Freedomstrike

#500 my final memories

2007-11-22T19:52:00.001+08:00

Post number 500.
I guess it's the end of my p6 ~ sec2 memories.

I feel like writing alot of stuffs in it, but yet i'm kinda scared of people reading it. So in anycase. For today, it shall be here.
You will be able to view tis from
Thursday, November 22nd 9pm GMT+8
till
Friday, November 23rd 9pm GMT +8

As you can see. U're redirected from x-techbiz.blogspot.com to freedomstrike.blogspot.com

But after tmr, 9pm, you'll be able to access x-techbiz.blogspot.com and that freedomstrike.blogspot.com will be encrypted with a password, i won't call it encrypted since it's a really simple script. So if you're able to get through den good for you, if not den too bad.

I'll start with the recent happenings. My internet went down for quite a moment. Which is quite pissifying. After trying for a very long time, i decided to give the call help center a call. I've watched many videos about how slack those "consultants" are. But i didn't exactly realised that it was a reality.

My dad tried first. He started pressing buttons on the phone to get to the correct "subject". So at the end, the person kept telling him to wait. He was so pissed. He went "fuck lah, i pay for it and you don't want pick up my phone? fuck him lah" Well, i rarely hear him scold vulgarities, so it's a pretty fresh thing to me. Well, it doesn't seemed to be bothering him when he just said that when i'm infront of him, so i guess i'm all grown up to him. =O

So, he gave up. I decided to try.
I called.
s - starhub
z - me
s "please press "1" for english .... .... ..."
z "1"
s "for enquires for phone and banking or whatsoever press "1" for .... press "2" for starhub broadband connection, press "3"
z "3"
s "for maxonline, press "1", for ... "2" .... .. "3"
z "1"
s "for change of address, pres "1" for .... press "2" to speak with our TRAINED consultants, press "3"
z "3"

*rings*
s "please hold while your call will be transferred to a trained customer consultant"
*music*
s "sorry to keep you waiting, your calls are important to us. PLEASE HOLD"
*music*
s "our customer consultants are still busy, you can call/fax/email blah blah at blah blah.
alternatively, you can continue to hold and we will attend to you shortly."
*music*
s "our customer consultants are still busy, you can call/fax/email blah blah at blah blah.
alternatively, you can continue to hold and we will attend to you shortly."
*music
s "our customer consultants are still busy, you can call/fax/email blah blah at blah blah.
alternatively, you can continue to hold and we will attend to you shortly."
*music*
s "our customer consultants are still busy, you can call/fax/email blah blah at blah blah.
alternatively, you can continue to hold and we will attend to you shortly."
*music*
s "our customer consultants are still busy, you can call/fax/email blah blah at blah blah.
alternatively, you can continue to hold and we will attend to you shortly."
*music*
s "our customer consultants are still busy, you can call/fax/email blah blah at blah blah.
alternatively, you can continue to hold and we will attend to you shortly."
*music*
s "our customer consultants are still busy, you can call/fax/email blah blah at blah blah.
alternatively, you can continue to hold and we will attend to you shortly."
*music*

Yes, it repeated that same msg for 7times. Finally~ That bastard picked up the phone (i left my phone on the table with loudspeaker for it to ring).

"Hello, i am ___. How may i help you today?"
(i wanted to say, you could start by picking up the call earlier)
But anyways, i passed the phone to my brother. And my brother was like, yes yes. We've tried this but can't. No, we've tried this. YES, WE TRIED TIS TOO. So anyways, finally, the internet could work. But only for one computer, guess i screwed up the router.

Damn, quite a few interesting stuffs happened. But i forgot. Oh wells.
Firstly.
I've regained my status of "Animizer"
I'm back to anime again. NO. DON'T GIVE ME THAT "=.=ll AGAIN?" look.
Oh yea, AHS, pretty irritating. Our class posting should have been posted by now but some how one way or another they just refuse to announce it. They think they funny. I just can't understand how lag their system works.

And yea. I'm finally going to be 15. I am finally going to be officially teen.

Since it's the last post, i'm going to change myself. (or at least try to)
i'm going to list down what i think of myself, or at least what i wanted to be.
Brags alot
Craps alot
Never much intended to be nice
Sleeps in classes
Never do my homework
kaobei people, quite oftenly. (i think)
acts gay now and then
seems to have mood swings
extreme change in mood or attitude
did not think much of studies
focused on only IT
never really was involved in love
skeptical about relationships and life
kept one too many secrets to thyself
i wanted to be someone at the back to support who ever who needed help.
even though he/she may not realise it, i will always be there if you need me.

Now, i'm going to talk about my experiments.

I realised that, it is always impossible to please 2 parties at the same time. If you want one side to be happy, you have to sacrifice one side. Trust me, even if both sides seems happy, that is only temporary.

Reasons why i kept my eyes small and slept alot. Why i give off that "you're-so-sleepy-impression". Is because i realised that, when you're in that state, you can conceal practically everything about you. When i'm happy, i'm sad, i'm angry, i'm jealous or whatsoever. It is so much easier to conceal you're own feelings and continue showing that same expression. When u're feeling high, when u're feeling sick, no one would know.

I experimented not hanging out or talking much to my "clique". Realised that, it's not me who changed. It is everyone else. If you can even remember what kind of a person you were at the start of the year, you guys would realised how much you've changed. How much your jokes ain't funny, how much you've kaobei the teacher.

And a few other experiments regarding computer. In terms of my sitting position, my eyes and whatsoever. I use the computer for at least 6~8hrs in normal school time, at least 14hrs or more during holidays and weekends, my eyesight improved from P6. After all that, my short-sightedness is only 25degrees. I have shan1 guang1, 50 degrees. That is from looking at the sun too oftenly. So this experiment totally worked.

I've experimented trying to like a girl. Well, yes. Seriously. Well, i've tried many stuffs. However, maybe it's because i'm looking into the matter with the wrong attitude, this failed.

And i have found out that time what i'm feeling. When i talked about my "instinctive feelings". Being able to see the future or whatsoever. And yes. I found out the reason why i was about to do that. It wasn't my feeling. It was my thoughts. I think too much about the possible scenarios which might happen with each action. And yes, it is possible to do so. A professional can think of around 2 ~ 4 scenarios withing a second, even if i am not that great, there is alot of time between each stuffs which happen, seems like i think too much, and discarded my thought too quickly before it actually materialize, thinking that "nah, that's impossible"

Or so i can say that i am a person who likes to dream of doing the impossible. Or rather, dreaming of the impossible happening to me.

With all that said, i am going to abandon my old-self and restart my life all over again. Well, i don't think it's so easy but heck. What i have learnt is that. The most important element in success is not your hardwork. But your confidence and determination.
In anycase. The new me would be "geekified" & "otakufied".
If you don't know the meaning of "otaku", go check up on the internet yourself.

okay, i sian liao. bye bye. kai hong.

just 1 more to go

2007-11-15T20:18:00.000+08:00

POST #499

OKAY. JUST ONE MORE POST TO GO.

Since there's just one more to go. I may drag the post for a very long time. HAHAHA?
Eh. Let's see. I forgot to mention this but i borrowed a THICK book called
-Javascript 2nd Edition-
As you can see. It is what it is.

Revising and taking note of the points i forget or haven't learn.

So...
I finally found out what make that "GRRRHHHH GRRRHHHH" kind of sound in my CPU. Or rather, when the fan turns too fast and you hear that "screeching" sound? yea.
I realised that my processor that fan is frigging dirty. Wanted to take a photo of it, but, i guess it just slipped my mind. Besides, my phone's camera sucks, doubt you can see much other than black black.

And yea. I'm seriously updating myself on music. =/ (been friggin lag on that)
So hey. I added Eliz's 1.7k worth of songs.
And still desperately trying to download more songs. And recently, i realised that i don't have this band's songs
-Asian Kung-Fu Generation-
And yes, i recommend that. It's nice if you appreciate those typical jap rock song. (me~)

So...

VIEW'S DISCRETION
extremely horny. no porn however. SO. if you do not even wish to be in content with horny stuffs den i STRONGLY recommend you NOT to watch this. (its frigging funny though)

horny yet funny isn't it?
HAHAHA

Erm. So. FINALLY THE LAST POST IS COMING. HAHAHAHA

#498 just 2 more?!

2007-11-14T21:49:00.000+08:00

OMG

2 MORE POSTS TO GO.

okay. Let' see. I didn't do much today, went to darren's house to check out his new laptop which somehow became pretty dusty for some reasons i don't know what. Hey. It's not bad ya know?

Intel 2.2GHZ Core 2 Duo Processor
2GB RAM
1GB Robson RAM
Nvidia GeForce 8400
160GH HDD
Free 250GB XHDD

Total: ~$2500

Not that bad huh? So wells. It seems to be running pretty well. And his old desktop feels faster than mine. I'm still gonna blame my damn graphic card. WHEN THE HELL AM I GETTING A NEW ONE. So hey. I'm gonna pester my dad for it. Den maybe my com would run ALITTLE faster.

And my XP is seriously getting jammed up with stuffs i-don't-know-what. Wanted to reformat, but realised that my XP disc is an "upgrade" one. So i think i'll give up reformatting my com back to XP Pro, i'll be trying to crack through
-Windows Vista Ultimate-

Let's just hope that i succeed or my com will be very very screwed up. And if it is, it'll be an excuse for me to upgrade some stuffs. Haix.

Suddenly got ALITTLE bit of interesting in WC3 after seeing darren play. Macro management. Seems like he's pretty good at it. So anyways, I also tried another Softnyx game called
-Wolf Team-
Yes, it is a FPS game like
-Counter-Strike-
But it's much easier t o headshot someone or kill that person. However, this time, they've added a new thing called "wolf form" since it's what the game is about. You'll get to experience this ridiculous transformation from a human into a wolf which only has melee attack which is capable of killing you in 2 "scratches". So well, it's a pretty high-recommended game by me, since you get the fun of killing people easily. haha!

So... And again i'm kinda stuck or busy doing my stuffs. Be prepared for a friggin long last post. haha!!

3 more to go

2007-11-12T21:20:00.000+08:00

oh yea.
I found that, when i hang out with someone, i keep hanging out with that someone. Then, after some what some time. I stop hanging out with that someone that much, then, i hang out with another someone non-stop for some time again.

So in any case.

I went Eliz's hse AGAIN. (can some one tell me why i am spending so much time them?)

So hey. Watched
-butterfly effect-
And yes. It's nice. It's about memories. Very interesting, Oscar award. So hey! Highly recommended.

And we also watched
-4weddings & a funeral-
Another highly recommended show. In the first few seconds of the show.
Fuck, i'm late
fuck.
fuck it.
oh, FUCK.
fuckity fuck.
...
...
FUCK.

So hey! It's frigging interesting.
So if you want to watch something light and you're okay with tons of vulgarities, go ahead. Watch it, it might become your favourite.

And hey. It's another short post. I'm too lazy to post it long nowadays anyways

4 more to go

2007-11-11T20:31:00.000+08:00

4 more posts to go

went out with adriel, jianming, mingchiang, vinson.
yes. no girls. Unless u consider one of them as one.

So hey. We played CS for god knows how long. Well, at least i'm not the lousiest. So hey, we played and played and played. Then, played pool. Lazy elaborate. In fact, i'm feeling kinda tired so i ain't gonna elaborate on anything.

So hey

Watched balls of fury.
Lousy quality, so didn't enjoy it much, but it still has many lol points about it. And i rmb this one sentence very clearly.

-it's better to die like a lion, den to live like a pussy-

man, i lmao on that.
so hey. I ain't gonna write much liao. Tired.

