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ok, actually i wanna make a nice post. But after wad has happened, i'm furious, and i MEAN IT. U see, i went down to play table tennis. Though my hand and leg hurts. Why? Becuz if i stay at home, my father will gif me a lecture abt not using the computer b4 going down. So i rather go down. I didn't play properly and told adriel that my hand pain.

Den i was pressing it when he said, let me see. Den he saw. There's a part, which hurts, (more or less the wrist). He was curious. so wad did he do?

HE GO AND PRESS IT

f***ing asshole, he know pain, STILL GO PRESS. I'M SO FRUSTRATED AND ANGRY WITH HIM. I SIMPLY WENT MAD AT HIM AND WALK AWAY, THROWIN MY BAT ON THE FLOOR. I did regret alittle when i reach the lift, thinkin that i'm over-reacting. BUT THE THOUGH OF IT MAKES ME MAD. Why does he have to press the part where he thinks hurts? HUH? wad do u think? I'm so angry with him and with myself (for not be able to control the temper)

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ah, nv post ah.... tml is my sch's sports day, though of skipping it, but.... Well, due to the great personality that i have, i decided to stay on and not cheer. XD. Anyways, i'm kinda stressed up and busy nowadays.

Finding ways to destres, but the best way so far is listenin to music + msning same time. I can really take a deeep breath and relax. anyway, come on, ppl. Read my post ley.

read this

shld i put tat new upgrade, which takes sometime? Read the previous post. I nid some comments on whether i shld spend my time. Cuz i dun wan to waste my time doing smth which people don't like. And that thing will include lyrics, songs, and things which u requested. tell me wad u think la.... Read that previous post on the part abt upgrading.

Well, i shall not ramble abt my tiring life over and over again. But, here's smth strange which happened to me. My right hand suddenly got alot. i mean ALOT of strenght. The usual table tennis bat which i carried felt so light suddenly, and my hand moved so fast that i keep missing the ball. Now i'm learning how to control this str. Wad do u think it is? Impulse? Or puberty? I'm kinda puzzled. Pls reply...

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Ok, nth much to sae now, juz that i'm having muscle aches all over my body. And i've "upgraded" this blog again. I've taken away the auto play music as it doesn't works everytime and it's kinda boring for 1 song to repeat itself over and over again rite? Now go the the right hand side, there's currently 7 songs uploaded there.

Feel free to check them out, they're great songs, that's why i put them there. I'll search for more songs and update it, regularly. And look forward for an inter-linked blog. Juz like normal type off website. I'm going to make that, but it's gonna take, a VERY long time. Well, basically i can finish it in abt... 2 weeks of free time. So.... + my sch and my daily life, i'll take at least abt 1~2months. Pls be patient.

The blog will become alot nicer, i assure u. Now the only thing tat stops me from doing that is CSS, so i'll take abt 2days of free time to learn that. Well, i'll try my best, gif me ur support kaes?

Uh, found smth to sae. The "hardwork" during the holidays have paid off. My soccer skills and stamina have improved, i realised that i can run longer without being tired during PE, and i trashed everyone in my class in soccer. =D... Well... SAD to sae. I'm becoming more hardworkin, i'm tryin my best to get gd results for the end semester. I think i'll have less time to update nowadays as i'm really tired. Well, during sat or sun, i'll share with ya all my.... crap/funny/troubled/joyous occasions. XD. And i'm going to the NYGH funfair...

Meeting 2 of my internet friends there, how cool! hahas, at last i can know who the heck i'm talkin to. hehez, MAD~ Finally can see u liao, hahas. I'll support u~! .... Anyways, tell me wad u think about that upgrade. Cuz it's still at the planning stage, if it's a GO, i'll gif my best to provide the best blog u've eva seen~!

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due to the bad reaction and commotin caused due to the past post. I decided not to post anymore of that. Unless it's funny at sight. Hahas.... So

If u have noticed, my MSN nick is WA~ Suay, got a sprain mouth. Well, to keep this post short. I was tripped during soccer accidentally hit my jaws with my knee. Den with such a sudden jerk, i kana my jaw and the muscle... dunno wad happen, now move wrong direction my mouth hurts, can't even eat my dinner properly.

Ah, u may think it's funny, but when u're in my shoes, it sucks to the bottom of my ass. Sigh, ok, i think i will tell everyone smth... depressin i heard. But, not THAT sad la. But it's really sad to hear that though... Uh... cya, dun feel lyk writing now

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Okk, this is the really funny thing that everyone is waiting for. Err... It's exceptionally funny for me, but dunno for u is anot. LOL, thinking abt it makes me wanna ROFL.

U see, friday rite, after my CCA training, we played soccer with my seniors... Ok, here comes 2joker (my senior) Ming Shui and... forget his name... Ah, they 2 ah... LOL, very funny de, whole day lyk to act act act ... Until really funny la.

So this nice afternoon, we had street soccer, play league, they 1st team. Den That guy ( call him X) did a long pass and Ming Shui (call him Z) scored.... He was lyk OMG?!! I SCORED~ HORRAY. [imagine a senior doing that] He has kinda a cute face, den ah, they did smth very very FUNNY.

THEY PULLED DOWN HIS PANTS~!!! The backside, U NOE WAD?
They pull down the back underwear too!

for a moment, i can't believe it
I SAW THEIR ASS.

LOL. REALLY~ His butt is naked la, den he run around and bear his butt infront of everyone. LOL~ Damn funny la. Den after that, awhile ltr, he scored the 2nd goal, we told him to stop... but....

THEY SHOWED THEIR BUTT AGAIN

2butts flying around, LOL. So white and naked. LOL??? U may not find it funny as u didn't see the other antics they did. But trust me. IT WAS DAMN FUNNY After reading shannen's post... I kinda have mixed feelings, becuz, 1 part she's rite, but 1 part of me seems to think differently... Well, though she is completely right, there's still some point which i want to change, I think this could affect everyone's attitude.

She said " i didnt know that while i was having a great time ytd,ppl were actually reminded of their sad stuffs and blah.now i feel abit guilty to be drunk in happiness."

