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heck. Ok, i shall elaborate abt WHY my personality is soooo much. As in ALOT diff from... ok, more to the girls. Ya, sure, the guys are great, i spent joyous time communicating and playin with them. But they don't. or rather, they dun talk AS much as the girls. Well, talk as in, smth else other den hw, games, soccer and all that. Something more abt life and smth to do with friends la.

Cuz as u noe, girls are better in that. I find some trouble communicating with SOME of the girls in my class. It's lyk, to talk to them, i nid to change my personality of some sort, and i seriously do NOT lyk that idea. Ok la, greena, kar wing, MAYB yvonne. U 3 got more or less my type of character. So i find it easier to talk to u 3.

For the others, though i know that they're right. Ain't they too RIGHT? Cuz, ok, people get wild sometimes, and do some stupid things. Ex. me. So wad? The way they treat the matter they DON'T lyk it's lyk.... "Oi, dun lyk this ley. Say sorry to who-who-who" And gif me that irritated/annoyed/wrinkled look. Honestly. I HATE it.

It's lyk, when a group of them gang up, u can't possibly sae NO. den walk away. It kinda shows wad an idiot u are which further proves that they're RIGHT. So it's so f***ing diff to communicate with such people. Sry, but i haf to state this 2 names. Vivien and pam. Esp. vivien. Ya, many people sae that she's a great girl, i haf to admit, her attitude isn't bad.

But MAYB this is juz my point of view. Mayb tis is juz a misunderstandin, i juz wanna voice it out. I hope this mist can be cleared. I hate it when she give that look. I hate it when they talk to another person and make it sound that the person is so wrong, regardless of whoeva it is. I juz can't take it. And becuz of that, i'm sort of pissed off by that behaviour and....

Duh~ Didn't interact with them. For the guys. I HAVE to specifically sae out this 2 names. MC and Jia Hao. Well. MC, a stupid gay which goes around laughing at things that are not funny shows that gleeful look wheneva he's doing smth stupid. Jia Hao, always tryin to attract attention from the class and act that he's correct.

Ok, the rest of the people. They're okay. Hmm.... Ok i haf to spill everything out today. Can't take it anymore.Another girl is Charmaine. not joyann, joyann is okay. Charmaine, she is ya. GREAT. Very gd.... So friendly and normal. At the STARTING. After talkin to her for sometime.... As all the guys in the class experienced, (we've talked abt this) we think she got AP. Ya, k la. U may think that we're wrong but this is wad the GUYS think.

Junni- ex-classmonitress. Well, basically she's bossy and tries her best to piss everyone off by pokin her nose into everyone's buisness and showing off how gd her english and expression is. And i dunno wad she finds so amusing abt me that she looks at me at the parade square, observe awhile, den when i did smth. Out of the ordinary, but not funny, she laughes at it and gave me a look. A look, which is sickening. Y? It looks as if she's seducing me -.-lll Yes she does, for THAT look. I dun particularly lyk that look...... =/

Well, pei fang, joan is juz plain quiet. I guess the rest are okay. Well. Not all... There are some which are BETTER. Examples lyk.... Ho Ming or Ming Guan, and some other guys... Junyi, Teri, Mingli and some others...

Sigh i guess i sound irritating or petty or something wrong with my usual head. But i really HOPE that all these will juz be a misunderstanding and someone would come and clear this fog that has been blurring my vision for such a long time. HELP