5 more to go

2007-11-10T23:03:00.000+08:00

hey?!

When did i get so close to eliz and mingli. HMM...
So in anycase, went to Vinson's hse today, "fixed" his o2mania. Doodle alittle at his hse with E&M there. After awhile, they have already started rotting. So well, went out of his house. Went back to Pasir interchange.

Supposed to go eliz's hse. They boarded the bus. I didn't know.
I went to the shop to buy drink. And WOW. They suddenly realised that i wasn't on the bus, called me. For some reason or another, or maybe(should be) i say wrongly, that i'm going eliz's hse also. They decided to come down the bus to wait for me. But in anycase. I saw E waddle through the wet field. She walked very far.
Around
1step?
And woots. Her slipper got stuck in the mud. I mean, i was at one end and couldn't see that well what EXACTLY was happening, but it's still frigging interesting.

So hell. In the end came my house.
AGAIN.
So this time, i totally shut my mum up before she could say anything and watched. uh...
-Secret-
??
But oh wells. I don't know why but it seems that they like to travel alot. They came my house for around 2hours or so and they left. Hmm... Oh wells, i mean, quite fun lah, but quite boliao, i rmb i last time also got some friends who like to venture around singapore alot. They think they foreigners izzit.

so well. Played pingpong again.
Downloaded balls of fury but it's the camcorder version which REALLY sucks.
So hey! I'm back here and i feel that i can type faster by abit liao le. Quite fun isn't it? I think that RI's IT people sucks. I mean, "as i've heard from matthew" they can type almost twice as fast as me or matthew can type. Their way of typing is cool i must say.

So hey! It's 5 more posts before i change anything.
Pretty caught up with the pace of my life, so... Still haven't finish the blogskin. LOL. Change idea and layout again. This is the 4th or 5th time i change liao. zzz

So hey. People, i THINK i will be pretty bored this holidays. Feel free to jio me out. haha

anyways, here's a video to enjoy. laugh ur ass out if you want

SORRY elizabeth!!!

2007-11-09T23:06:00.000+08:00

OKAY.
I OWE A BIG APOLOGY TO ELIZABETH FROM AHS 2J.

SORRRRYYYYY

Well, what happen. I drag her down my bed and made her bang her head. =.=ll
So... I thought it was her butt but it was actually her head... So UH.. sorry larh!!! Not THAT intentional. =/

So got my results. Subject combi. Which is sad to say i couldn't take art. Because of a certain CML or a DB, don't allow any 7subj people to take ANY OTHER subject, which includes those type of additional subjects... SOOO...
I won't complain that this is so fucking and frigging unreasonable, i won't complain that this is SIMPLY a process of burying talents which they ARE supposed to FIND. Well, i don't even wanna talk about how they just put aside all the appeal letters and went straight to a CONFERENCE which consists mainly of one part TALKING and the other LISTENING.

So hey! It wasn't that bad. They're just forcing us and restricting our choices! Not too shabby isn't it?

In any case, i realised that what i've been trying to do and achieve, even though it always seems to be failing me, it's actually working quite well.

So in anycase. Today mingz and ellie came my hse. For what? No idea. Just for fun and laughter. Though it's not fun since they came, along with the flu i passed to them. And they seemed so tired, and in anycase, we went to Adriel's hse shortly after. They're as bored as they were in my house. But at least they slept. Quite peacefully

So well. Had a pretty normal day passing by. Tmr. I wonder how it'll be like.

Sometimes, it just sucks when you have so much to say in your head but you just can't say it out, don't it?

7more to go.

2007-11-08T11:12:00.000+08:00

within a flash.
2D chalet is officially over.

Well...
it was kinda fun, but it just feels lyk smth is lacking from it. Enthusiasm? Cooperation? No idea, just feels like there is something missing.
photos?

WAIT LAH. Haven't put inside com yet. Got time den do. HAH.

So... During the share your whatever in chalet. I didn't say anything lah. So i'll just write it here. the goods and bads.

Well, 2D is a fun class, no way anyone can deny that. Though i slept throughout most of the time, it's not like i turned a blind eye to everything. the conflicts withing the class. Pretty interesting, pretty intense. The guys had some conflicts, pretty much all is those "hidden" conflicts. Not in the sense that no one else noes, just that the 2 parties will feel lyk there is something but it isn't exactly there.
The girls, pretty much interesting. Conflicts here and there. Cliques formed and eliminated. Many pissed, many cried. Most just can't learn to let go. Back-stabbing. Actually, it isn't that bad. People just need to know when to talk and when to shut up. that's all.
The chalet was fun. However, if it is a class chalet, i think we should just spend more time with each other rather than doing stuffs on your own and only gather around at night and stuffs like that.

In anycase, i shan't say more about it. Just a few sentences i want to say to 2D.

2D is probably the only class in whole of AHS to have 24guys and 14girls.
For 2D, it's not about whether if you CAN do it, it's whether if you WANT to do it.
Sometimes, if you just think more about others than yourself, things will be better.
If you want something to work out, you must be resolute.

okay, that's all for the msg to 2D. Well, after visiting Ben's blog, i decided to do the individual msgs as well. So here goes.

Ang Hong:
Urh, well. Got to know you better in BeiJing, realised you're also interested in Anime and Manga. So... jiayou?

HuiLu:
For some reasons, i think you don't really like my attitude. Well, i don't don't like you. Just that you're pretty dumb and lame here and there. xDD

Charmaine:
Talked to ya on the phone. Know ya better from there. Come'on larh. Think so much for what. Emo so much for what. Well, honestly, don't really like you, but don't hate ya either. Basically, just don't anyhow express your feelings.

CuiFen:
don't really know ya other than that u lyk hitsugaya and in com club. lol

JunYao:
Hey! My supposed-ly wife in BeiJing. Uh. Don't really know you that well either, just slightly shy and uh... GOOD LUCK?

Yvonne:
uh. 2years liao ley.

Sheena:
Hey yo. Don't be so emo. Rmb, the past is the past, just keep looking forward.

Shelley:
hmm... Friendly, St. Johns, shy to some extent, like to talk pretty much, tanned, kinda fun, kinda subjected to peer pressure, what else do i know about ya?

HuiMin:
really quiet. Really didn't talk to you much. Speak up!

Del:
witch-laughter. Quite self centered. Impossible to get u to say out who you like. lol. So well, stay happy as always!

LiHui:
UH. Why so skinny. EAT MORE LAH. Sad ley, u going IP liao, most probably won't ever see you again unless got some kind of 2D stuffs. And yea, i'll remember ya!

Melissa:
2years liao ley. You blur blur that type de. Haha, and hey, i think you'll look better if you change your hairstyle, wear ur clothes differently... Yea, you'll turn out nice.

TingEn:
Super enthu. Super crappy. Super lame. For some reason, i don't know why, i think my nose sensitive to ya, have a "weird" smell ard ya. xDD

ZhuYun:
YO NAI3 NAI1. Thanks alot with the various stuffs yea? 2years too! Cya next year!

Ben:
hmm... I WHERE GOT FLIRT ALOT. WTH. The pot calling the kettle black!! dun so AP lah. Not funny okay. LOL. Nxt year seperated liao, can't see ur AP monkey face le. HAIX.

Deon:
For some reason, our relationship turned better towards the end of the year. YOU AH. If happy be happy, if pissed be pissed. You like happy act pissed, den pissed act happy de lorh. zzz

YuanZhao:
AHHHHH!! Where are you?! Hey. don't be so horny larh, basket, whole day. SUWERN SISTER!! *rocks the bed* HAHA. jiayou! most prob same class nxt year yea?

Godwin:
yea, you'll be alot better off if you don't be so gay or hang out with girls that much. haha?

Jav:
YOU AH. haix. Dunno turning into what liao. At first, black black one, NOW? Can't really even see you larh! wth. And your M-genes damn powerful, control it larh.

KiaMeng:
HMM... I will always remember how many pimples there are on your face. I will remember that you like basketball and i will remember your "joseph, no joeph!"

KangLei:
ah seh. BBall player. So obsessed with it for what?! Rich kid, i THRASH you in Chinese Chess arh!!!

KaiHong:
hello. hi.
How are you? Fine.

HoMing:
uh... i only know that u have some cool attire and testerogen inbalance.

ChunKit:
uh... BE A MAN, DO THE RIGHT THING.

Matt:
OH. WHY GO IP. Now no one would understand what i says. Now, good luck with whatever competitions you have and. THINK LOWLY OF YOURSELF. xDDD

WenJie:
Well, i don't really know you much, other than you lag alot? Well. Jiayous, stop lagging

ShenZhen:
time to slim down boy. well, the good thing about being fat is that you have big boobs which surpasses girls in our class. keep crapping!

MingGuan:
ya noe, even though you look like that. you still can mingle around alot you know. JK JK. Don't loner larh. you look so sad everyday. haha!

MingChiang:
Peer pressure? haha. Harddo gay. 2years. Different class le. Sian. hah. GOOD LUCK!

Qin:
Egoistic creature. Yes, you can go kao bei everyone, dun touch me can liao. HAHA. we spent a FANTASTIC night in the chalet didn't we. HAHA.

Jos:
hey blackie! Stay black and bo chap forever! HAHA

Victor:
Lame la lame la. I'll miss your lameness. good luck next year!

JiaHong:
so tall for what. Hais. I so tall beside you also feel short. i see M-genes in you too! jiayous nxt year!

Brian:
aww, less one person to talk to me about com stuffs liao. lol. well. Stay happy and interact with more people!

Marc:
AWW. Another geek gone. jiayous! LOVES -O2JAM-BATTEFIELD-

WuYu:
u're not that bad, just too gay.

KaiLiang:
rich ass. great tt u chionged ur studies. lols. n ur acting kinda sucks. but hey~ jiayous n gd luk nxt year!

JiaSheng:
ur life revolves around women and guns. Stay horny. Stay crappy. (u might wanna change ur hairstyle)

OKAY. That's it!
Kinda long but short anyways. Dammit. I went to eliz's hse to fix her computer ytd. And yea. I fixed it. Not that sloopy yea? Watched SAW II and bedazzled. Okay, at first, i thought that SAW is a scary movie. But now, i think it's a frigging SADDISTIC show. I mean, it's like wtf?

The torture is like. uh... very saddistic can liao. But i recommend u to watch it if u're in for some really saddistic stuffs.

Well. lazy write anymore le. haha.

8more to go!

2007-11-04T21:02:00.000+08:00

hey yo!

8 MORE POSTS TO GO!

Tmr is the 2D chalet liao!
Haven't pack anything yet. Well, monday ~ fri still nid go school. Need bring extra this and that. Seems like no one's bringing a laptop. It's gonna be pretty boring. HAIX.

So well. No computer no internet. No posts for 3days. I know you're sad. But dun worry.
I am a resourceful person! I might just come back home just to post. =.=?

Wells.
Advancing to Heroes episode 13 liao.

Ah. Still thinking about my uniform. Long pants liao. HAHAHA. hmm... I really hope i can keep long hair in school. Haiz, sian, only can keep fringe. But wow. My hair now not very long, not short, den look kind of like nerd in some sense. haha!

Man!

I heard that there are 5rooms in the chalet. Quite fun and quite sad. Means the guys and girls 100% not sleeping together liao. HAH!
Not THAT interesting if we're not sleeping all in a bunch issit? I mean, some people have the habit of drooling and kicking around.... It'll be pretty interesting i guess.

okay. back to hero. lazy. xDDD

9more to go!