Actually, being drunk in happiness ain't anything to be guility abt, it's actually good. You feel better, and if people around u is feeling down, u share ur happiness~

And this paragraph " make yourself drown in happiness.fake one?whats the meaning of fake happiness?you mean happiness which comes from yourself which you think is dumb?happiness which can make you happy are REAL.they're not fake.even though you can get hurt from it,isnt it better that you made yourself happy right? "

Making urself drown in happiniss, ISN'T dumb. Why? Being happy, making urself happy, simply = optimistic.
Of cuz it's better for real happiness, but it beats making urself feel sad right? Rather den waiting for happiness to come, why don't u go and search or even create it urself?

Here's smth that is really SENSIBLE " just smile through things.at least a smile is better than tears.that is something i've realised so much " Yea, i totally agree, a smile melts eternal coldness don't u think? When u first enter ur new class, 1 smile, could bring warmness in ur heart and melt the ice wall between the both of u.

And ah, i think she wrote wrong here.... " if you died and became a spirit,look at the world.see their sadness.then you would have known that you shouldnt throw your life away. " If i look at the sad world ah, i rather die. LOL. I think she's trying to sae that, if u look at the sadness u haf brought to ur close ones, den.... And by lookin at the sadness much worst den urs, twirling in the world, and people tryin their best to fight it.

And i didn't know that she'll use such a deadly word, "self-multilation" O_o

And hey~! I fulfilled all ur requirements except six and eight... =D oh, how sad... the 3000th visitor didn't tag me~!
Oh, how sad it is. Seems lyk no prize will be given after all~ I'm the 3006th visitor, seems lyk the person has forgotten to tag me... Aw, ain't that a waste?

All the fabulous prizes i've thought of are reserved for me after all. XD.
Well, lyk my brother has said, without the 2999 other people, u can't be the 3000th one. Hahas, let's look forward to the 5000th visitor, every 1000 ain't that interesting ain't it? Oh, it's 12.57am now.

Wonderin why i'm posting so late? Juz watch finish the world cup mah~ Germany and Sweden.... But it seemed more lyk a one-sided match with the ferocious atk from Germany. The final score of the match is
Germany 2 - 0 Sweden.

Quite an interestin match... And MAN~ Larrson from Sweden actually missed that penalty kick?! heck. He sure put more pressure on Sweden.... And hmm.... I left with all my HCL hw, and half of my maths hw, and half of my eng hw. I haf to complete in the nxt 21hours. If i fail to meet the deadline. It'll be MY deadline. =X

Wish me luck, i think i'll update tml as i nid the com to do maths... (hehe) And oh yea.... If i got the time tml, i'll tell u smth REALLY REALLY funny... Happened in Anglican High la, my seniors did smth really funny... hehe, cya again tml~ If i got the time, that is...

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read the recent post by Xin Ni...

She said:
happiness when shared-> doubled
sadness when shared -> halfed

but she thinks that she'll make ppl feel sad at the same time too.
(let me tell u, u're wrong)

When u share sadness with people, they understand, they "feel" it. But in reality, they don't. Cuz no matter how much a person understands u. There can't be COMPLETE understanding. Though the person may have similiar experience, but the situation will definately be different. hence, there's no harm sharing ur sadness. U let them go, and happiness and fill up your heart. If u hold on to something u're supposed to let go, u end up hurting yourself instead.

So why not start everyday afresh, stop thinking abt ur problems and look ahead? There's no overnight quarrells for us. Even though we seem to detest each other and dun feel like talkin. So wad? Deep inside our hearts, we yearn for care, concern and friends. No problems can't be solved. As long as u try, it's possible. I know it's hard to face up when it comes to feelings, lyk saying sorry when u're feeling wronged. But taking a step back brings harmony again. Hence we say that patience and tolerance is gold.

Love can dissolve hatred. If people hate u, be daring and ask them why. If u don't, u can nv change, and it won't change the situation in any way. Xin Ni, do not even think of doing such foolish things. If i'm not wrong, it's juz that u feel that u're being too strictly controlled by ur mother. Hard as it may seems, find a suitable timing, sit down and talk to her. Even if she starts to scold or being loud at u. DON'T be afraid, that's wad i learnt. VOICE out ur problems and let her know. Dun let her understand, MAKE her understand. But if it gets too heated, stop. It may become worse. This is my advice, take it if u want.

For Wan Ting, from wad i can see and think, u have encountered a problem which deeply affects ur emotions and u juz cannot stop thinking abt it, rite? Well, not that u cannot stop thinking, but juz that when u settle down and ur heart is calm , a wave comes by and shake ur world again. Well, if u could, or want, u can tell me, or Xin Ni, or juz anyone close to u. Revealing a problem is alot more relaxing den bottling it to urself. Well, that's wad i guess, i dunno it's true anot... But if it is, and u chose to tell me, u could sms me or e-mail to me. uh, hp no. 82011016. oi, ppl out there, dun get my no. anyhow spam me hor.

that's all, wish u 2 girls a safe and pleasant childhood Ok, this is lame but i'm a victim... I do this quiz cuz tis is short and simple XD.
INSTRUCTIONS
1. The tagged victim has to come up with 8 different points of his/her perfect lover
2. Mention the gender of his/her perfect lover
3. Tag 8 victims to join this "game" and leave a comment on their blog
4. If you are tagged the SECOND time, there's no need to go this again
5. The most important thing: HAVE FUN DOING IT! (i doubt i will have any fun though)


1. A female
2. cute?
3. not too short. 155 will be fine i guess?
4. likes sports
5. open minded
6. cheerful
7. able to share secrets with
8. my cup of tea

Randomly picked these people to do...
1. Shannen
2. Mad
3. Wan Ting
4. Xin Ni
5. Greena
6. Anonymous ppl
7. Kar Wing
8. Claudia


I'm still rushing my hw,, ARGH. Shyt, 3days left.... I'm sooooo dead, and... I have a request to make. Can ANYONE who wants to tag me, pls kindly leave their names down. I'm soooooooo freakin pissed by those anonymous ppl.... Come on, doesn't hurt to let me know ur name rite? =.=lll To anonymous, u hit me?? -.- if someone hit me, there muz be someone i know mah! haiz. oh, and i realised that the links cannot work for the drop down menu at the friendz list, i'll work on it. =D

<3 lurves, KKH. GAH~jk*jk* lol

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omg. I went to sengkang sec for the 3rd time. INTO the sch.... Now u may wonder why i go in... To play table tennis with sze kang. =.=lll He beg and beg and beg... (those that don't watch bleach won't understand) : As i'm ishida's sensei, watching a sad face is unbearable to me.

