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Post number 500.
I guess it's the end of my p6 ~ sec2 memories.

I feel like writing alot of stuffs in it, but yet i'm kinda scared of people reading it. So in anycase. For today, it shall be here.
You will be able to view tis from
Thursday, November 22nd 9pm GMT+8
till
Friday, November 23rd 9pm GMT +8

As you can see. U're redirected from x-techbiz.blogspot.com to freedomstrike.blogspot.com

But after tmr, 9pm, you'll be able to access x-techbiz.blogspot.com and that freedomstrike.blogspot.com will be encrypted with a password, i won't call it encrypted since it's a really simple script. So if you're able to get through den good for you, if not den too bad.

I'll start with the recent happenings. My internet went down for quite a moment. Which is quite pissifying. After trying for a very long time, i decided to give the call help center a call. I've watched many videos about how slack those "consultants" are. But i didn't exactly realised that it was a reality.

My dad tried first. He started pressing buttons on the phone to get to the correct "subject". So at the end, the person kept telling him to wait. He was so pissed. He went "fuck lah, i pay for it and you don't want pick up my phone? fuck him lah" Well, i rarely hear him scold vulgarities, so it's a pretty fresh thing to me. Well, it doesn't seemed to be bothering him when he just said that when i'm infront of him, so i guess i'm all grown up to him. =O

So, he gave up. I decided to try.
I called.
s - starhub
z - me
s "please press "1" for english .... .... ..."
z "1"
s "for enquires for phone and banking or whatsoever press "1" for .... press "2" for starhub broadband connection, press "3"
z "3"
s "for maxonline, press "1", for ... "2" .... .. "3"
z "1"
s "for change of address, pres "1" for .... press "2" to speak with our TRAINED consultants, press "3"
z "3"

*rings*
s "please hold while your call will be transferred to a trained customer consultant"
*music*
s "sorry to keep you waiting, your calls are important to us. PLEASE HOLD"
*music*
s "our customer consultants are still busy, you can call/fax/email blah blah at blah blah.
alternatively, you can continue to hold and we will attend to you shortly."
*music*
s "our customer consultants are still busy, you can call/fax/email blah blah at blah blah.
alternatively, you can continue to hold and we will attend to you shortly."
*music
s "our customer consultants are still busy, you can call/fax/email blah blah at blah blah.
alternatively, you can continue to hold and we will attend to you shortly."
*music*
s "our customer consultants are still busy, you can call/fax/email blah blah at blah blah.
alternatively, you can continue to hold and we will attend to you shortly."
*music*
s "our customer consultants are still busy, you can call/fax/email blah blah at blah blah.
alternatively, you can continue to hold and we will attend to you shortly."
*music*
s "our customer consultants are still busy, you can call/fax/email blah blah at blah blah.
alternatively, you can continue to hold and we will attend to you shortly."
*music*
s "our customer consultants are still busy, you can call/fax/email blah blah at blah blah.
alternatively, you can continue to hold and we will attend to you shortly."
*music*

Yes, it repeated that same msg for 7times. Finally~ That bastard picked up the phone (i left my phone on the table with loudspeaker for it to ring).

"Hello, i am ___. How may i help you today?"
(i wanted to say, you could start by picking up the call earlier)
But anyways, i passed the phone to my brother. And my brother was like, yes yes. We've tried this but can't. No, we've tried this. YES, WE TRIED TIS TOO. So anyways, finally, the internet could work. But only for one computer, guess i screwed up the router.

Damn, quite a few interesting stuffs happened. But i forgot. Oh wells.
Firstly.
I've regained my status of "Animizer"
I'm back to anime again. NO. DON'T GIVE ME THAT "=.=ll AGAIN?" look.
Oh yea, AHS, pretty irritating. Our class posting should have been posted by now but some how one way or another they just refuse to announce it. They think they funny. I just can't understand how lag their system works.

And yea. I'm finally going to be 15. I am finally going to be officially teen.

Since it's the last post, i'm going to change myself. (or at least try to)
i'm going to list down what i think of myself, or at least what i wanted to be.
Brags alot
Craps alot
Never much intended to be nice
Sleeps in classes
Never do my homework
kaobei people, quite oftenly. (i think)
acts gay now and then
seems to have mood swings
extreme change in mood or attitude
did not think much of studies
focused on only IT
never really was involved in love
skeptical about relationships and life
kept one too many secrets to thyself
i wanted to be someone at the back to support who ever who needed help.
even though he/she may not realise it, i will always be there if you need me.

Now, i'm going to talk about my experiments.

I realised that, it is always impossible to please 2 parties at the same time. If you want one side to be happy, you have to sacrifice one side. Trust me, even if both sides seems happy, that is only temporary.

Reasons why i kept my eyes small and slept alot. Why i give off that "you're-so-sleepy-impression". Is because i realised that, when you're in that state, you can conceal practically everything about you. When i'm happy, i'm sad, i'm angry, i'm jealous or whatsoever. It is so much easier to conceal you're own feelings and continue showing that same expression. When u're feeling high, when u're feeling sick, no one would know.