2007-11-03T20:17:00.000+08:00

9 MORE POSTS TO GO

okay, think i haven't been posting that... Regularly in a sense. Pretty busy and caught up with some stuffs.
first things first, i have another game to recommend.
And this would be your oh-so-familiar MMORPG game.

So.. it's called
-2moons-

ya ya, the name is lame i know, but the graphics are NOT bad. It's something like guild wars, silkroad online or RYL online, stuffs like that. Pretty interesting i must say.
if ya ever interested? here's the link
http://2moons.acclaim.com/

so, i borrowed
-Heroes-

From yujun, a FREAKING interesting show. I love HIRO from HERO. He's damn cool, and funny. okay. i today abit impatient, going back to watch the show. replies to tags later. hah

10more to go

2007-11-02T09:49:00.000+08:00

okay. FINALLY THE 490TH POST.

10more to go.

GO GO GO.
Which means... Around 10days left for me to change everything.
10more days.

So, let's see, maths bridging and chalet falls on the same date. Should pon anot. Oh wells, it isn'tthat bad anyways, u just wake up in the morning at like 6.30am and you go school for nothing, sit there and do some stupid work the teacher gives out ever so easily.
Look on the bright side, you're just wasting 1hr of your life.

MARC.
If you reading this. BRING YOUR LAPTOP TO THE CHALET.
(a ton of activities has been planned for it)
And people who have small/portable speakers, please bring as well. It wouldn't be that boring if there is music around.

In anycase, in school lib now, waiting for that tard to give us the 7subj briefing, whatever it may be. It wouldn't be good.
Will be posting another cosplay photo of tifa when i'm back home. HAH.

Yawns, later than add-on, nothing to say

omg! tifa

2007-10-31T21:22:00.000+08:00

omg.

i actually found a photo on the internet.
Someone cosplaying as Tifa.
Oh god. It's soooooo real!
how can anyone be so chio?! Even though she don't look exactly like tifa, that 80% already makes her chioer than probably anyone else i've seen.

okay, this view doesn't makes her look that great but it's still good. Nice figure.
~.~

okay. Skipping that.

eh, guys, sry if i "scared" ya today, well, in anycase, don't bother asking me anything, there are somethings that are better left unknown.

Well. Cheryl arh, sorry arh, but i not posting about processors this time, no one's that interested about it. hah. Well.
it's
-HALLOWEEN-
today. Supposed to go out with yu jun sha and sean and mayb others but somehow it was cancelled. AW, dammit, it's supposed to be my FIRST halloween party!!! Damn. Nevermind, let's try again next year.

And dammit again. I brought up the matter of dyeing my hair to my mum. It was an instant "NO". But heck. I HAVE to try it no matter what. Since she dun allow me go shop dye or highlight. I DO IT MYSELF.
(honestly, i damn scared i screw up)

Reason?
Instead of dyeing, i felt like bleaching my hair. In the sense that... I will probably have to dye my hair again to get it black in color. haha? So in any case, i've chose my color. Golden orange. Or something like that. Oh wells. It's pretty stupid but let's hope it works. Another 1+half week more to go before i can go dye my hair.

Still no news about any jobs. Hmm... What the heck, don't wan go macdonalds! It's pretty fun, but it pretty sucks too.
okay. kind of in a rush.

#488 12more to go

2007-10-29T20:58:00.000+08:00

Just 12 more post to go...

Went back to the skin making. Finally realized how to modify and use some of the scripts to my own use. Now stuck between doing a Graphic based layout or a Script based layout. Either way, it'll be pretty cool.
(or at least i hope it will be larh)

And i realised that

Is actually not dual-core, but a FREAKING
-QUAD CORE-
OOOHHHH. *DROOOOOOOOOLS*

I am aiming for that. Wait for me!!
So let me do a short summary on why a Quad-Core is something which i really freaking want to have.
It has
-8mb L2 cache
-4processing cores

okay, it might not seem big. But you see, all of your current computer only have a 2mb L2 cache, unless you have a dual-core which makes it a 4mb L2 cache.
With 4 processing cores. It literally means that you can do 2times what you can do on a dual-core. You can now render graphics, compress videos and multi-task 2times faster!

For gaming experience,
Asset Streaming
Physics Effects
Terrain Generation
3D Rendering

Would be done at almost 2X faster. Producing super smooth quality gaming. I mean. It's kind of like wtf.

But hey. Every good stuffs has it's down part. First of, the release time between dual-core and quad-core is too quick. So what is the Quad-core actually made of?
It's actually something like 2dual-core stuck together. However, it isn't a 1piece thing unlike the dual-core. Hence, even though it IS definately faster, it doesn't produce the full power of what a quad-core can actually do.

So forget about that... Since i don't think many would understand what the hell i'm talking about.

Maths bridging sure is stupid. I kind of wish that i had done better for my exams. But heck, it's over. Let's just concentrate on the stupid bridging and get it done with.
(sh*t, still thinkin abt my computer)

Nothing much now. tata

#487

2007-10-28T21:12:00.000+08:00

okay. i can't believe i didn't post for lyk 2 or 3days.
Pretty busy with some stuffs.
Keep forgetting to post.

Okay, anyways.
The latest recommendation which is a game is...
-World In Conflict-

http://www.worldinconflict.com

Well. Obviously the game's not free. But if u're looking for a RTS strategy game with super cool graphics and commands. That's one of the games for u.

Well. Even with all that said. I think that this game is SLIGHTLY too short. Or maybe because i chiong like siao. Completed the game in 2days. 14 missions altogether. Some with time limit, some without. The turn of events is what makes the game really exciting, unexpected ambush, kana cut off of your own supplies, no reinforcements, very limited amount of soldiers.

With each objectives/order suddenly given out, you have to advance, suddenly asking you to retreat or back up your allies. It's pretty realistic, you can deal more damage to your enemy if you hit them from their flanks, soldiers can receive protection by hiding in buildings or among the trees. So well, i think the most realistic thing about the game is the smoke, dust and explosions. Super clear. Dust and all that will also reduce ur visibility of ur troops and all that. Hence, this is almost a MUST-PLAY type of game.

So in the mean time, i'm going to try to download
-Joint Task Force-
It's similar to WIC but it's abt more futuristic weapons and all that.

Okay, so here are the chanbara crap i promised to upload.

well. 2 man holding a toy sword.

Start of war

Mid or end of war

Sorry arh. Didn't take much of the "during war" pictures. Too absorbed in laughing my arse off the people who got whacked. Those who got ganged are pretty sad i must say.

okay. I went for my cousin's 21st year old birthday BBQ at coasta sands yesterday. As far as i can tell, there is about 60% of the people whom i can't recognize, the remaining 40% are my relatives whom i see them like, once per... 9 months or years or so.
So, you can kinda imagine the type of feeling i have when i was there. In anycase, i saw some of the "more frequently" met cousins or so. Well, hold-behold! In such a "short" time. They've grew. Some grew so much taller than before. But hey! I'm the tallest. BWAHAHAHAHA. Even with those 20+ year olds. I'M STILL THE TALLEST.
I AM YOUR KAMI-SAMA.

Okay, forget that. In anycase, i saw some people "cosplaying" or what you call that when people dress up for halloween. When i first saw that, i was like... "cool!" Cause i didn't know that there'll be people cosplaying in SG. But i suddenly saw that BIG BANNER on top of escape which wrote.
"HALLOWEEN"

And oh! Hey, those people dress up pretty cool. With those spastic white faces and alot ALOT of make up. So hey. Drop by downtown east and spot them out. Sadly, my camera kind sucks like shit in the dark so the pics are blur and no point uploading them.

So let's see. 13 more post to go.
Okay. Now about today. Went to vivo. Walked around. Moved to HabourFront Center. Walked around. went back to vivo. Walked around again. Went back to HarbourFront Center.
Finally bought a... (what?!)
-Jacket-
A not very cool one at that. My first one was, black with white stripes, 2nd one was white with black strips. Now. This is. white with THIN black strips.
Uh. Somehow i wasn't able to get out of the loop. Oh wells, at least this feels pretty comfortable.

So hey. I lazy write anymore le. But i have some request to make.
ANYONE WITH FRIENDS PARENTS OR WHOEVER WHO HAVE CONNECTIONS WITH COMPUTER STUFFS. CAN YOU HELP ME TO GET A LOWEST PRICE FOR A GRAPHIC CARD? -Nvidia GeForce7900-

2ndly,
ANYONE WHO ARE TAKING UP JOBS OR HAVEN'T TAKE YET BUT WANT TAKE? PLEASE ASK ME ALONG ALSO. I'M DESPERATELY TRYING TO GET $$$.

chanbara?

2007-10-25T19:44:00.000+08:00

okay.
Stick fighting today.
Chanbara or whatever the heck you call it. It's a traditional japanese art originated from Kenjutsu or whatever you call that.

So... The girls learnt self-defence, one which they very proudly boasted to me about, is that they can counter me if i pulled their hair. So without much ado, i pulled their hair.
-First one, "AH!", no reaction
-2nd one, "what the hell?!", walks away
-3rd one, "NOT READY LARH".

Okay. Pretty disappointed. I was hoping they would lyk, show me some cool moves or smth lyk that. But all so... Stereo one! walao.

okay. I haven' upload the photos yet. But i promise i'll do that tmr.
Next, since tmr is the last day of school. I'm really frigging tempted to style my hair like crazy. Now i've decided to do it. But to do it in school... Or before school? Hmm... gonna waste alot of wax... My hair's gonna be friggin hard.

Well, like i care. Hope the teacher don't mind some fun at the last day of school. haha! Ahh!!! If i get caught how. That's the main concern. Oh wells. Whatever it is. It's the last day. =/

tis is bad. stuck.

2007-10-24T19:24:00.000+08:00

okay.
Let's just say that.
I'm fuckingly "selected" to be in the 7subject class.
But heck. I die die also appeal liao.

However.
People always say to plan ahead. And well. I did. I'm in Art. Hence, there is a high possibility that i wouldn't be in the 7subject. I would NEVER drop my Physics and A Maths. Those are like extension of my body. Let's just hope that. I would get into 8subjects, and i can live a normal school life.

In anycase. After -some- persuasion from ThattMatt... Me and Kanglei decided to go Sakae with them instead of going me going to KangL's hse.
who went?
-Matt
-SMG
-Marc
-Kang
-Me
-Del
-Char
-LiH
-HuiM
-TingE
-Mel
-Von
So hey. Took pretty much alot of pictures. Here's some...

first order i think...

2nd order...

I think that this's a nice shot.

uh.. cup?

Marc tryin to do the 30plates combo. Mouth filled with. Sushi.

Okay. Results
Marc - 30
Matthew - 24
KangLei - 23
Me - 20
MingGuan - 15
Total = 112

That's the amt of plates each of us eat. 1 plate = 2sushi.
Pretty cool. I finally decided to open my mouth and invite some raw fish into it. It was like. Wow. Unagi is not bad! But no way i'm gonna try raw salmon. think if i eat that sure kana lao sai. No way i'm gonna risk my stomach just because of such a stupid thing.

Let's see.
Stick-fighting. it's whereby you pick up a stick and start hitting another person. I forgot what's the name of that stupid activity we're doing tmr. But hell, depending on my mood. I'm gonna hood that person upside down. Well, i may not be strong... but there's reactions to count on. You don't have to hit the other person, just don't get hit. lols.

oh. good and bad

2007-10-23T18:20:00.000+08:00

good and bad news.

Bad news first. For me to not kana 7subj class. Nid at least avg 61. Which sadly i don't think i did. Unless by some miraculous miracle that the person type it wrongly. I think i'm done for in the 7subj class.