But i told him to call chio bu s to come den i go. Den he called his friend doreen. Okay la she, saw her b4. Den doreen called Lyn to come. hmm, they ok la, cannot sae chio, sort of a cute but... no. Juz above average. hahas. Den hor, when i reach sch. I was LOLing at sze kang. Why? Becuz i was onoly jkin abt the chio bu and he took it for real. Anyway we juz played. But half-way, we encountered 2teachers and scraped pass luckily. Since den, i vow that i will not go SK sec again.

After table-tennis, we (me & sze kang) went to play basket ball with doreen, lyn and odelia. Man, they 3 v 2 us rite, we thrash them lyk siao lo. No challenge, uh. Either the other 2 shy or juz that the girls aren't that gd in it. Woa odelia was crazy that she can't get the ball and ran crashing into us. (figurative meaning) She came and tried to get the ball by hook or by crook. Den dunno she bang me how many times la, den in the end, i called her a bulldozer. LOL

Sigh, i have failed to plan juz lyk shannen, piles of HW lookin menacingly at me, as if they're gonna wallow me up. Lyk shannen, if i failed to post these few days. Don't be disappointed. I'll try to keep the tagboard alive, but i will nid the helps of u guys out there~! i WILL look at the tags and reply them, ASAP. So don't complain. kay? Lastly, i sometimes really wonder. Is stead that good?

Once i started thinkin of that, billions of possibilities came rushin into my head. But i juz can't find the right reason of steading. Yea, it may be a childhood experience but there's no point now since the end result is pain. "love" is juz a chemical reaction in our brain, so when we're still young, we grow fast and it reacts fast too. So a "loving couple" can't exist, at least for now. So why do people seek it? We're young, easily fooled by appearances and acts. sometimes we can't even diff shade right from wrong. So... Can u tell me ur comments abt this issue? Through tagboard, or the comments section below every post

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after doin the final touches of my blog. I shall declare that it's officially.

UPGRADED

Hmm. looking at my blog again, i feel that it gives makes me reminisce alot.... The layout is sentimental don't u think? Oh yea, it's 1am exactly now. Tml, im going to sengkang sec to play table-tennis. With a few beginners i guess. Not to be sarcastic but i usin my left hand to play with them.... Kinda humilation rite? But that's the only way that will think that i'm a noob too

I dun wanna show off straight away, becuz like this not fun liaos. Hmmm, wonder wad kind of people i would meet there. I'm worried even about going iin. I'm anglican, isn't it wad people called trespassing? hmm, i dunno. My friend Sze Kang told me to wear my home clothes and go. So i listen to him lorz, if cannot oso cannot blame me mah.... Hehez. I will post alot more often from now on. Pls continue visting me blog

I will make it an enjoyable exp for everyone. thx for ur support

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i read this on the newspaper and i find it really interestin and hilarous. Read it all and tell me wad u think.

If it hurts,
it's good for you

THE more bizzarre food is, the better it is for u. Whenever i ask an aunty at the hawker centre something like "What's this slimy white stuff that looks like fungus?" , the reply won't be the mysterious food's name, but rather, "Oh that is very good for your circulation!"

It seems to be that the more years it take your stomach to digest it, the better it is for your liver/bowel/love life.
So now whenever an aunty asks me how i am, I always reply "Fine, thank you" for fear of having to spend the next half an hour politely chewing fermented animal parts to remedy my complaint.

This is not a completely new mindset for me.

When it comes to exercise, i grew up believing in "no pain no gain". But it seems Singaporeans prefer to skip the exercise and go straight for the pain.

Suprisingly, the "pain is healthy" belief seems to be held strongest by the older generation.
I'm amazed when i see the same fragile senior citizen that I gave up my bus seat to walking barefoot across jaged rock pathways in our HDB estate.

If my visiting relatives are disappionted that they missed the spectacular Thaipusam rituals, I just direct them to use the daily 6am ritual on the foot reflexology path outside out flat, where the old folks line up like planes descending on Changi Airport.

But got all my mockery, when I headed to Chinatown for some real foot reflxology, it proved to be a very "healthy" experience. It started comfortably enough. I put my feet up and was greeted by a small, harmless-looking man with a hot towel for my feet.

But suddenly i felt like a sharp rock was being surgically implanted into my sole. The refloxologist smiled cheerfully, and said something about being a "beginner".

I didn't know if he was talking about my tender beginners' feet, or just saying that hte pain had only just begun.
The more i grimaced, the wider his grin. Each time my foot jolted and my face contorted, he would suddenly become serious and ask"You have back pain, is it?"

But at the end of it all, I must admit my feet felt great. And i am sure my kidneys are working better then ever too
But the ultimate pain of health luxury is traditional Malay massage. This experience taught me the meaning of "healthy" and also that it hurts to bend your leg backwards so your foot touches the back of your head.

Like most ang mohs, my limbs are not flexible. That's why it's genetically impossible for us to use squat toilets.
So i don't know who was in more pain - me or my masseur who broke into a sweat trying to stretch my legs

The poor masseur tried telling me to relax, but when i realised that he was going to do to head what he had just done to my legs, I was more in danger of fainting than relaxing.
I heard a crunch and suddenly I did feel more relaxed --- but it was from relief that my head was still on my shoulders.


(Copy righted from the new paper)



Woa , i typed this all out lookin at the newspaper. Hahas. Read and laugh... It's quite interesting, don't u think? newest updates

hmm, i've deleted that initializing thing. Becuz it's redundant and slows down this web. I'll put some up if i find smth better. =D But when u juz came in and experience some lagginess, do not worry. It has nth to do with ur com. Juz let it load. I finally added music. After thinkin carefully. Wad do u think abt it? But for ur 1st time visit of that computer, it may take awhile to load. =/ ... But listen to it, tell me wad u think. I think that it's beautiful and kinda suits this layout... So... Gif me ur comments kay? I'll try to improve this blog as much as possible.

As u all know, this is my 1st time mah. So juz.... Be more open hehez..... Well. I'm a the midst of chionging my HW now.... Stupid mountains of hw. How great would it be if sch doesn't have HW at all? XD.

