lor.

This type is damn rare that type u noe u noe? Deon dance, sure very SPECTACULAR. Cuz he that kind of person ah, if dance liao really lyk... once upon a time thing. Den ming li. I REALLY WAN SEE HER DANCE LOR. When she dance ah, i can imagine that she move lyk kinda stiff den look lyk sotong really funny de lor.

I was wondering wad teri is thinking when she's dancing with me. she's lyk looking on the floor den turn around den LOL awhile den look down again. Well, fun though. I LOLed throughout the dance.

And ben and qin can do the freeze "stunt". nvm. I dun think the others will understand wad im talkin abt. I can do. but i keep rolling over. CAN'T STABILISED. wtf? So pissed lor. Sigh. Aiya, den a very suay thing happen. dun wana talk abt it. Sian sian sian. nvm. Tml post again. Cya

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seems lyk so many people misunderstood my MILO issue.
SIGH. see, i didn't make it myself that day becuz i was TOO TIRED. And she offered to make it for me. Not that i dun do it myself. I'm an expert at making milo. Got chance make for u all drink lor. lol. Juz nice temperature, not too bland, juz alittle sweet. ALITTLE.

Now u all understand??? lols. I'm not those type of typical guys who stays at home and play computer games or go down oftenly to play. I KNOW and sometimes LA~ do housework. Or wadso eva. I know how to cook de OK? (though only a few dishes. CAN EAT CAN LIAO LA) lols. Wells, i only know how to do some vegetables... Umm, fry chicken wings, cook rice =.=lll and umm... Some simply frying larx. Lyk... pork... =D

Interesting? i guess so. LOL. OMG~ DUDE. I'm aching lyk SIAO LA~ All my muscles seemed to be tearing every second as i type.

ok, i shall not exaggerate on this part. But, it's really unexpected for it to ache so much. I have expected this, but i didn't know that it was THIS serious. My back. It hurts. Lyk a bruise being press down all the time. Even if i sit up, there's a tingling sense of pain lingering at my back... more to the left side. i really twisted my back back den...

My right arm. Connected to the chest rite? yea, the right side of my chest hurts. Muscle ache. Dunno why. Juz very pain when i move it. The right arm is ok from hand to the elbow. But from there up, it's really painful.

And my legs. Worst condition. Nv suffered from such a muscle ache in my both legs b4.
Every step i take, i can feel the muscle ache. As in, when u move, ur thigh muscle also nids to move rite. Den it lyk. AH~ As if u got a SERIOUS bruise and it's constantly conracting and expanding. Yea, tat is somewhat how my pain feels lyk.

Sigh, i'm quite immobilised today i guess. Even doing my daily jobs, i'm kinda clinching my teeth becuz of the pain. Well.... i guess i may post again ltr... Since i have nth to do... with a pain lyk that. and oh yea. I think my run is 12min+ la. My friend sae wrongly, no wonder lyk so wierd... exclusive information abt MILO.

1st thing. I KNOW how to make milo. Which is 5X better den wad my mum makes.
I didn't do it that day becuz of the tiring day i had.
Not that i find fault in her, but there's communication problem

Now u understand? Oh wells. Mayb my taste is different, so wad? She's my mum for 13 years 8months and 8days. Can't she understand me well enough? =.=llll See, the post isn't meant to be mean to her or wad so eva. Is that i'm trying to vent out my anger, and let people know. I wanna see wad WAYS there are to SOLVE this thing.

But i guess not... At least for the time being.

WA, NEW DAY. tired. tired. and MORE tired. Now my whole body is aching, and the places where i injured yesterday is killing me when i touch it. freakish pain. Hmm, kar wing said " if u noe how to make gd milo, kh might lyk u" =D MAYB? XD

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I'M SO FED UP WITH MY MUM AGAIN.
And has to spoil my mood juz after i've posted. You see, she made this milo for me. She've lived for 50 years and she doesn't knows how to make a gd and proper milo.