I experimented not hanging out or talking much to my "clique". Realised that, it's not me who changed. It is everyone else. If you can even remember what kind of a person you were at the start of the year, you guys would realised how much you've changed. How much your jokes ain't funny, how much you've kaobei the teacher.

And a few other experiments regarding computer. In terms of my sitting position, my eyes and whatsoever. I use the computer for at least 6~8hrs in normal school time, at least 14hrs or more during holidays and weekends, my eyesight improved from P6. After all that, my short-sightedness is only 25degrees. I have shan1 guang1, 50 degrees. That is from looking at the sun too oftenly. So this experiment totally worked.

I've experimented trying to like a girl. Well, yes. Seriously. Well, i've tried many stuffs. However, maybe it's because i'm looking into the matter with the wrong attitude, this failed.

And i have found out that time what i'm feeling. When i talked about my "instinctive feelings". Being able to see the future or whatsoever. And yes. I found out the reason why i was about to do that. It wasn't my feeling. It was my thoughts. I think too much about the possible scenarios which might happen with each action. And yes, it is possible to do so. A professional can think of around 2 ~ 4 scenarios withing a second, even if i am not that great, there is alot of time between each stuffs which happen, seems like i think too much, and discarded my thought too quickly before it actually materialize, thinking that "nah, that's impossible"

Or so i can say that i am a person who likes to dream of doing the impossible. Or rather, dreaming of the impossible happening to me.

With all that said, i am going to abandon my old-self and restart my life all over again. Well, i don't think it's so easy but heck. What i have learnt is that. The most important element in success is not your hardwork. But your confidence and determination.
In anycase. The new me would be "geekified" & "otakufied".
If you don't know the meaning of "otaku", go check up on the internet yourself.

okay, i sian liao. bye bye. kai hong.

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POST #499

OKAY. JUST ONE MORE POST TO GO.

Since there's just one more to go. I may drag the post for a very long time. HAHAHA?
Eh. Let's see. I forgot to mention this but i borrowed a THICK book called
-Javascript 2nd Edition-
As you can see. It is what it is.

Revising and taking note of the points i forget or haven't learn.

So...
I finally found out what make that "GRRRHHHH GRRRHHHH" kind of sound in my CPU. Or rather, when the fan turns too fast and you hear that "screeching" sound? yea.
I realised that my processor that fan is frigging dirty. Wanted to take a photo of it, but, i guess it just slipped my mind. Besides, my phone's camera sucks, doubt you can see much other than black black.

And yea. I'm seriously updating myself on music. =/ (been friggin lag on that)
So hey. I added Eliz's 1.7k worth of songs.
And still desperately trying to download more songs. And recently, i realised that i don't have this band's songs
-Asian Kung-Fu Generation-
And yes, i recommend that. It's nice if you appreciate those typical jap rock song. (me~)

So...


VIEW'S DISCRETION
extremely horny. no porn however. SO. if you do not even wish to be in content with horny stuffs den i STRONGLY recommend you NOT to watch this. (its frigging funny though)





horny yet funny isn't it?
HAHAHA

Erm. So. FINALLY THE LAST POST IS COMING. HAHAHAHA

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OMG

2 MORE POSTS TO GO.

okay. Let' see. I didn't do much today, went to darren's house to check out his new laptop which somehow became pretty dusty for some reasons i don't know what. Hey. It's not bad ya know?

Intel 2.2GHZ Core 2 Duo Processor
2GB RAM
1GB Robson RAM
Nvidia GeForce 8400
160GH HDD
Free 250GB XHDD

Total: ~$2500

Not that bad huh? So wells. It seems to be running pretty well. And his old desktop feels faster than mine. I'm still gonna blame my damn graphic card. WHEN THE HELL AM I GETTING A NEW ONE. So hey. I'm gonna pester my dad for it. Den maybe my com would run ALITTLE faster.

And my XP is seriously getting jammed up with stuffs i-don't-know-what. Wanted to reformat, but realised that my XP disc is an "upgrade" one. So i think i'll give up reformatting my com back to XP Pro, i'll be trying to crack through
-Windows Vista Ultimate-

Let's just hope that i succeed or my com will be very very screwed up. And if it is, it'll be an excuse for me to upgrade some stuffs. Haix.

Suddenly got ALITTLE bit of interesting in WC3 after seeing darren play. Macro management. Seems like he's pretty good at it. So anyways, I also tried another Softnyx game called
-Wolf Team-
Yes, it is a FPS game like
-Counter-Strike-
But it's much easier t o headshot someone or kill that person. However, this time, they've added a new thing called "wolf form" since it's what the game is about. You'll get to experience this ridiculous transformation from a human into a wolf which only has melee attack which is capable of killing you in 2 "scratches". So well, it's a pretty high-recommended game by me, since you get the fun of killing people easily. haha!