Hmm, so far, that 2 anny girls who tagged has not tag since. HMM, tis is some kinda of joke?! =.=lll yea it is. XD. Hmmm, i think i got time create my own website. Not blog, there.... HMMM.... I see got time anot. Creating a nice webbie kinda takes quite a long time to make.... Esp. when u're using those free softwares eh? hmm, there's a "ïnitializing" thingy below the tagboard if u notice, press start it, kinda lame but ... interestin la. so i juz put there lol World Cup Highlights


Group D

IRAN 0-2 PORTUGAL



(click here for the link)


C. Ronaldo finally scored. If he doesn't score, i think he'll go back cryin. lols. The 1st goal is real nice, slide into the net.


Group E

Czech Republic 0 - 2 Ghana




(click here for the link)


Hmmm, i think that the 2nd goal is damn nice la. Wad do u think? Hehez.... Not gonna comment too much abt it...



Italy 1 - 1 United States
featuring 1st goal



(click here for the link)


Click here for the 2nd goal, 1-1
Click here for the red card on De Rossi


I muz add this. ALL THIS IS COPYRIGHTED FROM MY BROTHER'S BLOG~! ( videos ) I didn't get his comments. hahas.
COPYRIGHTED LAW by the KOH brothers.

I shall give credit to my brother for findin the clip in such a short time. ( wondered wad time he slpt..... ) hehez.
that's all, look forward to more updates! The long awaited upgrade has finally taken off and so far, completed for the time being.

Hahas. So this is my title:
BLOG UPGRADE (COMPLETE)

Hehez, the words can now animate. And there's a menu beside if u noticed. =D. Wonder and dun ask me
lols. tt's all cya

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this is the highlights of that match
Argentina vs Serbia




(click here if u can't view it) Oh, shannen. Sry for being so "rude" to u. I'm kinda damn confuse la. Cuz lookin at the circumstances. It's a most lykly that i can't go... sry la....

Anyways, last nite.
Argentina vs Serbia and Montenegro

6 - 0

how cool? Argentina made a big win. I guess the stakes for argentina will go up. I try to search for the highlights. Show it to all of ya ASAP.

..............
The tag. -.-lll i wonder who the heck is she.... Hmm, i guess that it's a prank of somesort. But if not hor. Wad would i say? HMMM.... This question is kinda hard to answer u noe? If it's from someone i noe, i would... see who first, den if can hor den u noe la. If can't, den become gd friendz lors. If it's from someone i DUNNO.... Den.... it'll be a "................................ huh ....................................... ? " but sure is i noe de mah LOL. Juz crappin la...

XD great if u notice, too bad if u don't. Hmm.... Gah~ I'm still aching from soccer. I got both my ankles' sprained, my right big toe injured and bleedin, muscle aches in my thigh, back, right arm. Sian lorz. Haiz, and i'm sufferin from lack of slp, becuz i watch world cup mah. XD... can only blame myself lorz... So sad....

Hahas, started my hw... Hope i can finish it by tml.... i HOPE??? Cuz it's a mountain of hw... hmmm, let's hope for the best and prepare for the worst.

OH yea, clarissa called me in the early afternoon. complain abt this 1 guy who pissed her off. lol, sometimes it feels great juz listenin to other people's problem, becuz u feel that u're not the only one who is sufferin from these problems and u feel that u can tell other people ur problems too. As u NOE that they can understand u. So it'll be takin a load off ur back. hahas... I wish that the holidays would be longer.... So that... i could fufill my wish.

to finish my hw.

LOL. Aiy, tt's all can't think of anythin liaos

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these are the highlights for Spain VS Ukraine

sry for not putting it up earlier...



(click here if u can't view it)

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Oh, juz watch the world cup.

SPAIN vs UKRAINE.
4-0

I'll put the highlights tml after searching for them in you-tube. Oh, it was kinda a one-sided match, spain got alot of ball possesion. The 1st goal is corner. Uh... Forget how he goal liao. But it's by XABI. 13mins right after the match has started.

The second goal comes in from a free kick. Spain lucky eh... Deflection den go in, only 4mins after the 1st goal. Making it 2-0 at the 17th min. The tico kick is done by VILLA.

The 3rd goal. Wad a mistake done by UKRAINE. The defender fouled Villa in the penalty area... suay suay the referee gave him a red card. Oh, so now ukraine is down to 10 man. The the goal keeper dive at the right spot during the penalty, but juz managed to make little contact with the ball. tipping the ball into the net. (villa scored)

At the 81th min, one man (dunno his name) dribble passed 3 people (i think) den passed to 1 man in the middle, he slided to pass the ball back to him. Which he chested the ball and pass to Torres and he half-volleyed into the right-bottom corner of the goal post.

tt's all, tml den put up the highlights ba..... Let's see.... I'm talkin to Xin Ni on the phone now. Hmmm, if cleon see this post, wad will he think?
Hmmm, jealousy? Probrably not, becuz he had her so TIGHLY strapped down. Nth could shake their relationship. I think? I asked her so many times abt him, but she juz won't tell me anything.... So secretive for wad? It's not lyk i jioing her or wad mah. =_=lll

I wish her gd luck in that.... (perhaps? ) LOL. Aiya, dun talk abt her liao la. Ltr tell too much bad for ur brain. Who knows wad going on in her head? I hope she doesn't lose it.

Oh yea, everyone, i recommend bleach. Jap anime, nice la... Alot of action and mystery.
just lyk her.

XD~ jk*jk*. Dun take it too seriously.


Anyways, i saw the photo of Wan Ting, a friend of Xin Ni, a sis of some sort. She quite chio ley! Aiya, regretted not going into Nanyang Girls. LOL. HEY, it's so saddening la. lols.... =(

Sheesh. I look lyk a despo to her. [ Though i'm seriously NOT ] Hmmm, i've been playin soccer REAL often these days, muz have been gotten from the heat of the world cup..... My skills are improving by LEAPS AND BOUNDS, yea. Literally. I can dribble better now, my accuracy definately have improve (for long passes)...

Hmm. i think that i'm kinda... lazy. really.... Cuz the holidays, i nv really thought of doin my hw SERIOUSLY. Sigh, i muz pick up my pace, or else i will be left in the back of my sch. I didn't get my desired results and i really really really nid to BUCK up....

Thinkin of these, i felt a sense of.... Failure? Sighs, i hope everyone could do better for their nxt and rest of their exams. dun feel lyk sayin anything more now liaos. Cya....

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i'm typin again. 2nd time. BLOGGER HAS FAILED ME AGAIN. Gah~ i typed out a real long post and it suddenly sae blog not found. WTF?!