I'm so hungry and tired as she could SEE. and she made lyk 3/4 cup of milo. Den tell me sae SCARED I CANNOT FINISH.

So i tell her sae "make more ley!"
Mum: drink tis thing finish 1st
Me: kk (drinks) WHY SO HOT?
Mum: aiya den add water la!
Me: ok (adds) still hot sia. (add some more)
Me: arghx, so dan liao. help me put more milo and the condense milk can? i using computer.
Mum: OF CUZ WILL BLAND LA, DRINK LA.
Me: DUN WANT. no taste at all, taste disguisting.
Mum: why are you blaming me huh?
FIRST U SAE TOO LITTLE
DEN U SAE TOO HOT
DEN U SAE TOO BLAND
YOU KNOW I WORK EVERYDAY VERY TIRED?
I TODAY FINALLY GOT OFF DAY STILL THINK OF U
AND YOU? WHOLE DAY COMPLAIN COMPLAIN
I DUN UNDERSTAND U AS U GROW UP.
YOU HAVE TOTALLY NO MANNERS
YOU ARE ENTERIN THE SOCIETY
YOU MUZ THINK FOR OTHERS
DEN NOW U PUT ALL THE BLAME ON ME SAYING THAT I DID TIS WRONG I DID THAT WRONG

Me: i'm not blaming you

Mum: YOUR ATTITUDE IS WRONG.
Me: i'm not blaming you
Mum: YOU HAVE BAD ATTITUDE, WHY U PUT ALL THE BLAME ON ME?
Me: i'm not blaming you
Mum: (nags again) YOU GO SCHOOL BECOME LYK THAT, I VERY DISAPPOINTED IN YOU!

Me: for the final time... (shouts) I AM NOT BLAMING YOU!!!
you want me repeat the whole conversation?
Mum: you dun put all the blame on me
Me: (ignores) you wan me repeat the whole conversation?
Mum: your attitude is getting worse and worse u enter sec sch.
Me: i can rmb the whole thing, u wan me repeat anot?
Mym: ok LA COME.
Me: (tells the whole thing..... mid-way...)
Mum: YOU SEE? is u add de, AND U BLAME ME THAT I MAKE IT TOO BLAND.
Me: (shouts really loud) I AM NOT BLAMING YOU LA!
(finishes the conversation)
Mum: (nags non-stop for abt 10mins)
( i lie on the bed and cover my ears)
finally she went.

IRRITTAING RITE? I'M SO PISSED LA CAN? YAY, juz came home. from east coast park. It's.... 5.53pm now. Yea, i guess all of u will be Oo, how come so late. Since we reached there at 7.30am. Oh well. I was shocked, astonished. And bewildered. Cuz i finished in lyk.... 10min +. OO??? It was a 2.4km. Was it? It felt kinda short. Oh wells. =D i finished it anyways, not as hellish as i thought.

Nvm, enough abt that. After the run ah, everyone seemed to be kinda perked up. Den we took ben's ball and went to the field to play la. Summarised story, i realised that i can do high passes .... 85% accuracy. Cool, i shall play back and keep firing nxt time. It's fun seeing the ball fly. LOLS. Well, in short, we played with sec 1s, sec 2s, sec 3s and sec 4s. Nice rite? The duration which we played for is 5hrs. XD

Everyone is injured in someway. My injuries today is.... My right foot the big toe and the toe beside it pain; sprained both my ankles; kana muscle cramp; got a hit at my side pelvis bone; kana knee(ed) at my right thigh; fell down a few times; strained both my leg muscles and THE MOST PAINFUL ONE..... All of us experienced it. And that is, we continued to strain ourselves to the fullest potential even with those injuries we've got.