Good news.
I was accepted to take the art as a subject.

Hence, i die die at least get into double sci. Or else i'm gonna screw that b--- up.
And oh. Finally i trust my instincts totally for once. Woke up in the morning. Feeling pretty cold. But rain had stopped. (or rather it's only a drizzle). Well, after awhile you would feel warm again right? But somehow my instincts told me.
"Bring a jacket, bring a jacket!"

Hence, i brought. And the bus i took. It was a W-O-W. It's like. Freezing. It's colder than ur refrigerator. But not colder than ur freezer lah~ And see everyone kinda shivering. And out pops my jacket! Even though still abit cold. But wow. It really saved me.

Okay. I'm terribly bored. Have a couple of stuffs up at hand but can't really be bothered to do it. And crap.
I'm clearing out my XDD.
-Burned 10DVDs-
Cleared up around 49GB or so... But still going on. hmmm.... Think i'll stop for today. Feeling really tired. Still can't decide tmr wan go sakae anot. And i just realised that, i might have a decayed tooth. Or my wisdom tooth is growing out. Whatever. All i know that it hurts. lol.

weekends are good.

2007-10-21T14:03:00.000+08:00

ya know. I love free days.
Like weekends, public holidays and all that. So much free time to do what ever i want.

And hence, recently, i embarked on a personal "project" or what so ever. To create somehow an original anime character.
Well, drawing it with a pencil would be really easy and hence i tried it with
-Photoshop CS3

Bingo!
It was hard. =.=ll

So far work until like this...

Not that bad huh?
Wasted alot of time on it. (i'm a photoshop newbie)
well.
I drew it using mainly brush. The normal circle one. lol. Tried using the tablet. But it sucks, shld haf gotten a better one. Well, there wasn't a better one in those days... lolz.

So heck. Used mouse for everything. Now my index finger kinda hurts. So hey! I wonder how long it will take for me to finish that up. Looked around in deviantart and all those anime freaks took only abt 3hrs to complete a perfect CG poster. Which kinda puts me down alot but. OH WELLS.

In time to come, i'll TRY to make a FF7:Advent children quality character.

Hmm.... One more week before school ends. Treasure all the time we'll have. Lihui, Matthew going for IP. Probably won't see them again. (mayb 2D chalet larh).

And those people how requested to be linked has been linked. ARGH. Keep side-tracking from the blog making. SHALL GO FULL POWER ON IT LIAO. CHIONG AHHHH

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add-on

surfin the web and found this.

blacks less intelligent than whites
http://www.foxnews.com/story/0%2c2933%2c302836%2c00.html

is this racism or what?
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art elec test?

2007-10-19T19:10:00.000+08:00

oh.
Before i start anything...

A dragon and a chick.
Contrast.
Total time taken: 5hrs
With reference.
Only pencil and paint.

For art elect exam. Let's see if it works out.
Worked from 7pm to 12am. supposed to do the texturing for the drawings too. But i guess that it too much work for me to handle. So. Heck care abt the texture. That should be enough to pass the exam. The white spaces was colored with black after that. But forget take picture.

And i realized one thing. Dragons. Are. RIDICULOUSLY hard to color. Well, since i only referred to some rough sketches on internet. The coloring is totally up to me. Which... Kinda caused some trouble. Well, it did turn out pretty okay after all. But i'm not gonna do a dragon ever again. It's just too difficult to finish in 1day.

Well. Interest in painting went up once again. Somehow, it feels pretty fun to paint ard. And see how the picture transforms itself slowly.

Hmm. Bad news. Heard that many people didn't do the art piece / give up. Then some dunno larh. den... If still got some more kana kick out. WTF? I dun wan afternoon class larh. Stupid. It better fuking be a core. Or else i'm gonna hamdan that teacher. But kinda sad yea? Most of my friends not taking art (of cuz larh) but still kind of sian. But oh wells. At least i know quite a few guys all ard the school. It shouldn't be THAT MUCH of a problem...

and ouch. My head hurts.

suddenly. it came to my head

2007-10-17T19:17:00.000+08:00

oh. suddenly. I suddenly think of something.
I mean, when i'm just lazing around on the bed. This very thought just somehow popped into my head. The question of "what is life?" again. Watched some animes recently. That may be the cause. And hence, i suddenly came up with another defination of life.

Life is something like a parasite which resides in a human body.
A type of consciousness. I mean, your body functions. How your brain works, how your food should be digested, how you should grow. You can't control them. It's like... A consciousness residing in a machine?
How you feel isn't exactly controlled by you either. The only thing you can control is what you want to think about and what you want to do. It feels kind of like operating an automatic machine. Doesn't it?

Oh wells. I rewatching
-Full Metal Alchemist-
I simply love that show. And there is this. "law" the whole show is following which i really like.

-The law of Conservation-
In order for something to be created, a cost of an equal value is needed.

About the same theory as energy. Energy cannot be created, it can only be changed from one form to the other. Hmm.... Somehow, that "law of conservation" just sounds so logical.

And oh wtf. I feel so dumb. I mistook yingxuan for another yingxuan. No wonder all my data is corrupted. Hmm... Secret collection of the common people i see everyday at the back of my head. It does come in handy sometimes. Well, ONLY sometimes.

So... Computer stuffs tmr. Booked. Friday. Sleep hah? School is stupid. I think i'll just go school to sleep tmr.

OH YA. talking about sleeping. I dozed off while standing on the mrt. Den i was lyk suddenly the leg lost power den i bend down. That jolt woke me up. Walao. I think damn embarrassing larh. Stupid. but nvm. At least i didn't just fall. hmm... Tired...

rush. can i make it?

2007-10-15T20:29:00.000+08:00

This is the.
480th post.
20 more post. Can i make it?

Now, recently. I've discovered new possibilities to flash making. I shall TRY to make the blog in flash. Not highly possible. Not highly recommendable. But hey! Let's try it. I don't see the harm. Let's turn the impossible possible again!

Oh wells. I'm feeling very very random now. Hanging out with so many different cliques/groups nowadays. Well, it's pretty fun, but it also feels pretty dumb. hmm... The year is ending pretty soon. Yea, everyday every second. Time is moving too quickly!

I couldn't find time to do what i WANT to do. Too many wants. I guess it's pretty hard to obtain it all with your own effort. Oh wells.
Slowly slowly. I'm gonna make more time.

it moved. it did

2007-10-14T21:11:00.000+08:00

oh man.
I nearly cried out!
This show.
Anime.
120% recommendation

-Toki wo Kakeru Shoujo-
the girl who leap through time

A freaking interesting romance story. The way it progresses and ends. OMG. It's perfect larh. But hmm... It has a pretty classic ending. It's the...
-meet u sometime soon-
type of ending.
And yea. It moved my heart. Why can't animes just have a happy ending?! Oh wells. You have to watch it. Even though the drawing isn't that good. The plot and all that makes up for it, well...

Today.
What did i do?
Well, cheryl came my hse. FINALLY. i got someone to teach me how to use Adobe Flash. Man! Oh wells, didn't do much anyways, watched some anime, hanged around. Soon after it was afternoon. She left. Nicholas came into the picture. Along with adriel, who somehow couldn't squeeze into the picture.

Hence, me and nic played soccer. 2guys together playing soccer. Not much to elaborate about. But we went to my favorite place. The car park. It's one of the best place to play street soccer. At least to me. Practice my left leg. Rammed till my legs really hurt. I wonder if i'll be alright tmr.
Another long day tmr huh...

In any case. The next show i'm desperately trying to download is.
-Gakuen Alice-
A pretty interesting show with high ratings. Look forward to it? (or maybe not) Well. Working hard on the new layout. (again) But to no avail. Didn't progress much. Kind of too absorbed into o2jamming. Might post a couple of videos again. Found some pretty nice songs. Remix and all that. Hmm...

Oh wells. Somehow the pace of my life seems to have picked up after being dead for awhile... Time seems to be passing so quickly everyday. Somehow, i just can't seem to find time for everything i want to do. Somehow, i wish that time could stop and let me do what ever i want. Time feels short at my age? Rare.

thanks for that today. it felt warm.

shakugan movie

2007-10-12T21:20:00.000+08:00

just watched
-Shakugan no Shana [movie]

Pretty cool.
Superb graphics.
Repeat of storyline.
Repeat of scenes.

Basically, i don't really understand what's the meaning of the movie. Other than how it shows how they killed that boss monster in another method and scene.

Forgetting about that.
As i have suspected. I flunk my exams. Totally. Kind of feeling sad. Kind of no feeling.
Chinese
-40/90
History
-40/100

Hmm.... What should i say about it. I failed.
Oh wells. No matter what, i'm never gonna fall into the 7 subjects class. If i do, i'll consider dropping out of school and concentrate totally on the stuffs i wanna do.

Yawns. After exams should be relaxing. Yea, school stopped teaching us all the bullshit we won't exactly be using in the future. But somehow it still has that usual school feel about it. Can't it be more relaxing?

Kinda sucks doesn't it.
I'm still working up on the layout. Tired out on 3 ideas.
This is my fourth one. Guess i'm too fickle minded and can't exactly decide on one. What excatly are the options?
-Tech, computer feel.
-Tech, alot of cool but unstable scripts
-Sky, a nature skin with all matching colors.
-Well organized, easy to change layout format

Well, i chose the last one. Finally. Somehow, it feels kinda fun to do that. Even though i think that it'll be slightly super tedious at the starting. When i'm done... It SHOULD be okay.

Anyways. Realised somethings. Actually. Realised alot alot of things in a pretty short time. Well.
One of which quite many people are talking about. What is happening to 2D?
Well, not the results. But hmm. The attitude. Not talking about laziness. (that's okay) LOL. But, why is everyone starting to kao bei everyone? Hormones? Oh wells. Besides, is it that fun to vent out ur frustrations meaninglessly and aimlessly?

I mean. You may be feeling pretty bad. Someone may agitate u further. But hey. If you planned to keep it in from the start, please fuckinly keep it in. If you want to let it out. At least tell the other person. What's the big deal? Keeping it in for a moment and letting it all out the next second? What's this? A wimp?

One of my famous sentences
"control your feelings, don't let it control you"

oh wells. forget about it
*crumples and throws it away*
What awaits me is a LOOONNNNGGGGG and fun/sad holidays. It all depends.
lazy write liao

1day of freedom?

2007-10-11T21:16:00.000+08:00

arh.
What kind of crap is this.
1day marking day?!

You mean they take 1day to mark 5000++ over scripts?!
They're human ya know?

And hey. I can't believe i spent today just like this. Went adriel's hse along with Deon and Ming Chiang, played some stupid games.
-Winning Eleven 11
-Bleach[Blade Battles]
-Fantastic4[rise of the silver surfer]

Hmm... Well, all the games are pretty stupid to play. But it was fun~ Well, time spent with them are hardly boring. Many funny stuffs always happen. Hah.

Well, was actually supposed to spend the day doing my computer stuffs. But i guess i wasn't able to do it. And well, i realised that Matthew uses one hand to type. As fast as an avg. person's two hands. Well, main reason for him using 1 hand is because his keyboard is kinda "compressed"

But hey! I think i'm gonna learn how to type with one hand as well. It's pretty fun ya know! Can show off ley. Or memorize a super long password and type it with one hand. Damn cool. LOL.

okay. I'm going into
-advanced CSS

I'm slping.