Aiya, nvm. I'm a patient person. Well, basically, i'm actually talkin abt Kira and Shinn, den hor... Why is Shinn tt gd in xin ni's eyes? Shinn is lyk the gundam has described, IMPULSIVE. He do things without thinking. Okay, so u think that kira is the bad guy... Why? Juz becuz he killed Stella? Stella has kill thousands of people without blinking. She wiped out 3 cities in a flash. U expect Kira to sit by and let her go on? Of cuz not.

It's the only choice, wad's more, Stella is going to fire the cannon at KIRA so it's a natural instinct to protect one's self rite? Blame it on the the show tat Stella is being manipulated by the Zaft forces. And when Shinn is fightin Kira, wad did he do? He tried his best to take the Freedom down, and wad's more? He WANTED to kill Kira. And Kira? He tried his best to avoid a battle with him, not resisting and not atkin shinn, he merely dodged his atk. Is that gd enuf for a reason for why Kira is the gd guy?


Ok, now abt me liaos....
AH~ Haven't even touch my holiday HW at all. die die le. What have i done? (nth literally) Well... Haiz, i'm so sick of games nowadays. Sry for not postin for such a long time ah... Oh yea. World cup... Too lazy to update abt that. Go look at my 2nd brother's blog. He update everyday abt world cup. U'll lyk it, i'm sure =D. Go to my links and look for it if u want.

Hmm,i'm kinda addicted to soccer nowadays, can't resist the temptation to go down and play. Gah~ I realised that blogskins isn't THAT hard to do. Juz that it requires quite an amt of patience. i'm kinda lethargic these few days. I think becuz play soccer liao ah, den tired... When i sae tired. i mean DAMN DAMN tired.

But at least my soccer skills improve... Well, can sae quite aBIT. Hmmm.... Oh yea. Winning Eleven 9 oso got improve... Hahas, wad has been going in my head lately..?

Shld i do my HW now? Shld i play? Shld i slp? Shld i talk? Or shld i juz waste my time. Most of the time, it's the last option. Sighs, i'm having headaches more often lately. Muz have been caused by the lack of slp. And oh yea, i made a few more friendz, through Jerome, another Gundam Seed fan, i think i'll update my blogskin slowly, but surely. Cuz it's kinda... empty rite? Hahas, I try to fill in somethings la... Man... Damn sian la.

And oh yea. U may wanna go these few blogs to read out:
Shannen
my bro
Claudia

That's all i think try mad's too. Too lazy to find her name. tt's all cya

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I'm gonna talk abt two characters in Gundam Seed Destiny.

SHINN & KIRA.

Ok, let's see... Why xin ni dun lyk kira? Why she lyk shinn? Wad's so good abt shinn? Can tag to tell me anot? Kira, is logical, thinks thrice b4 doin anything. Lyk the mobile described, shinn is IMPULSIVE. He looks only wad's infront of him and not wad's the BIG picture. The show is tryin to portray him as a young and impulsive brad.

Can't u see? The way he acts. Why did Kira kill Stella? Look at the big picture people. He's sacrficing someone for a greater cause. U can't let her continue to disintergrade the whole city! Can they? NO. She was going to fire the cannon, which means more people is going to get injured. So it's a correct decision to kill her. She is being manipulated and she can't do anything. Blame it on the show.

When shinn and kira is fighitng, Kira tried his best to evade, not attackin Shinn. Tryin to avoid a battle. But Shinn? He tried 200% to take him down, and even KILL HIM. Is he that great? Obviously, no.

Hence. It show's the immaturity of shinn. He even bears a grudge against Athrun! Tis sums up everyting


Now abt me???
Well... Everything is fine, same old thing everyday, tired of it. HAVEN'T DO MY HW?! Wad have i done?! (nth literally) Wells... I'm so sian nowadays. WHY THE HECK DID TV1 GO DOWN THAT WAY?! I found out that Malaysia scrambled the signal b4 sendin to SG and hence causes the wavy image. Wad's worse. They make the programms so much so that there's no WORLD CUP? heck

Why is this happening? Gah, and b4 i knew it, everyone is pointing fingers at starhub. (+ me) But the truth came to light after readin the newspaper (hardly read, world cup tt's why read) AH!!! And ppl with SCV somemore still nid to pay den can watch World Cup 2006 live. so damn stupid ritE? AHH!!! Hate it. Why SG so suay? Can't watch, i'm so sian now lo. I think abt 5 matches over liao and i only watch 1. Opening match, how IDIOTIC can this be? I have no idea. Hmm, startin to lyk creatin blog skins. Kinda fun with the experiments i did. Well. Hope for a better skin nxt time bah. (no intention of makin another one now) So pls bear with the current skin. Oh yea, i made the pic blur, so look nicer. Somethings things juz arent that gd to be too clear, aren't they?

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wow, look at the time now. Interesting eh? As u all know, it's WORLD CUP today!

Germany vs Costa Rica

O_o quite an interestin match i muz sae. But not so la... Cuz ah, the CRC goal keeper lyk damn crap la. Very inexp. ley.... But the shots are quite nice i muz sae, 3shots are nice.

The 1st one came from Germany, only 5MINS since the game has started, they scored a goal, omg. It's damn... lucky lor. U see ah, he shot from outside thr penality area den tyko hit the top right corner of the bar and go in. Sway ah CRC. But it was an, unexpected goal i muz sae. Shortly afterwards... abt 10mins ltr, CRC did a wonderful through pass and lehmann(GER keeper) made a stupid mistake.

He ran out of his goal post (right thing), but he stopped half-way... Why the heck did he do that? I really do not know. =.=lll My bro guessed that he's juz scared, too anxious liao. If he ran all out, den he COULD have save the ball! 1 More highlight, GER's 4th goal(final one), another beautifuyl shot from outside... The ball curled to the right corner and the goalkeeper missed it by juz a few mm... Damn nice shot.

Tis is the lastest update of WORLD CUP. more comin up soon (i guess)....

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at last i've made my own layout. Pls tell me ur comments abt it. use the new tag board XD

Woa, took me a very long time, becuz the main part starts with the scripts and the pictures that took me 2~3hrs searching for them. There's an interesting script which i can't make it work, so i stick to my old ones. + 1 or 2 more only XD... Very simply la. Juz gif me ur comments kaes?