ARGHX, so freaking tired now. After that, we took taxi to tampines and ate at long john silvers. Den suddenly, my nightmare appeared, amanda. With a group of her friends. Den she pointed and dunno said wad to them. SIAN. Den ltr i go toilet saw her. Den she said, "JING YING BOYFRIEND" den she saw adriel den said, "JING YING'S ENEMY" =.=lll

wtf. Ltr we went arcade saw her again. NVM. Den when i take bus go home ah, i "complain" to jing ying abt amanda. Den she said,. "yea, she called me. She even told me to go to tm to meet u" Hell~ Crazy sia. nvm. I'm a kind person so i wun care. XD??? Wells, when we reach ah.

I saw a few of my little friends. XD. Den me and adriel challenge them soccer. They... p5 p3 lyk that la. Den when i play i walk sia. XD. and got pass all of them, so fun. Den when i shoot in la, but fly quite far. Den they say: "OI DUN RAM LEY." Den they keep ramming us ley. At the ending they shout at us dun ram right. I juz turned and told them. "we didn't ram. we already tried our best to reduce the power" and we walked away. They are lyk so :O la.

=P. Kids are kids. Oh, when i was in the toilet doing my big buisness juz now ah. I was thinking of the digestive system, and realised smth... And found it quite true. The idea struck me when i was passing out, den i was thinking how come some lyk thicker den some skinnier. Den thought of the large intestines. Den i thought of the function, which is absorbing the extra water. And the water is "clean" in a way. Den will go into our blood stream rite?

See, i suddenly thought that our perspiration is as smelly as our shit. Really. Think real hard when there's a shirt which u wore for sports and when u perspire u smell urself. It stinks lyk hell rite? Cuz the water is is oozed out from our skin to keep our body cool. Since partly it's from the large intestines.... den... Really, u try. I find tis amusing. Give me ur ideas eh?

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OMG OMG. Tmr is my 2.4 km run. Am i dead or am i going to die? I rather die 1st. LOL. And the freakin location is at EAST COAST PARK?! wtf, any where dun choose, choose that STUPID location....

MUZ ask adriel fetch me... well, as long as fetch teri lor. Fan zheng she oso dunno how to go, so i asked his father, dunno can anot. no reply yet. Shyt, my timing estimated mathematically is 14mins (2 s.f) . SLOW RITE? dun nid laugh la, i know i run very slow.

CORRECTION. I dun run slow, i have no stamina. Can only run short distance. Sian rite? sigh.

OMG, tis morning ah, kana shocked by the bus driver again... I was standing mah, den realised someone smsed me, i was abt to reach out my hand into my pocket when suddenly the bus brake. Not that violent though, but i did got a shock and kinda slided. sigh.

Oh ya, the run rite, is our cross country, napfa test AND national day celebration...
A 3 IN 1 RUN.

spastic. Oh, i realised how gd sec sch is. But alot more stress though. Looking back at my pri sch uniform. It seemed lyk sooo sucky la~ My sec uniform looked so damn cool beside it. And my pri sch size is only about um... 1/10 of anglican? shoo sad ritez?

Hmm, i will post. Tml, abt the run. Ong, i'm so stressed up by the chinese project la.
My artistic sense is 6/10
My HTML skills is 9/10.

So... The upcoming one... Would be more "interactive" rather den "stylish"... I'll work on my designing skills....

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hmm, ok... I'm currently trying my best to design the new skin... So, at the rate that i'm going, by my 150th post... It shld be ready..... Unless i go crazy again...

NARUTO ROCKS.... So nice sia that show, always make me wanna cry lyk that. Sigh, sian. posted kinda late today. No mood to post... Or rather, i'm too absorbed in making the new blogskin...
a word of advice, ur com may lag while viewing my blog...

I've added kinda quite alot of scripts.... so.... Well.... I wish u gd luk for viewing my blog. XD.

AIYA, dunno wad to sae liao. bb

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yay~ i got to post again, now early in the morning.... Lyk 9am...

My bro still slping lor. lol, so i take tis chance den POST. but.... HEY, i told u guys u dun nid to read that post in one shot rite? blame it that u nv read the instructions so dun blame that it's so long.