EOY 2007 ENDs

2007-10-10T21:12:00.000+08:00

Oh yea?
OH YEA!!!

it's over it's over it's over it's over it's over it's over it's over it's over it's over it's over it's over it's over it's over it's over it's over it's over it's over it's over it's over it's over it's over it's over it's over it's over it's over it's over it's over it's over it's over it's over it's over it's over it's over it's over it's over it's over it's over it's over it's over it's over it's over it's over it's over it's over it's over it's over it's over it's over it's over it's over it's over it's over it's over it's over it's over it's over it's over it's over it's over it's over it's over it's over it's over it's over it's over it's over it's over it's over it's over it's over it's over it's over it's over it's over it's over it's over it's over it's over it's over it's over it's over it's over it's over it's over it's over it's over it's over it's over it's over it's over it's over it's over it's over it's over it's over it's over it's over it's over it's over it's over it's over it's over it's over it's over it's over it's over it's over it's over it's over it's over it's over it's over it's over it's over it's over it's over it's over it's over it's over it's over it's over

Time to settle out everything.
Time to continue what i'm supposed to be doing/learning or what so ever. Went to pasir ris arcade today. Played time crisis. Wanted to play drum mania. It got occupied by some freaks who don't leave the seat. So well. Didn't get to play the drum. Oh wells, i will get the chance some day or another.

Bought Air Gear comics!!!
Well, don't really know why i bought them. But heck care. Buy liao just read lorh. Feeling very tired this few days. Super super tired.
Slpt on the way to sch. Slpt during exams. And gonna slp after exams.

yawns. get some good slp today. PART TMR.
OH YEAAA

just 1 more day!

2007-10-09T20:10:00.000+08:00

oh yea.
2days have passed pretty quickly.

I guess i screwed up pretty quickly too. Oh wells. What's been screwed is screwed. No point thinking of how i screwed it.
Last 2 papers

-Science
-Chinese

Well, science ain't that bad~ But the bad thing is. I didn't exactly study for it. How?
Watashi kami-sami, tatsuketei!
(my god, SAVE ME!)

Haix. after this, will be playing. But after playing. Would be pain. Hmm... Forget it. I'll concentrate on what i want to do rather than what i'm supposed to do. If you're not able to excel in all areas. Then at least excel particularly in 1area.

Listening to Aqua Timez. Really love the lead singer's voice. hah. Argh. For this time, i shall put up a pic of a anime guy instead of a girl. xDDD

I wanted a hairstyle like him. But well, it's impossible. Unless i waste a ridiculous amount of wax gel or whatever to get my hair to that state. Well, i wanted to have that hairstyle with a slightly shiny silver color. It'll turned out pretty cool. But don't think it'll suit me. BUT OH WELLS. It doesn't matters if the person cool anot, what important when changing the hairstyle is that the hairstyle must be cool. LOL

oh wells. I'll TRY to continue to revise on the subjects. Until then...

first day down. can i make it

2007-10-08T19:52:00.000+08:00

first day down.
two more to go.

I think i screwed up pretty badly but i don't think i'll flunk it. So well.
To those people who have come to my blog regularly. Here's another pic at a pretty nice angle and pose...

-Kitaouji Satsuki-

Zai bo?
Perfect BMI, skin texture, color and structure.
Hmm... Think i will learn how to draw girls in my free time. Each time i draw a girl. It always turns out to be a guy.

Oh wells. The hardest thing to draw about a girl is the balance? For some reasons, it's super super super hard to make the both side othe body perfectly normal. Like, same size, correct position,angle and all that. Oh wells..

Okay, forget about that. Tomorrow, maths. English.

What should i do about it. Haix. If i drop into the 7 subj class. Hmm.... It'll be almost all over for me i guess. Yawns. O WELL.

o' my most beautiful god, may you beseech thee with wisdom shall i pray upon you. My sincere wishes is all but a plea to you. Thou shall vow no sins shall you grant my wish.

-just a horrible attempt at shakespeare language-

1more day. make it?

2007-10-06T19:02:00.000+08:00

omg.
Can't believe i actually watch anime on the day where i'm supposed to study whole day!!!!

Arh!! But can't help it!
I rewatched
-Ichigo 100%-

I mean, the girls are too damn chio larh! omg.
don't believe me?
here's a picture for ya

Hot yea??!!!
Just one of the main characters. Aww man. If such girls really exists. It'll be damn cool. And probably damn freaking with such huge eyes and super thick strands of hair! HAHA.

Oh wells. Fantasizing and imagination doesn't comes true all the time.
Well, even girls you see in reality isn't half as close as the ones in anime. Arh~ Cosplay. I feel like doing it sometime. Well, if i had the money.... >.<

o2jam! go go go!

2007-10-05T19:11:00.000+08:00

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add-on at 10.50pm....
Just came back from table tennis. Really shiok. Whack all the stress out of me. Feeling really relaxed now. Now i'm in the mood of studying liao. Damn shiok. From 8.30pm to 9.40pm. about an hour, i didn't lose a single match in doubles!!! Oh, decided to give it all i got. Perspired like hell, but it was fun. A long time since i've went all out. Haha. Maybe burning midnight oil. Depend depends. Gonna cut my hair tmr. Drastic change? M-A-Y-B-E. maybe not. Oh wells. It all depends on the hair-dresser. My command is simple. "Layer. Don't cut short" That's all. Oh well oh wells. I'm gonna train hard for o2jam after exams!! Maybe beg my parents let me learn drums. (they said it's too noisy). Zzz. Soreja, mata ne!
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Okay.
Really bored.
Really should be studying right now but guess this is the last thing i'll do before i go studying. o2jam, tried out my screen recorder. It works pretty fine. Just that the file it generates is at least 100mb++ for a 2~3min video.
Pretty crappy.

But compressed till ard 10~20mb. So it's still quite fine.
Here are the 3videos.
First up.
My pathetic attempt on
-Identity Part Two-

Next up...
-Gargoyle- lvl23:full comboed

Finally.
-God Knows...- BMS lvl34 Managed to survive

Well, it kinda lags after all. yawns. So well. Have to really really really strain my eyes when recording. The notes don't move smoothly. =.=ll

yabai!!!

2007-10-03T20:35:00.000+08:00

okay, yabai, i don't know how the heck i'm suppose to write it.
But it is pronounced as ya-bai or bei

well, basically it means.
oh no!

zzz. Freaking tired. Didn't sleep straight away when i came home. But i watched finished HIGH SCHOOL GIRLS!
Okay, it's a pretty horny anime with a no-life storyline, it does have some funny parts though.

Oh wells. Woke up at 8.30. Realised that i haven't study today yet. Tmr supposed going sch early play soccer. Pondering, if i should study in the morning or just get myself all sweaty. Art exams. Hmmm... This is very troublesome.

yawns, i don't mind my life being a straight line.

Ah. Damn tired damn tired. Think i go... Revise le bah.
yawns yawns.
it's been tiring these days.
and really hot too.

it's coming, i can feel it

2007-10-02T20:09:00.000+08:00

I dread school
in fact.
i hate practically everything about it.

But hey.
It's gonna be the end of sec2 for all of us. I mean. The EOY is just next week! After that, just alittle but more of school and it's all over for us. We're gonna be seniors. But hmm... How should i put it. It kinda feels that time passes rather quickly yea?

One moment we're at a new fresh year dreading the homework, and the next we're wishing that all these doesn't end so quickly. Quoted from somewhere..
"happiness is always short-lived"

Hmm... As the streaming drew closer. It made me start thinking about my future. MORE seriously. Hmm... I wanted to go into computer science. But let's see.
-Bio
-Chem
-Physics
-Art
-History
-Geography
-Music
-E Maths
-A Maths

From here. What would be the ones that'll probably help me in what i want to choose?
-Chem
-Physics
-Art
-E/A Maths

That's probably the subj. combination that i wanna choose. But heck. If ART isn't gonna be a core. That's gonna be quite a problem. Hmm...
29 more posts before everything's going to change.

Yawns.
Yawns.
Dun feel lyk typing liao

#470 further definations...

2007-09-30T17:31:00.000+08:00

With all that being said.
I think i'm back to square one.

The theory of the "cup"

is it half-full?
or is it half-empty?

Point of view. It's all about how you think.
People who think love is worth the pain, is because what you get and feel in the process which cannot be bought or forgot.
People who think love is worthless, is because they think that there is no point getting hurt for it in the process.

And the point about life is short is due to death. ty.

The reason why boys couldn't control their splattering of hurtful words is because it is not hurtful to them. They DO NOT KNOW what is hurtful to a girl and what is not. Besides, what makes u think that what girls say are always pleasant to the ear. It's just that guys are able to brush off the comment, trusting the person not the mean it that way.

While girls?

Besides, i don't really blame girls for that. As research have shown, a girl has about 2times more emotions than guys. In the sense that, they are sensitive. And it's not about how severe they feel, it's also how frequent they feel it. Even though it's not their fault, it does gets on my nerves sometimes.

When they act, "(gay-high-pitched voice)oh, i'm so hurt by what you've just said" Where they at that moment, assume that the guy MUST be thinking "like i care". For certain cases, yea, it would be that case. But hey, if there's a guy you hate who said that to you, no matter how assholic you are, you'll bound to feel smth isn't it?

People DO HAVE a defination of love as i have mentioned. It's just that most people couldn't accept it yet. It is a built in nature which shouldn't be tampered with. In religious point of view, we humans are tampering with what god has given us.

Lol. And yuxin, u really are trying to prove that u have an IQ of below 50. I said, guys express their thoughts and feelings more often than girls. But, you can't seem to comprehend of the word called "joke"
Which is really a pity, seriously.

And no. Love isn't extra. Without love or what so ever. People wouldn't even think of populating. As i have mentioned earlier. Love is divided into three partly-overlapping stages: lust, attraction, and attachment. Lust exposes people to others, romantic attraction encourages people to focus their energy on mating, and attachment involves tolerating the spouse long enough to rear a child into infancy.

okay, shall end here.

girls.. huh....

2007-09-29T21:36:00.000+08:00

let's see.
Since that's this "war" going on between boys and girls.
i shall post one about it.

What are girls/females?

Female (♀) is the sex of an organism, or a part of an organism, which produces ova (egg cells). The ova are defined as the larger gametes in a heterogamous reproduction system, while the smaller, usually motile gamete, the spermatozoon is produced by the male. A female individual cannot reproduce sexually without access to the gametes of a male

What are boys/males?

Male (♂) refers to the sex of an organism, or part of an organism, which produces small mobile gametes, called spermatozoa. Each spermatozoon can fuse with a larger female gamete or ovum, in the process of fertilisation. A male cannot reproduce sexually without access to at least one ovum from a female

hmm... Let's see. Yx said that guys r in any sense. A pervert.
Hmm... It's just a nature. In some sense, yes it is. However, which idiot would say something like. "hey, i'm gonna rape u" seriously meaning it?
I mean, any dumbass with an IQ of over 50 would be able to understand that it's a joke. Are you trying to say that ur IQ is lower than that?

I ain't denying the fact that girls are more horny due to their hormones, but precisely because of their hormones, they ARE horny. So you can't push all the blame to the boys saying that only boys are horny, or boys are MORE horny that girls.

Secondly. Guys APPEAR to say and declare harmful words towards a girl BECAUSE of the girls' no control over their emotions.
Why is it that what the guys say towards the girls and say the same thing back to the guys. Why wouldn't the guys get hurt or offended with it?

Besides, i ain't insulting girls. If i am, then so are you. Since we both phrase our words in the same manner.

I ain't thick face (or maybe i am)
but what i'm doing now ain't being thick face, i am just standing up for the truth and the facts. As you can see, i am a scientific person, i don't trust demons gods nor feelings.