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OH YEP. Today's our ex-form RVPS teacher.... MS YEO 's

WEDDING PARTY (hse warming)

Oh wow, her hse is real nice! Uh, i uploaded some photos for ya to look at. She today very chio ley! Wear the uh.. gown? look so beautiful! Esp. the wedding photos hung on their room.




Tea offering~ .... Nice mouth motion!! XD. =D



Nice eh? Her new room! So ... new? XD. We went and sat and lie on it. Chinese cultural influence again... =.=lll Her husband handsome eh... But hor, he very ... big size. As in BIG, not fat. lols....




Oh yea, cool pose ah? XD... So cooooooooooool eh?? no. =D gah.... a few more pics... pls be patience and look through everything.



FOOD!!! AHH~ WIDE ARRAY OF FOOD!!! there's 7.... Den ms yeo told us to " kou3 xia4 liu2 qing2 " XD.
Wa... Everyone muz be hungry... why?



Wa, so many ppl queueing up... im the last one. Ah~ Sad leyz... Make me so hungy =( ..... GAH.



O_o the one is blue is ms yeo. She changed her gown... Nice blue colour~ Oh, i love it, how sad? i can't wear it though.



Oh wow, nice car eh? Nice pics eh?


HEY! After lookin at them. Please note. All these are taken by my handphone, not camera. How? Nice ah, almost same as camera, very steady eh. But den hor, sure got diff one mah, tis is reduced size, so resolution better. If u click to enlarge rite, den it'll look ugly, it's a HP anyways, how much can u expect from a K700i ? The camera isn't that gd u noe. I'm already quite pleased why myself getting those imgs, so dun complain why so blur hor.

I maybe uploadin the videos i took during the party... Cuz it's kinda.... Memorable? But nth much la. U all surely sian diao de.... hehez... Hmm, i think i muz learn from my bro liaos. I think all of u can look forward to shorter and more posts. More recommendations and pics. =D. I will... slowly but surely make a new skin. So in the mean time, pls wait patiently, cuz i think that it's gonna take some time la.... =X.

Hey, i could have joined the photograpic soceity! rite? no.... =(

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gahx... I'm juz too bored by people putting their nick on MSN sayin, love can't be explain, defined...

Gah~ Nvm, but there's one nick which said, lust can't be defined by 1 word.
But, i did.

LUST = NATURE.

rite? easy question XD.

Oh yea, i played soccer with the JC people again ytd. I improved alot in defendin and 1 of the guy lyk me to be in their team... YAY. I felt so honoured To be looked as some value among them. They quite pro eh. Ok... Mayb at my level. It's way tooo pro. Cuz ah, i dunno how to sae wad he did la. As long as is i cannot do de can liao. So pro la. He 1 person dribble past uh... 4~5 ppl sia. Crap ley...

GAH~! Muz be as pro as him, den i can trash the seniors. They think we weak la.. They trash us la (a fact) but doesn't means that they could look down on us~! .... Muz take revenge, muz trash them, muz solo all the way XD.

Why girls think that soccer is lame and BBall is fun? pls tag to reply me

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WHY? I JUST DUN UNDERSTAND WHY.

MY MUM SIMPLY DOESN'T TRUST ME. AND IT'S THIS LACK OF TRUST THAT MADE ME SO FRUSTRATED. YOU NOE? MANY TIMES I'VE TRIED TELLING HER SOMETHING. BUT SHE JUST DO NOT BELIEVE ME AND REPRIMANDED ME AND ASK ME THE SAME QUESTIONS AGAIN? WHY? I DO NOT UNDERSTAND. I WAS USING THE COM FOR BLOGGING AND MSNING. I TOLD HER 5 TIMES THAT I'M NOT GOING TO PLAY

WTF MUST SHE ASK, WHEN ARE U PLAYING UNTIL WHY? WHY DO I HAVE SUCH A FUKED UP MOTHER? FUKING JI BAI, I HATE THIS SUCKY LIFE~!

NO ONE UNDERSTANDS ME. Oh yea. I'm looking for the 3000th visitor. Long time from it. But the 3000th person will get a price.
Only if the person tag.

Wad's the price? iPod mini? PDA? Handphone?
dunno? no sponsor mah.

But no cheating, cannot refresh =D cheryl, sry ah. Not that i nv go online, but i block u. SRY~ I that time block u becuz i was playing my game, and u were talking... So ah, make my game really really laggy, no choice but to block u.. =.=lll sry

i can't be bugged down by studies la... u noe one mah~

And uh... Wad the heck? If i dun care abt anyone's thinking, den i might as well dun think of anything and not have friendz, care is for everyone. At the suitable amt and time tat is..

"treasure ur chanced in a mix school " wad the hell la. I'm notplaning to have any, stead yet. not YET. So, go there main cuz sch not bad and environment better den CHS. Den... Can be more sociable... XD

WA, u said smth tat made me sad, "Anyway i think you r also acting cute besides acting cool... " I DUN ACT... I AM WHO I AM. It'll be beter if u said, i think u're cute besides cool... cuz hor. U sae lyk tat could be ACBC ley! Dun i bu shuang liaoz.... Now is 8.03am. ltr 8.30 go sch for CCA. So sian la.....

Gah~ Ytd i had a "quarrel " with shannen. Abt. dreams. Woa... I damn sad la. After i wrote out, i thought abt it and there are alot alot of ways which she could counter me with. Den i was PRAYING to god that she wouldn't think of them, or else i also dunno wad to do liaos... lucky sia.

I MUZ TRY TO CREATE MY OWN LAYOUT. but it's gonna take a long time i guess...

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ok, let's see.

THE POINT I'M TRYING TO SAY IS. EVEN IF DREAMS [when we slp] COMES TRUE. I'VE TOLD U BEFORE, IT'S WAD I CALL LUCK + UR LIFE.

Sixth sense is juz another thing people call instinct? [i'm talking abt slp] Dreams came out, from our mind tt is not resting. SCIENTIFICALLY. It's juz pieces of our lives pieced up together. Ever went to a place u nv been and yet so familiar? It's a picture created with MEMORIES.

tis quote " So since nothing in this world is perfect, a dream is a total fake.So why do people have dreams? Dreams are juz a target. Lyk, when u aim for smth higher, it's not impossible that u get it. But 95% of the time, u don't. So people's MAIN target is the line juz below dreams. And not the dream itself." Is talking abt human TARGETS.

