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Sunday, May 14, 2006
Sianz, life sucks with exams, without them, life sucks even more...
I kinda feel empty now sia... Lyk as if there's nth for me to do...
Ah~ But it feels SOOO~ gd to be free... of all the stress and stupid tiredness u will get juz by studying, studying and studying....
Sian, i think i shall be a scientist again.... Though i think i explained this b4 on the blog, but who cares, there's 1 extra thing more.... here's the nick on Shu Xuan's MSN :
*Everything in this world can be explained except for one thing..the root to all hatred and jealousy..LOVE-*
The root to all hatred and jealousy is human.... Why? Becuz, simply, hatred and jealousy is wad made human compete! It's human's NATURE... That wad makes human a human, the main emotions of that make u seemed human is those both emotions....
Well, sighs, love is a chemical reaction found in ur damn brain... Then love is juz a humane term gave to that chemical
I noe i sound knowledgable, ty and very ty... lols~
Anyways, i read claudia's blog (sha's friend), she's kinda ... ah~ pessimist, saddist? Cuz the way she blogs rite, seems to be telling everyone abt how bad it is... Well, but her post is alittle funny sometimes though... Alittle... Negative larz, but i think she quiet chio, from the photos i'veseen from friendster and the way shannen described her to me... Want to noe her? definately... YES.... But stead? Nah~ i'll pass... hahas
hmmm, am i desperate? I dun think so, but yet there's an urge for me to get a stead, yet there's another strong determination inside me which tells me 100% no way and for quiet a long time now, i've been listen to my heart... Which is starting to shaver rite now for no gd reason... puberty? lol, i dunno larz~ Anyways, everytime i think of stead, the instant reaction is no, but if i got nth to do and den have "wild thoughts" (not tt type ok?) Den, i'll think of having a stead... Lols, izzit jealousy that is working on me? i really do not noe
anyways, no use tagging to tell me not have steaad becuz wadeva tt happens, it's my own choice and i think i'm a teenager now rite? Wells, i'm thinking of getting a GF at sec 3... Which seems totally stupid to me rite now... Cuz i still don't really get it, wad's the meaning for getting a stead? Is there anything gd that could come out of that relationship? So far, for every relationships which i have eva seen/encountered, has always nv failed to bring in hatred, remorse and pain...
I totally do not understand why people insist on getting a stead when they noe that in the end, they'll end up hurting themselves and others... Well, mayb it's becuz i'm too young to understand.. Or mayb izzit that the other's have not been experiencing true love? or felt it? And thought that they could get the warm feeling... even if it's only for a short period... Anyways, i think i lyk someone now... But hell NO way that i'm gonna express myself to her... Becuz i think that it's senseless for me to even think abt it rite now...
Hmmm, dun bother asking my who i lyk becuz i will nv tell anyone... I take it as nature's own donig and i shall not do anything abt it, except to admire the person from far and be friends as usual...
I think that the real and only people that u could depend on is ur very very TRUE friends, well... That's wad i think though... Many of u will think that our parents, teacher will surely be the one that understands us the best and noe wad's best for us, and guide us to the right path without and setbacks.
Think abt it, a person can only grow with many setbacks... And most of the times, our parents can only tell us wad is rite and wad is wrong through their experience which is fading over the years... Our friends are the same age as us, we have almost the same mindset, our opinions will be closer and we could share secrets between each other more openly... I don't understand why, but i feel tat my friends are closer to me... Well, we have been living an orderly life throughout our whole existence, we have guidance and care from our families... But haven't u thought of being more independant? Lyk, friends, they are the pillars which will push u up to being independant...
Sooner or later, u WILL have to lead ur own life, sometimes to ur advantage.. sometimes not~ We are lving in a world/society that is constantly competing against each other for money, knowledge and technology... If we have to become successful, we have to create a whole new "world" of our own, and ur friends can be the key to success...
Well, listen here, it's not lyk i'm trying to demote families or smth lyk that... Ur family is juz as important as ur friends... But have u heard of a chinese saying " At home, u rely on ur family, at outside, u rely on ur friends" Well, we've been going "out" more these days, it's not lyk ur family could supply to ur every need... (it doesn't means ur friends can la)
Well, after talking so much... The main point of this thing is that, i think we have to be independant and depend on ourselves more instead of others... Well, all the more we have to teasure wad we have now, families and friends, as if u're not careful with them, u may lose them someday... someday....
Hmmm, juz a joke to ligthen up this atmosphere....
There's a guy who is totally green. One day, he went walking with only his towel... He saw a lady and dropped his towel... The lady screamed and crossed the road which is the red light now... BANG~ she was hit...
Moral?
Don't cross the road when the green man is flashing
posted at 4:46 PM