I shall repeat what i've said last time, again.
What is a feeling?
Feelings convey information about situations, on both conscious and subconscious levels, via at least 30 neurochemicals acting alone or in concert in complex ways.

Hence, a feeling is just a chemical reaction withing our brain. For example, the feeling of fear and excitement is generated by adrenalin and cortisol.
Hence, we always say "adrenalin is rushing through my body" or something like that.

And what is love to me?

Biological models of sex tend to view love as a mammalian drive, much like hunger or thirst. Helen Fisher, a leading expert in the topic of love, divides the experience of love into three partly-overlapping stages: lust, attraction, and attachment. Lust exposes people to others, romantic attraction encourages people to focus their energy on mating, and attachment involves tolerating the spouse long enough to rear a child into infancy.

Lust is the initial passionate sexual desire that promotes mating, and involves the increased release of chemicals such as testosterone and estrogen. These effects rarely last more than a few weeks or months. Attraction is the more individualized and romantic desire for a specific candidate for mating, which develops out of lust as commitment to an individual mate forms. Recent studies in neuroscience have indicated that as people fall in love, the brain consistently releases a certain set of chemicals, including pheromones, dopamine, norepinephrine, and serotonin, which act similar to amphetamines, stimulating the brain's pleasure center and leading to side-effects such as an increased heart rate, loss of appetite and sleep, and an intense feeling of excitement. Research has indicated that this stage generally lasts from one and a half to three years.

In other words, love is made up of mainly pheromones, dopamine, norepinephrine, and serotonin, which act similar to amphetamines. Which also means that, love is a "tool" for mating to occur. Love is just a phenomena, i don't exactly call it a plain chemical reaction, but i don't recognize it as a feeling either.

What is a gut feeling?
It is a type of instinct, made up of mainly objects and events we have witnessed or experience. Hence, making a subconscious conclusion and inference of the movement of events around us. Thus, it is just a random extract of experience.

And yuxin had mentioned on zhengxi's tagboard that i'm implying that girls have no reason to exist in the world. I am sorry but i simply do not see how my tags imply it that way. But if u want to talk about that. I shall comply. In fact, in many philosophical and religious point of view. Females exist in the world for boys. I am not trying to say that it is a fact, it is just a point of view from a group of people. It may or may not be my point of view.

And from celine's blog, it seems as though her grandpa isn't going through a very good time and she's bothered by it. But hey. From the topic me and matt had months ago. Life is either a one-way road. Or a never ending loop. No one can define what life is. But most people consider what that death as. Losing the power to respond, grow, move, think, or the breaking down of the organic system.

Life is what we define is the most valuable thing. It cannot be replaced and it cannot be repaired. However, the reason why life is valuable is because of death. Without death, all of us will just be a living dead. A zombie. That is the reason why we are often reminded to value the times and moments we have. As each second which ticked by signifies the movement towards our death.

But precisely because of that. We should not be saddened by death. As it is just another stage of life. Well. It is inevitable that we would be sad, but get on over with it.

Oh wells. Maybe that is why i call myself loveless bah.

wei en - excitement

2007-09-28T20:01:00.000+08:00

let me start off with a poem a guy wrote

Title: Excitement
Author: Wei En

He peeks
out of that humid cotton cell
like a haggard prisoner
that just regained freedom
the coast is clear
he creeps

fresh air fills his pores
he shook his body, ease the crease on himself
allowing it to draw to its full height
as the blood rush through him
refreshed. he's ready for adventure

he eyed the two mountains
before him
undaunted. he has seen higher ones
yet the solution is always the same
when over and around aren't feasible
go between

beyond the highlands
lay the lowlands
flat, contours perfectly symmetrical
and oh so smooth
but he's alert, cautious
not to land he's sole
in that solitary mole-hole

the end is near
the road is narrowing
the last obstacle stood in his way
fist clenched
"through the dense black forest!" he says

finally, he reached the destination
but wait!
where's the exit?
it was nowhere to be
found

he flusters. he panics
he senses something rise up inside him
where's the hole
that he visualized was there
for his relief?

too late
he caught the fits
fear gripped him tight
he lost control
he vomits
snow-white

he jolts awake
the adventure
was a mere dream
but the 'vomit'
is real

What does it mean? It's pretty obvious anyways. horny guy. He actually summited it. But got a reply "please redo". It was expected anyways. but if the teacher is horny. She/he may actually give him a full marks!

Moral of the story?
Horniness makes a good poem
But it takes time to find people who appreciate it.

Rewatching full metal panic. The story is just too nice.
Finished the first season today le. haha.

okay, i'm seriously studying liao larh. i shall work hard for the EOY. Let's see in the final sprint, i can make it anot...

stupid...?

2007-09-27T18:39:00.001+08:00

okay.

nothing much to say
A seriously heavy rain today. super. Wrapped my bag and art materials in plastic bag. Waddled through the puddles of water in my...
SLIPPERS!!!

okay, anyways. Tested out some stuffs with my phone's camera. And i realised one very interesting thing.

you see that photo? Okay. It's taken. When all the lights are offed.

COOL RIGHT.
I know. I was damn surprised that the camera could do something like that. I mean, well, you probably wouldn't believe me lah. But it's seriously taken lights offed. See the curtain and the projector. hahas.

i may have made a very wrong move.

#465

2007-09-26T22:49:00.000+08:00

oh wow
oh wow

so fast.
It's post #465!!!

35 more before i change everything. haha. It's gonna be slightly tedious. oh wells. it should be after the exams anyways. It'll be fun!

Argh. Today. Studied ABIT of history again. Hmm... At the rate i'm going, i don't think i'll complete it in time... Argh, who cares, i'll try harder. It's already a miracle that i'm studying le lorh. Must take things step by step mah!!

Today in school.
sleep.
slept.
woke.

Last night too late sleep le bah. Seems like my body gradually adjusting to sleeping later and choosing the lesson to sleep in.

Maths test. I screwed it. Too tired.
History test. Kind of screwed it. Rush too much.

Oh wells. Been screwing up pretty many tests these days. Well, EOY is my final hope for a bright future! Hmm... Neh, didn't draw today. Too sleepy. Hmm...
regardless of the "spamming"
pretty glad that my tagboard is alive! fully functional!! but oh wells.
"when time comes for the major change. it's time to break through"

Argh! Art test tmr. But lucky morning dun haf some f***ing common test. Which is a reaaaalllly good thing. yawns. Typing speed has increased around 5~10%. Still improving on it. For some reasons, i shut up totally during class. Which i don't know if it's a good or bad thing. Yawns. Sometimes, things really feel better when it's quieter.
(or maybe i'm just too tired~)

ah. I'm turning into a guai kia. M-A-Y-B-E?
hah.

a picture a day, keeps boredom away

2007-09-25T20:42:00.000+08:00

a picture a day!
keeps the boredom away!

Now, everyday, i come up with a random design. For fun. It's pretty stupid but yea. It HELPS to keep boredom away from me. Super effective.

Wells, here's the pic i drew today...
title: No strings attached

Quite...
Interesting isn't it? Oh wells.

Started revising on History. What is my way of revision. I'm typing all the chapters tested. Seriously. just typing everything out. Yawns. People would probably say that it's useless or what larh.

But to me. doing that helps
up to 150%
in remembering all the facts and all that. What's more important. I get the joy of typing fast for fun. It's really fun just typing and typing. It feels just like playing piano. Feel like learning it. But it's a pain in the butt trying to figure out what the heck the scores mean. Yawns. I bet i'll do well in piano. Since my fingers are so used to o2jam. haas.

Had maths remedial. Realized that i have to revised from the start my maths algebra le. Or else i'm dead. For SURE. zzz. Tryin to keep my hair long. Now quite okay le. But still can't do the hairstyle i want. The back there still will stand. I tmr try put more wax to push it down. xD

Though spiky is pretty cool. But hmm... I think if it all comes down, it'll be more interesting? haha. Oh wells. I'm gonna try something crazy. Not to cut my hair SHORT until end of sec4. well, will cut thinner, but not shorter. Maybe i will get some pins. Pin my hair up and hide the pins within my hair. haha!!!

Dunno ley. If i'm able to do that. Then it'll be damn cool/interesting le.

Yawns. Why is it so unfair arh.
Girls can have long or short hair.
But guys?
MUST have short hair. Long hair = NO NO,

Why? Can't you judge if he's a guy or girl by what bottoms he/she is wearing? This is obviously just too lame and stupid. Yawns. Hate this. Got pretty hooked up with
-Command & Conquer Generals Zero Hour
again.
It's still fun!! ragh~
dun wan talk liao. XD

Secret - Jay

2007-09-24T19:30:00.000+08:00

watched Secret
不能说的秘密

it's nice. really nice.
能遇见你，
已经是不可思议了

ah. A show i seriously recommend everyone to watch. But the show isn't that sad what. How come so many people cry. The ending quite happy what. I guess jay chou being inside it DOES make alot of difference. haha!

Yawns.

Maybe because i've watched shows/anime which really made me cry. xD
Aiyeer. U wan watch something which makes you cry?
-Rumbling hearts.
It's really one anime which made me sorta cry. At least tears well up, it's already a big feat. hahas. Yawns. Did a very lame drawing during school. Very bored during school mah can't blame.

okay okay. So here's my masks.
the other one lazy draw. haha

pretty cool yea.

Left - Bleach.Ichigo Mask
Right - Naruto ANBU Mask

Yawns. The other one thinking of which mask to draw. haha. yawns. And here's my class doodle...

Don't ask me why the paper color like that. My camera take like that. What can i do. zzz.
Pretty interesting, maybe i should go into Abstract rather than technical drawings liao. hahas. Well, that picture reflects on how i'm feeling larh. If you can make out that word which i drew. haha.

Guess posting with pictures are more interesting yea?

YAY! healing.

2007-09-23T20:03:00.000+08:00

see adriel?
SEE SEE SEE.
Told ya i injured pretty easily
But i heal up pretty easily as well.

I said 1 week, i will be able to walk properly.
He said 2 weeks!

But hey. The day i'm injured. I thought i fractured my leg. Now the pain has subsided like crazy. I guess i really DO heal very quickly. Now feeling alot better le. Ankle can bend abit liao. Super fast recovery. 2days... hmm...
By end of tis following week. Should be able to walk normally liao le larh haha.

yawns. Damn sian now larh. Oh yea. doing my art now. the mask is pretty interesting.
One is ichigo's hollow mask, den the other is naruto the ANBU mask. Quite nice bah. Haha. Den now i'm making a "abstract" mask. Yawns.

will upload the photos tmr. haha.
nitez for now, damn tired. nitez!

i'm .... cold?

2007-09-23T00:11:00.000+08:00

recently.
Quite many people have told me that i'm cold towards them.
Then my tone is harsh and sound pissed / irritated.

Hmm... Don't know if i'm sub-consciously feeling that way. But at least in my conscious state of mind. I think that i ain't that pissed with anything. Just that i'm always thinking about something. SOMETHING.

And anyways.
I apologize to anyone who thinks that i'm acting cold/ignorant towards them and if my sms/talking/msn tone was harsh. Sorry.
really don't know why.

Maybe stressed up. Maybe thinking of some stuffs. Maybe troubled with some stuffs. Maybe have nothing to say. Maybe... Just maybe... ....

In any case. In school. I'm like always in my own world. Listening to my music. Navigating aimlessly in my phone. Listening carefully and copying notes in class even though i don't exactly understand what i'm hearing or writing. Sub-conscious breaking down? Maybe.