" NOTHING IS IMPOSSIBLE" applies only to smth that is possible. If it's impossible, it can't be done. Hence, SOMETHING is impossible.

And i'm not really talkin abt equivalent exchange. I'm juz stating a fact that doesn't concerns u. =.=lll [ To prove my chimology ] After looking at sha's blog. I saw mad's tag abt : "sha, u shld be the head of our philosophers club" WAD THE HECK?! I SHLD BE THE ONE. And for once i shall show everyone wad is chimology. Doesn't really matters if u understand it anot.

Abt equilivent exchange. The law doesn't exist and hence u can't sae whether it's true anot. They made that up because of the scientific world we're in now. Alchemist is juz an ancient name given to a scientist. Full Metal Alchemist is a fully fabricated tale and hence, shld NOT be mixed up with the reality.

Wad are dreams? Dreams are smth that isn't true. Oh~ U may disagree with me. But dreams won't be called a dream if it's real. Hence it's fake no matter how u look at it. Dreams are only a fictional way of thinking that we have. Lyk i said before, dreams are perfect. So since nothing in this world is perfect, a dream is a total fake.

So why do people have dreams? Dreams are juz a target. Lyk, when u aim for smth higher, it's not impossible that u get it. But 95% of the time, u don't. So people's MAIN target is the line juz below dreams. And not the dream itself. If people ever get their dreams, it won't be called a dream, it'll be called an ambition. Ambition is smth which u could reach for, smth u can get, only if u work hard enough for it.

Well, for the question abt why our body like green. I'm not sure abt this, but if i'm not wrong, tis theory is correct. We like green becuz we can see green rite? It all boils down to sight. So doctors always sae that we shld look at green plants and green wad eva, rite? It isn't that our BODY like it. It's juz that it's nature's colour, and green is a soothing colour, juz lyk red colour is a symbol of fire/angry.

Actually blue has the same effect too. Being in an environment of such soothing colours put our body into a relaxing mood, resting our eyes. And not strain them so much. Hence, if wad we see makes us feel gd... DUH? we feel good la. i'm pro rite?

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this is the 2nd day after the BBQ. How was i? I'm okay, except of a couple of cuts, some serious muscle aches, lethargicness, some blisters... Othere den that, I'M OKAY.

Sighs, my muscle ache is so .... crap~! pain. If i juz move my legs around i feel the pain as if u've ran the 2.4. Gah~ I think 2 more days of rest would be fine. I'm a saddist, am i? I cut my own blister. "blister" as in benedict's that type. I cut it, and the liquid ooz out... Well, it's pain duh~ i cut it anyways. During the afternoon, i put a plaster on it. Why?

I went down to roller-blade again. So much so for wad i said abt, not blading for a month.

WHY? why do i do this? Becuz i'm sooooo bored, the pain is juz too lame to keep me awake. and i can't slp, games are too boring, HW are same as games. Almost no one's at home. So i simply roller-bladed with the blister (CUT) . The blister merely rubbed against the blades. Scrubbing the plaster with my pain along with it. nth much =/

Yea i noe u're gonna think that i'm crazy or wad. But i'm juz out of my mind, nth else. I juz dun feel myself and wanna let it out. I'm still reminiscing abt ytd's BBQ. Izzit that bad? People don't think so, but it is. The only bad thing is, SPIRIT. Why? Without spirit, wad's the use of the outing? Class comm organise the outing. ( i don't think u all think tis way, but this is the PURPOSE )

They are supposed to organise for these purposes:
increase class bond
have fun
stress out
INCREASE OUT SPIRIT.

Meaning for increasing out spirit? Give us the mood, the mood to study, making friendship bond stronger. But from wad i've seen, it's a decreasing class bond, decreasing class spirit, and stressful.

Okay, i noe alot of u won't agree with me, but wad's the main thing that we're after? fun, rite? Seriously, SOMEONE nid to bring SOMETHINGS.

[I'm sry but tis may be another long post]

Okay, now not abt the gd points. Okay.... We're sufficiently enthu enuf when we reach there. So... What went wrong? The class is not cooperative enough, they did wad they WANTED, not wad is NEEDED. Hence, the plan is screwed up. Okay, at least we had SOME fun.

But the class comm shld be more FIRM ON THEIR STAND. They shldn't waver, once they do that, the class will take opportunity of it. Well, i think most of the fault lies in the class. Well, it's understandable for the 1st time. But it shldn't have been that bad.

Maybe we didn't give the class comm enough time to plan out the whole thing, but i think we shld have been more... Obedient? NOT SELF-DISCIPLINE lyk wad junni said. WHY DID WE COME? FUN!!! We're

FRIENDS

So? The good thing is, the class comm stayed together till the END. So, i shall sae that for the first time. It's average. Tis mayb long and uninteresting to others. So... I think i shall sae everything else on the class blog... Well, i will talk more abt all the GOOD things tml Koh, you're likely to find fame and fortune in the Scientific World

Talk about inventive! You're one of those people who has a special way of seeing a problem, wrapping your head around it, and squeezing out a solution that's nothing but pure genius. So what if you never won at the science fair (but congrats if you did). The fact is, you have a mind made for experimenting. You enjoy a mental challenge and like creating — whether it's a new invention for the sake of invention or something that solves people's more immediate problems.


This is wad i got after taking the tickle quiz. Well, duh? All the questions i ans ansed to this solutions mah. Wad's more? It's a 20Question quiz. If they're gonna get this wrong. I suggest they close down the web page.


My muscles are still aching. gah~

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today is my sec sch 1C06IX CLASS OUTING. How was it? Total failuer.
I've been asking myself these questions and i got the ans.
Am i acting cool? Mayb alittle...
Am i acting hero? NO
Am i covering up my pain? yes

Well, it was all okay in the morning, when i started SMSing teri abt how wonderful my breakfast was, as she's the class comm mah. Den she's waiting at tanah merah MRT Station liao la...Uh huh, so i juz sms her till i went out lorz. All went fine when junni (monitress) reached too. She SMSed me and told me how lame i was smsing teri the msg. Well, we laughed it off and i reach tanah merah in time. Gah~ Then we took bus 14 and reached somewhere near east coast park where we nid to walk into.