So... And again i'm kinda stuck or busy doing my stuffs. Be prepared for a friggin long last post. haha!!

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oh yea.
I found that, when i hang out with someone, i keep hanging out with that someone. Then, after some what some time. I stop hanging out with that someone that much, then, i hang out with another someone non-stop for some time again.

So in any case.

I went Eliz's hse AGAIN. (can some one tell me why i am spending so much time them?)


So hey. Watched
-butterfly effect-
And yes. It's nice. It's about memories. Very interesting, Oscar award. So hey! Highly recommended.

And we also watched
-4weddings & a funeral-
Another highly recommended show. In the first few seconds of the show.
Fuck, i'm late
fuck.
fuck it.
oh, FUCK.
fuckity fuck.
...
...
FUCK.

So hey! It's frigging interesting.
So if you want to watch something light and you're okay with tons of vulgarities, go ahead. Watch it, it might become your favourite.

And hey. It's another short post. I'm too lazy to post it long nowadays anyways

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4 more posts to go

went out with adriel, jianming, mingchiang, vinson.
yes. no girls. Unless u consider one of them as one.

So hey. We played CS for god knows how long. Well, at least i'm not the lousiest. So hey, we played and played and played. Then, played pool. Lazy elaborate. In fact, i'm feeling kinda tired so i ain't gonna elaborate on anything.

So hey

Watched balls of fury.
Lousy quality, so didn't enjoy it much, but it still has many lol points about it. And i rmb this one sentence very clearly.

-it's better to die like a lion, den to live like a pussy-

man, i lmao on that.
so hey. I ain't gonna write much liao. Tired.

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hey?!

When did i get so close to eliz and mingli. HMM...
So in anycase, went to Vinson's hse today, "fixed" his o2mania. Doodle alittle at his hse with E&M there. After awhile, they have already started rotting. So well, went out of his house. Went back to Pasir interchange.

Supposed to go eliz's hse. They boarded the bus. I didn't know.
I went to the shop to buy drink. And WOW. They suddenly realised that i wasn't on the bus, called me. For some reason or another, or maybe(should be) i say wrongly, that i'm going eliz's hse also. They decided to come down the bus to wait for me. But in anycase. I saw E waddle through the wet field. She walked very far.
Around
1step?
And woots. Her slipper got stuck in the mud. I mean, i was at one end and couldn't see that well what EXACTLY was happening, but it's still frigging interesting.

So hell. In the end came my house.
AGAIN.
So this time, i totally shut my mum up before she could say anything and watched. uh...
-Secret-
??
But oh wells. I don't know why but it seems that they like to travel alot. They came my house for around 2hours or so and they left. Hmm... Oh wells, i mean, quite fun lah, but quite boliao, i rmb i last time also got some friends who like to venture around singapore alot. They think they foreigners izzit.

so well. Played pingpong again.
Downloaded balls of fury but it's the camcorder version which REALLY sucks.
So hey! I'm back here and i feel that i can type faster by abit liao le. Quite fun isn't it? I think that RI's IT people sucks. I mean, "as i've heard from matthew" they can type almost twice as fast as me or matthew can type. Their way of typing is cool i must say.

So hey! It's 5 more posts before i change anything.
Pretty caught up with the pace of my life, so... Still haven't finish the blogskin. LOL. Change idea and layout again. This is the 4th or 5th time i change liao. zzz

So hey. People, i THINK i will be pretty bored this holidays. Feel free to jio me out. haha

anyways, here's a video to enjoy. laugh ur ass out if you want

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OKAY.
I OWE A BIG APOLOGY TO ELIZABETH FROM AHS 2J.

SORRRRYYYYY

Well, what happen. I drag her down my bed and made her bang her head. =.=ll
So... I thought it was her butt but it was actually her head... So UH.. sorry larh!!! Not THAT intentional. =/

So got my results. Subject combi. Which is sad to say i couldn't take art. Because of a certain CML or a DB, don't allow any 7subj people to take ANY OTHER subject, which includes those type of additional subjects... SOOO...
I won't complain that this is so fucking and frigging unreasonable, i won't complain that this is SIMPLY a process of burying talents which they ARE supposed to FIND. Well, i don't even wanna talk about how they just put aside all the appeal letters and went straight to a CONFERENCE which consists mainly of one part TALKING and the other LISTENING.

So hey! It wasn't that bad. They're just forcing us and restricting our choices! Not too shabby isn't it?

In any case, i realised that what i've been trying to do and achieve, even though it always seems to be failing me, it's actually working quite well.

So in anycase. Today mingz and ellie came my hse. For what? No idea. Just for fun and laughter. Though it's not fun since they came, along with the flu i passed to them. And they seemed so tired, and in anycase, we went to Adriel's hse shortly after. They're as bored as they were in my house. But at least they slept. Quite peacefully

So well. Had a pretty normal day passing by. Tmr. I wonder how it'll be like.

Sometimes, it just sucks when you have so much to say in your head but you just can't say it out, don't it?