Maybe i'll go see a psychiatrist one day. I think that there's something with my head. Or maybe SOMETHING got INTO my head.
-Loveless?

Maybe my self theories influence my thoughts and behavior alot more than i thought it would be.
Nevertheless. I shall fight against it. I won't fucking lose to such a dumb thing. no way. You asshole. Stop taking over my head. You dare touch me i whack u upside down.

Dammit. Besides, today RVPS had a lantern festival celebration which i didn't go and help out. Leg injured. In a very stupid way i must say. Played soccer ytd. Sprained ankle. More like a bruise at the muscle vein. Which caused me not to be able to bend my ankle.
Alot better liao.
Hence, a few pics for ya?

my own lil fire

my friends'
supposed to be L O V E
but guess i didn't take it at the right angle.

pin it up!

2007-09-19T17:52:00.000+08:00

ah! my fringe!

Getting damn long. Finally! My months of hardwork has paid off!
besides. this post was supposed to be yesterday's. As u can see from the date.
But nvm. hahas

Yawns. Feeling very sleepy these days. Art test. Not bad. Had an idea of what to draw. Drew everything. Left coloring. now it's only the problem of whether if it would turn out the way i wanted it to be.

A ARTISTIC photo i took. When i'm pretty bored in class. As you can see...

very artistic hor! I know lah. Dun nid praise me.
Today. Javier was molested. By alot of guys. We're like
"WOA. M GENES SEH." (m genes = muscle genes)
Den touched his calves, arm, chest, stomach, thigh. Even his butt has muscles. I mean, it's HARD. wtf?! Oh wells. We tried gang banging him in the toilet. But failed as we couldn't make too much noise.

It's all okay. It's PE tmr. HEH HEH HEH.
Don't worry. I'll make sure u people don't miss out the fun. Well... If you dont' mind seeing javier's MUSCULAR body. Shall try to take a shot of his packs. damn zai. Like. Durian like that. Or custard. Just that this one is damn hard one.

Argh. super tired in class. Wan slp wan slp. But nv sleep. Cause. EXAMS NIA. Need to study. >.<
okay, nvm, i'm off to watch my
-Bleach 140

And downloading naruto shippuuden 24~27
Slowly watch. hahas!
Kkaes. tata for now.

what. so late?

2007-09-18T20:38:00.000+08:00

eh. omg
omg
omg
omg
omfg
omfg
omfg

Left with so little time of my day. Assembly dragged till 4pm. Reached home at 5plus. Took a quick bath.
Lie down on my bed.
Msned for 10mins.
Plop.

I'm off to LALA land.
...
....
.....
3hrs passed!

8.30. Now facing a seriously crisis with time management and. oh wells. damn it all. not feeling well. forget it. I want to end it now. try another post tmr. HAHA

ouch. on going

2007-09-17T21:14:00.000+08:00

vomited 3times in the morning.

Controlled myself from vomiting in school for the whole day. Ate sweets as energy consumption. If i ate anything else. I'm bound to go. PLUUURRGGGH.
Fuck it man.
Slept throughout the whole day in school. If not for the fukin 2 tests. I wouldn't even come sch. Dammit. Lucky feel slightly better at 2nd half of the day.

haix. Screwed the science test up. Screwed the lite test as well.

Feeling super super. Lousy. Weird. And CRAPPY now. Shall post a better one tmr.

no laksa. no more.

2007-09-16T13:16:00.000+08:00

a new maths formula

Laksa + Cold Lime water = Severe
diarrhoea

wtf.
wtf. AH.
wtf. =.=ll

Pain like crap. Think that this is how a girl feels when having menstruation periods. Hmm... And omg. I think that tis is the worst diarrhoea i've ever kana.
Damn jia lat sia.

Usually people only waste turned watery. My one hor. The shit like pee like that. Trust me, your asshole will HURT.
Okay, that's the first part.

Now i JUST made a harsh journey to the toilet. Now, it's not about my sorry ass, nth came out. But a giant torrent rushed out from my mouth.
-Vomited 3times in a row.
I think 4. But the 4th one not that bad. The first 2. WOA. Like... A water hose like that. Seriously. It's all water. Tell you, drinking water is simple. But getting it all out. It's horrible. I saw the pills i've taken in the morning. Not much food particles in all the vomit. Just water water and more water.

Now my upper adomen kinda hurts from the vomiting, my stomach, like nth wrong liao. zzz.
zzz. OH shit. The pain come back again. >.<

what a bad day. So bad. so bad....

hmm.. overboard?

2007-09-14T19:30:00.000+08:00

yawns.
Went overboard with casual writing?
Zzz. Saw my mei write "a porn blog and i cannot be bothered to read those posts. *HARSH TONE!* treat gals with respect can anot. u change alot liao. WHAT HAPPEN TO U AH KOR! siao liao ahh?"

Woa, damn shock. Seems like i used the wrong style to write out the stupid posts. Hence, i shall change my way of writing once again.

Friday. The last day. Of. Most probably, our freedom to not study. Upcoming tests. You like it. or not. Study. Study Study Study Study.
All of a sudden. Everyone became so enthu in studying. I see people taking out books to read. Copy notes. Or what ever the heck they could do to improve their marks.

2D has made a study group, or what i should call "extra lessons". So well, everyone is included. Though it's kinda optional for you to go anot. It feels kinda compulsary anyways. I think i'm adding troubles onto myself. But guess i still can take it. Too tired to be bothered by much stuffs.

Work hard.
Work hard.
Work hard.
Work hard.
Work hard.
Work hard.
Work hard.
Work hard.
Work hard.
Work hard.
Work hard.
Work hard.
Work hard.
EVERYONE~

i think that a blog is powerful indeed. at least people used it as a reliable source for evidence. which ... ....

6tests in a row

2007-09-13T19:02:00.000+08:00

oh wells.
as all 2D 07 people could see.
The crap fcukzilah dropped us another bomb today. Well, instead of 5test we're having next week. We now have 6!

Interesting right. Monday got 2. Thursday got 2. Worse than exam periods. Yawns. Today, realised that sheena and yvonne's tables also got shifted. Hmm, now still 3 possibilities. But now got a clearer possibility that the person / group wouldn't be in our class.

kay. So anyways.
-Sci Lesson
Chapter 6 & 7 again. Didn't get much of what the heck the teacher said.
Except for the few keywords like
-fellopian tube
-spermduct
-uterus
-uretha
-vagina
-and so on

The rest also can't exactly remembered. The class is constantly disrupted by ShenZhen and JiaSheng's horniness lols. She showed us a video about ABORTION. But to me it feels more like dissection. You see lyk. Parts of foetus being lyk. twisted out from that where we came from. Pieces of brain, limps, kidney, intestines, slowly being lyk. uh.... WONDERFULLY ejeculated from the female's body.

Pretty gross. If we ate pig organ soup after that.
= sucide.
Hey. guess who's beside me.
Nvm, u guess also won't right anyways

Lazy say liao. Today played soccer.
Morning
6.30. Got called up by adriel (in the sense that he came to the front of my hse)
I woke up at 6.20. 10mins. =.=ll So in a rush. I applied. Probably. Supposedly. MUST BE alot of wax. But hor. Hair dry. Can't push down. =.=lll So, i went to the sch. With a pretty retarded hairstyle. Reached street soccer court around 7.20

Found a bunch of guys waiting for us liao. So played from 7.20. Right up to 8.50.
In the midst of playing. We suddenly heard music. Really familiar music.
-onward. Singapura.
So we're lyk. WTF?! 8.48 only. So fast play. Zzz. So, all stood in the middle of the court. Singing. (uh, not singing) The song. Den yawns.
2nd Recess
Played basketball.

After school. slp lorh.

yawns, fuckerrs.

2007-09-12T20:22:00.000+08:00

some retarded bastards
keeps moving my table around.
Yawns. Even though. I have an idea who they are. Oh wells. Nevermind.
There is always solutions. Even though it's not clear. But it's definitely there. I hope i won't whack the person when i find out who he/she is.

So far there are 3possibilities.
Oh wells, shan't talk abt it here.

So hey. Today had a showdown with a teacher again. Yawns, it's only her whereby i find it slightly worthwhile to fight against. hahas. Yawns.

Many stuffs happened. Many problems arose. Many solved. Many left hanging.
Like matt have mentioned. I shall concentrate on web programming.
next up
-.ASP

Heys. My studies are improving. ALITTLE. See, i told u that sitting behind helps. Nevermind. Shall work harder. YuXin lyk my mum lyk that. Keep nagging me to. STUDY STUDY STUDY. ARGH. No interesting stuffs. Or rather, too lazy to write. Bah-bye.

Poematic

2007-09-11T17:47:00.000+08:00

oh hey!
I suddenly realised that i haven't posted my poem.
Well. I can't say that its
MY
poem.
Well, pretty much regretfully, this poem is edited from what YingXuan lent me to... Look through. Hahs! Thanks again here!!

So here's the poem.

The Times

Was there friendship, was there fun?
I never knew until that time.

Those were the times when we
Cycle up and down the hills,
Screaming at the top of our lungs,
Declaring that we are young.

Cars swish, horns honk,
None of us cared as we had fun.

Those were the times when we would
Link our arms, walk with the rain,
Played with the puddles resting on the lane.

Bells rang, teachers screamed,
We don’t cared
Fun was there.

The time we spent
Cried over each other’s heartache,
Mended each other’s broken hearts.

Heart shattered, tears streamed,
None of us cared as we had fun.

Life was more than black and white,
Where tears and joys made our life.
Those were the times
In my mind.

Not bad hor. NOT BAD OKAY. Well, it was edited anyways. HAHA. Credits goes to yingxuan. So hey. I'm ending it here. Tired!!! T.T

aww. how nice.

2007-09-10T21:09:00.000+08:00

Hmm...
Something happened. Pretty. Interesting
Pretty much...

Hah. See how. See wan to post about it anot. Yawns.

Feeling really really REALLY. tired.
They came my house again.
So i've spent 6days.

okay, another picture i dug up

Qin. Playing a guitar properly?
P(qin hui playing a guitar properly) = maybe, possible, impossible, can't imagine, hard, not possible, forget it.
P(qin hui playing a guitar properly)= 2/8
=1/4
.:. Qin playing a guitar properly = 25%

SEE THAT. I got listen one okay?!
Besides, damn that Mrs Koh. Don't wanna do her hw sia. Make me sit infront. Can't concentrate infront. Seriously. I can't seem to listen to anyone if they're lyk, speakin non-stop RIGHT INFRONT OF MY FACE.

Don't know ley. I mean, i feel damn irritated by that. I mean, i can't say, hey, I'm damn irritated by you speaking right infront of me. Neither can i find another way which i can phrase which will cause her to believe me. Well, feeling pretty pissed cause well. Hate it when even my friends tells me to move up front. Yawns.

Oh wells. It's like, hell if anyone believes that sitting at the back helps concentrating. But you don't believe i also can do nth bout it lah. Yawns. Parent starts giving pressure.
I will break my own limit!!! AHHHH~~~

last day of freedom

2007-09-09T15:58:00.000+08:00

oh.
Why is happiness so short lived?!
Why?!
Why can't i spend more time with my wife?!

Why am i spending so much time with humans?
Oh wells. Forget about that. It's the last day of freedom. The last day where by u can don't do your homework and not get scolded by any teachers. But hey. Hold behold!
I realized that everyone has to do a poem. Poem huh... No problem. The problem is. WHAT THE HECK AM I SUPPOSED TO WRITE ON. Man!