Uh huh. At the alighting bus stop, i was so gong la... I saw pam waving and pointing down. I juz blur den lyk -.-lll ??? ah?? Den i saw everyone go down so i oso follow them lorz. Well den, we had our WONDERFUL junni leading the way and we walked the wrong way 2 times before we moved in the right direction. We walked through the underpass and go through it safely to east coast park. We are at .... D ? Okay.... den, we started walking walkin and walkin. We walked for abt 10 mins den ask.... where the hell izzit? Our BBQ pit is at G 75. Which is the 2nd LAST PIT OF EAST COAST PARK. Once again, it was the wonderful JUNNI who booked that place. Half-way through. I was so frustrated carrying my roller-blades that i juz took off my sandals and wore my blades. AH~ Den i FLEW infront of everyone, well (act cool la) though i noe that it's lame. I dun look THAT stupid. ALITTLE... juz alittle cool =D Well, i got an easier time den the rest. Symphatise with them though....

AT LAST. After 30mins of walking, we reached our pit. We saw DJ and Deon sitting there. Looking kinda irritated cuz we're late. thx to? nvm. Gah~ Den alot of people want to buy Macdonald large coke. I played the nice guy and decided to buy for them together with MC. But i bladed alot faster den them. Half-way through, they called me and said that they gave up. I WAS THE ONLY ONE INFRONT THAT IS SUPPOSED TO BUY THE DRINKS. THE ORDER IS 8 LARGE COKE, 1 LARGE ICE TEA, 1 LARGE MILO. You noe wad? i REALLY felt like giving up half way. Cuz i was lyk so tired~~~ I got no more energy liao la. But den i thought that, if i dun buy, 9 people will be left without drinks. Not that i want to play hero, but muz think of the greater cause wad. How many times have i thought of giving up? I was having gastric but i went on anyways. i finally reached mac after.... 40mins. i was so tired~!. After takin the order. I think that this is juz too crap.

i nid to carry 10 LARGE CUPS OF WATER. It weighs abt 20KG la~! It's lyk, 10KG each side. I was roller-blading as fast as i could but i nid to rest every.... 200~400M? I can't carry on la.... I was thinkin that, it'll REALLY take foreva~ for the drinks to reach them... Den, when hope was bleak, i saw Ding Jun and Ming Guan. They rented bycicles and came to help me with the water. I was kinda touched u noe? So MG took 4 and DJ took 2 cuz DJ's basket is smaller. Den i was left with 4. Half-way, i saw MC which is walking slowly forward. So i passed to him 2 of the drinks and i took 2. Den i kinda feel REALLY LIGHT, from the extreme pressure i felt, i chiong all the way la. Den hor, i caught up with DJ and over took him. I reached the BBQ pit first and they kinda cheered for me =D .... Felt a deep sense of accomplishment. Cuz blading to mac from there is abt 6KM. Den i bladed 12KM. Which was kinda........ you noe....

Den, the whole game thing is so disorganised la. We play the game awhile den free time.... Den greena begged me to teach her how to roller-blade. So i accompanied her to the rental shop. With teri la. and kar wing. Teri was blading as well =) But she is not THAT good la. well... the rental shop is abt 1.5KM away from our pit? den.... Slowly, we reached there and rented the blades. Why the pain? I juz came back not long ago from mac's. I felt so dehydrated la.... Ok wad eva.... So i accompanied them la.... So.... nth, i juz... kinda, dun feel gd already. Well. NVM, i juz carried on and we reached back safely.

den, i was so lethargic... the lunch was instant noodles which were already soggy.... sighs, they took such a long time to make the BBQ pit burn and no one help them~! That's wad i heard la.... Well, i was away, can't blame me, or i'll have helped them. Well. After eating the noodles, i really dun feel lyk playin and want to go home le la. But still AGAIN, i acted enthu, and tried to cheer everyone up, cuz everyone was lyk so damn sian lo.... den....

After eating, they pestered me to teach roller-blade. I oso helped out teacher junni how to cycle... But i was scolded, i felt kinda annoyed. But i nv did say anything, cuz i dun want to spoil the mood. So, i juz help out, and cracked some jokes which were damn lame.... At least joan seemed kinda displeased with me for dunno wadeva reason. So. i left. well, by that time, i was really really felt lyk throwing up, but i kept it in and not think abt it, i felt queasy in my stomach and i didn't really feel that gd. I felt sick.

Still, i didn't sae anything. WHY? I noe u all will tell me to go home and wadeva. But no~! If i go home at that time, i'll be the wet blanket and dampened everyone's mood and someone surely has to accompany me rite? And den they won't feel that gd, i'm trying to keep it as much as i tried, everyone's spirit was pulled down drastically when it reached 5pm. I have tried my BEST not to look tired and be energitic, being my ownself and not be a... But looking at everyone else, i couldn't help but i showed alittle of a fuked up attitude. i noe i was kinda IDIOTIC LA. but i couldn't help it. And yea. i haven't sae tis yet

I was trying to do some trickes. with the bike. So i tested the brakes. I went very fast, reason? 4 girls are chasing me. I thought that the left one was the back brake, i pressed that and i flew, cuz it's the front one. i feel down and i got up. Common sense, it's pain. But i juz tolerated the pain and said that it was okay, lyk a minor injury. The pain on my hands were swelling. I was juz tolerating, trust me. I dun want ppl to get worried cuz SOMEONE or whoeva got injured. So, i juz continued with the games and do my usual thing. With my hands pain. Well, suddenly, i think pei fang's mother came and told me to follow her.

To take the food. It's juz 2mins after i fell down. The pain is still lingering there. But wad can i do? Reject her? no rite? So, i juz follow, and carried a big packet of ice and some food. Junni sudden;y turne around half-way while walking back and told me to help her take the satays which were kinda heavy. So i helped her, with 3 big plastic bags hanging from my hands... How PAIN izzit? You all wont know, though i showed alittle, it's not obvious. I'm soooo in pain, carrying those things, esp. the ice pack. My wound is juz alittle below my fingers.

now to tell anyone who looked at this. It isn't wad people call serve u right. it's for the class's sake. Not that i want to act hero but i dun have any choice. If u dun believe, juz look over again. people juz can't understand my pain. They juz can't.

well, i would lyk to sae that ming li and teri are very nice people la. They are friendly throughout and nv complained abt a simgle thing. Juz lyk nice behaved girls. yea. i think that's all....
(there's more than juz wad u see in me)