Oh, and im not boasting abt my knowledge, it's juuz smth fun that i can talk abt okay? And hmm, Teri ah, i not sayin u grow crooked MAH. I juz stating an example of why u believe so much in him.

Taken from her blog....
"but why do you think we are on this earth FOR? whats our purpose? one must have a little imagination to believe. prayer is not talking to a person, its talking to God and its pretty weird to say miracles do not exist as you yourself are a miracles. everyone is a miracle. isnt it such an amazing thing - the miracle of birth. miracles may be unbelievable and very hard to understand and comphrehend, but you just need to experience it yourself. scientific explanations are not always the answer. "

Lyk i said, it's not lyk we want to be here.... And I finally got an answer for our purpose here. And the answer is... Ever changing. Our purpose will move along with time and how the society advances rite? There is no definate and SAME goal for EVERYONE on earth right?

So wad u all think? =D

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AT LAST. I can use the com. My brother one that is.

Sry for not posting for so long, the reason is tis. I CAN'T USE THE COM!!! My brother the monitor sot diao le. DEN TAKE MINE... >.< SOOO sad la, so now he go out i using his com.... hahas, so i shall quickly make a post....

And umm, i may not post that often nowadays. SOBS. Well, since i've entered secondary life, i shall more or less stop talking abt pri sch life le. So the post nowadays will be more or less abt my sec sch friends. ( sry dudes, but i'll talk abt u all someday)

Well, to compensate u all, i'll make tis a SUUUUUUPER long one. I try la XD. So.... You won't nid to read it all in one shot, u can if u want.... ok, so i shall talk abt NOW first.

Both my legs is aching. Both my arms too. And my back. oO, that's the reason why u all see me walking soooo slowly in class lol. Ytd 1st recess, play soccer, 2nd recess, play soccer.

After sch, play soccer for 1hr. Go assembly, after that. Straight go CCA (table tennis), den when CCA finishes at 5.30pm, played soccer with seniors till 7pm. Well, i suffered some superficial cuts.... den strain my tat.... umm.... Thigh muscle... And umm. My arm also dunno why pain la. So wierd, today ltr at nite i playing table tennis again.

You could sae that i'm a sports freak. LOL. But i guess with those injuries on me, it'll be quite some time b4 i would play soccer again.

OH OH OH. My new art teacher, a male, married, abt 35~40++. He's cool. I tell u, he talks with PERFECT ENGLISH, you can't find fault in any sentences he made. He talk elegantly, and gives such vivid descriptions u can't sae "huh?" unless u not listening. And he knows magic too. K la, not really cool, but very funny if u interact with such a ..... teacher. =D

Qin Hui, i have to admit. He thinks fast. Well, or rather, i didnt really think when he's thinking, i was wondering wad he would sae nxt to the teacher. He really did make such a nice scene. Talk in twisted languages, adapting my style. Sigh, i haven't been able to have the chance to go crappy against the teacher.

And, i'm more or less a very "guai" student in the class. MORE OR LESS. In the teacher's eye that is... Other den the fact that i doze off quite oftenly. lol. Big change, i wonder if i've became more mature, or simply less daring. I'll choose more mature bah. At least.... The things i view is eva so different from wad i had in mind last time.

Oh, abt the last time tat i talked abt the head nv grow thingy rite. umm, it was a joke la. Den mad and xin ni told me that:

"When u're on a swing, do u ever feel very angry.
When u're skipping, are u feeling sad? "

Part of it smth lyk that la. Den you know wad. Partly u're correct, and partly u're wrong. y? Cuz doing such things brings back memories, fond memories when u're young. That is why. If u have a very bad experience at it... U probrably won't feel the same way. It's juz that u don't usually play such games, and thus it will give u a better feeling when doing it, don't u think so?

Lyk, when gunbound. If u dun play it for lyk... 5 years? And u suddenly play again.... U'll feel happy rite?
Same logic u see.

Jun Le, i really thank u for visiting my blog. LOL. But really, wad do u feel abt me? Well, it's not that i hold a grudge against u, but we started off with a bumpy beggining, so.... The rest is up to you i guess =p. I wonder if u would even read this. Well, anyways, if u aare, i juz wanna sae that wad i said to u ain't there to insult u la, juz that i dunno wad other way i could communicate with you.

I think i have a new sentence, and i find it meaningful. "Each day is a new days which brings new understanding to the world around us." (copy-righted by the KOH productions)


=D. Philosohpy. A new way to debate. oh anyways. Sry ah, i forget that when i see u all i'm in sch. Uh, my hair is spiked, but i comb it down la. I dun wan kana demerit point sia. Lol. Got chance i put it upright again lol.

Wow, i tink that this is already very long, but i shall continue to type, becuz i may not post for the following days.

Sometimes when i'm bored, i wonder abt some ridiculous questions. Lyk, why are we here?

That is almost the most inetersting that i've come across. I think that we're on earth not becuz we want to, rite? We are BORN onto earth, it isn't our own free will to come here. But why are we here anyways? To work? To live? Or to die? The world is made up of so many people, so many countries, and so many families. But humans keep improving with time and technology, we tend to be not satisfied with wad we have.

That is the motivation of inventing, or creating better things, but is that nessasary? A simply lifestyle without work or factories and wad so eva, humans still continue to survive througout the centuries. But wad is the real meaning for venturing so far out? Sure, our lives have became alot more convinient and comfortable, but will we be better off without it?

I guess not, it's human instinct to fight, to venture, and to obtain things which they can't. They usually think of the impossible and try to accomplish it. But even after we've done everything. The toppest technology, the best condition to live in, able to live in any part of the universe.

At the end. Wad do we actually gain? All those money, notes and coins, have value becuz we PLACED value on them, but wad really is valueble? Health, families, friends. Yea, they are the ones. So is there a need for such high technology? We may have robots as friends or families, or have medical advances so much so that all dieases can be cured, so is there a nid for the real things?

And yet, all these can't explain to why we're here. Religious people would sae that we're here on god's will. And my friend told me that god actually helped u alot more den u know. Lyk, mayb a car is supposed to bang u down juz now and he saved u from it. But listen. " is supposed to" since it's supposed to, how could u prevent it from happening? If it doesn't happens, it juz shows that it isn't supposed to happen rite? Sigh, nvm it's a touchy subject so i'll leave that alone. =/

ok, i guess that's all for now. Dun wanna drown u with my post. Soo.... cya~

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WOA.... Are guys vain nowadays? Slightly would be fine. But there's 3 guys which i have to take my hat off for them. These are the fellow prince. Benedict, Yan Hao, Qin Hui.

They are planning to go to dunno where to buy.... BELTS. Ok, nth big rite? But they talked abt wad is nice... Tis & tat & those. Den talk abt it quite long eh. And when i ask them y buy belts? Qin replied, for fun la, look nice mah. =.=lll

Wow, nvm, i shorten the story, they saw a chain. Den qin ask yh how much. Ben immediately replied:" $1 or $2 LA, how much u want? (lols) " Den yh retorted by saying. :" =.=lll it's 5 for tis, the bigger one 7"

Den qin straight away sae, HEY. Put tat with the pants look very stylish eh, want go buy together? Wow. Den they all agreed. = O Nice ah. SOOOO interesting abt guys, den i ask them girl anot, they said: " no la, juz VAIN" =______= llll

Ah, ok. I shall declare that i will not talk abt girls anymore in my nxt 20 posts. XD. So as to reduce the chance of being called a ...... wadeva u call that LOL. So... OH YA.

I've cut my hair again. Now.... SPIKY. yaaaay. Tis time real spike liao, dun nid put water oso will IN A WAY look spike XD. But kinda short larx. So muz wait for it grow, den will look nice. XD. Aiya, no mood to write liao XD... kk cya