But hey! My maths is getting better. SLIGHTLY.
At least now i can remember the formula. Last time keep forgetting. Oh wells. Tis is it. I'm gonna start working hard for term 4!!!
-Brothers. Don't blame me if i never go out with u all hor.
-GIRLS. Blame me. I'll make up for it. LOL.

So well. This has been a pretty interesting week. But i have no idea how i am going to write my Zhou Ji. (journal) Heh...

Aiya. Why school start so fast de. Cannot start later meh. Haix. Dun wan go sch ley. I think stay at home quite fun sia. Oh wells. Pretty tired. My next layout. Would be. A LOONG LOOONG LOONG TIME.
Too lazy to liao.

MY 500th post. I promise i will change by that time. haha.

Hey! I want to fall in love!!!
But so hard ley. So hard ley. Haix, i almost forgot how being in love is like sia. Too conservative? Maybe. OH WELLS. Feeling pretty tired. And well. that's all.
Another picture...

ouch.

is there a need to say?

2007-09-08T23:50:00.000+08:00

HAIX.

Still can't finish my homework. Kinda pissed. So easy kana distracted.
Hmmm.. girls again. Nvm. Lazy talk about it.

Got my headphone again. The previous one turned into some kind of electronical junk. And well. I hope the current one will stay as it is. Heh heh.

yawns. Today's a short post. So freaking short. Hence, i shall supplement it with pictures.

Its.....

yea. that's right.
JOSEPH TAN YUAN LE.
WAHAHAHAHAHA

at least there's guys

2007-09-07T22:41:00.000+08:00

match-making session.

"Invited" sabrina to my hse. To study. In name. So after awhile ben was invited. I was lyk "hey, go in, i got smth interesting to show u"

Den when ben walked in, he lyk stunned 5secs den walk in. haha.

Well, watched initial D together. Moments later. Qin also came. He was like. Also stunned. But he only stun around 2secs. Hey, finally~! I got some interaction with guys. Well, sab seems bored after they came. Even though she seems interested in ben. But oh wells.

Tried to get them to talk to each other. But hey! Seems like conversation doesn't comes so easily. Even Qin didn't talk to her. Surprising isn't it?
So well. You can classify to generally 2 reasons
it's either they think that she is
CHIO.
or.
CHOU.

Well, either one. They don't exactly like what i was doing. (I THINK) In the sense that, it's most probably "sian, flirting again" which is going through their head. Hmmm... Study got wrong meh. Just that this one not that close mah. Haha. Besides, the letter to my brain seems to have incurred so many reactions.
Interesting. I should speak of much more interesting stuffs.

Well, a correction to the letter is.
-Girl's come flying to you.
please. don't talk it that literally. People who are as laggy as wenjie. Tis is a joke. -laugh-

-anything regarding porn
please. porn is boring. people wearing smth looks sexier.

So well. Seems that guys and girls got something quite... different. Their smell. Somehow, guys all smell the same. At least almost the same. It's ranked from no smell to damn smelly.
And girls. You can rank them from.
Nice smelling
to
Weird smelling.

Well, when i say weird. I don't mean, stinky. I mean, just weird. Like there's some kind of perfume. Like all girls got their custom blended perfume or smth lyk that. Hmm... The most recent one i can rmb is that sabrina smells lyk my shampoo. hmm... Maybe she bathes using shampoo. So well, sch reopening so soon. Hw huh... Got do abit today lah. Slowly do? haha.

Sian, my posts nowadays so much girls in it. ABSTAIN FROM GIRLS! BE GAY!!
-somehow it just seems so hard to do that.

-Flirting
Still don't understand, HOW den u can consider flirt. Hmm... Oh wells. Forget it. I am a NATURAL TALENT at flirting (if u consider that as lah). Think i have god-level of flirting talent. So anyways. I don't really have much to say. An interesting pic for you?

Javier. peeing.
Live. Serious. No joke. =/

huh, why them again

2007-09-06T21:00:00.000+08:00

hey yo.
Why in the world, did i go out with sab and cel again.
You know, for some reasons, what ever they're gonna do, always seems to be smth interesting, in other words, something which i kinda like to do. Or it's just smth which seems to go my way.

Hmm.... So well, this time, went rollerblading! Something which i've been begging so many people to, but can't since they all lived too far. And here comes tis 2 cute lil girls who wanted to blade.

oh wells.

Continued with my maths hw. You can't call it exactly difficult. I probably had difficulty imagining what the heck the question is try to portray.

And after today. I realise something very important.
No matter if they are
-young
-old
-fat
-skinny
-tall
-short
-stupid
-clever
-chio
-ugly
-lame
-idiot

Girls just seems to love to hit me.
Hey, wtf. I that nice to hit meh. I RAPE U ONE FINE DAY AH. Oh wells. Maybe i should play the mr. nice guy and goes around receiving all the love. Hmm...

Forget abt it. I'll rather stay perverted. Well, in a good way.

So well. I hope i'm incurring jealousy around. Reason being, (quote from anime) Jealousy is the sign of manhood. Oh wells. Suddenly become friends with sec1s. kinda weird. Oh wells. School reopening soon. Wonder what's gonna happen.

Dear Brain,
Please, work hard for me. Stop thinking about computer and girls. Computer shall not run away from you. So does technology. Girls... Will come flying to you sooner or later. Don't think about raping them so much. Premature sex would cause many problems.
Well, the main thing is. Concentrate on the studies lah. All the books all shelved nicely for you, can't you just make the hands to like, open the books up and force the eyes off porn and make it look at proper wording for once?! Okay, i know you like com and girls alot. I shall not deprive you of it. But no matter what, you give me a good grade first then i think about it.
If not, say buh-bye to your beloved computer and girls.
Lastly, try to get some rest yea? Sleep earlier. Stop thinking that much. It doesn't do u any good. Get some rest buddy! I think the body need more power to function properly during the day. Hence, i shall sign off here.

With loves,
Zero

dead silence

2007-09-05T20:40:00.000+08:00

-Dead Silence

Watched it with Celine and Sabrina. Blame you guys lah. Yesterday suddenly pangseh everyone. Besides, i was freaked out by the show. Actually, the show isn't that scary. But i scared lah. Cause later at night cannot sleep then anyhow imagine things very sad one u noe.

Well, took one of Sab's soft toy and hugged it throughout the show. Shielded my eyes using my hands from extreme gore and unnecessary adrenaline flowing through my body.

It has a pretty... Interesting storyline, but somehow the movie didn't display that out that correctly. Even though a super short summary of the movie is.
"shh, shut up. You scream you die."

Taht is why i hate dolls. Dolls are stupid scary and what ever. Especially the FURBEE. Where at night its eyes glow and says "would you be my friieennnddd?"

So anyways. Putting that aside, for some reasons, i called them idiot/stupid repeatedly. (maybe i was trying to drill the fact in), and i rubbed their head like there's no tomorrow. Well, it was pretty fun though. Ah, pretty weird too anyways.

Can't write anymore. Feeling really tired. Really really tired. Shall continue working on my layout. xD

hey yo. sept hols. 07

2007-09-04T15:29:00.000+08:00

ah.

1week of holidays really passes so freaking fast.
It's already the 4th day!

You know, i hate school. They said. School HOLIDAYS. I mean, if you're just gonna pile homework on us. You might as well just set sec sch like Uni.
Lectures. I mean, i think that is a very effective methods for geniuses like us. We're at least 1 of 2 generations after you baskets. Can't you be more. REVOLUTIONARY? So vintage for what.

Hmm... I wish that i could earn a hell lot of money. Retire early.

Den enjoy my life in technology and women. Hmmm.... Maybe i should find someone to talk about somethings. Something which kinda bewildered and amused me. Oh wells. Besides. Watching Dead Silence is. CANCELED?! WTF.

DEAD SILENCE
-CANCELED

Due to some humji-s who don't dare to watch the show. Become instead of 8 left only 3. Which is kinda stupid hence, no one going. Hence, which somehow, interestingly, regretfully and fortunately, i will be going out to watch a ghost movie tmr. Hmmm... Seems that life is going on, PRETTY SMOOTHLY for the TIME BEING.

And for some reasons. There is always 1month where almost no one sms-es me. And a month where suddenly for no obvious reasons. People start smsing me. Hmm... This is one such month, where i received plentiful. Which i also think that my SMS bao. But i have no idea since the counter restarted when i change the phone.

Well, talking about the phone. My dad SHOULD be getting me a nokia phone. The one adriel using now. I think. Hmm... But however, i wish that i'll get a Sony Erricson instead. It feels better. And hey. There seems to be a glimpse of light in love.

Oh wells. When it comes. it comes. xD

punggol beach. celine

2007-09-03T18:31:00.000+08:00

Cycled to punggol beach.
With celine. LIM.

1girl 1guy
Cycled to a uluu beach on a rainy day.

Bio-Data of her
Age: 13
Currently Sec1
Height: 147~150cm
Breast: unheard of.
Hips: rude to ask.

So well. You can call it a "romantic" setting. In some sense. Well, it's like those drama where the couple go to the beach. in a rainy day? (mayb some special circumstances)

So anyways.Played around. with water. I placed my most familiar signature on the beach.

WAHAHAHA.
So anyways. For people who have been waiting for someone to be your da-sao or wdv. Sadly hor, no la. not yet lah. She is my. DAUGHTER. (my other 3daughters, dun be jealous. different family)

So well. Went home, wet. Soaked. Dirty. Salty.
(so is she)
Oh wells. It's pretty interesting. MAY do it again. But again, 2people is slightly boring. As usual, the more the merrier. Tomorrow will be a display as such.

Finally, another all guys outing. Watching,
-Dead Silence

A freaking scary show which i think will freak the guts out of me. You see, i think i somehow have some kind of weakness for scary shows. Even though i don't believe in them. It does looks gross and disgusting doesn't it. Haix, hope at night can have a peaceful mind. Well, that's for now. Many pictures. Too lazy upload. HAHA.

oh flash drive!

2007-09-02T20:47:00.000+08:00

oh.

Went to tampines the giant today. first time go. Ain't as impressive as i hoped it would be. Seems that Ikea n courts are several size bigger.

So anyways.
My dad actually wanted to buy a 5gb thumbdrive for me. I mean, woa. But, sadly i rejected.
1st, i don't nid 5gb
2nd, it's an unknown brand.
3rd, it doesn't looks nice
4th, it's kinda big.

Hence, i don't wan it. took the 2GB instead. Ah, den my dad take my current 1gb flashdrive. (thumbdrive). Just formatted it to NTFS. Wonder if it'll work faster.

So anyways.
My brother entered for some kind of Vespa competition. Paid $12 to enter.
Won a $300 jacket
+ some other crappy crappy stuffs.

Oh wells. Finally got a watch to wear again. But now too used to taking out handphone liao. haix, nvm. Freakish tired.

Still working on my layout. Progress is slow.
Teacher's day. Pretty interesting. Everyone grew. Except some. Talked little. Tired. Didn't exactly sleep the previous night. Headache.

Oh wells. Posted late again. Lol. Tryin to update more. When, i. feel like it. lol

445 le.

2007-08-29T19:56:00.000+08:00

oh yawns.

Getting more and more tired. Think i exercised during my slp last night. Oh wdv. So went to sch today with all black. Well, supposedly all black, but my bag n socks ain't.

Oh wells.

Sprayed my hair in orange red silver. Turned out pretty weird. I screwed the silver up. And nvm, though it's kinda funny. It does make me look like a pai kia with, NOT MUCH fashion sense in any sense.

Well, my hair, became. Hard. As in. H-A-R-D.
I think banging a wall would be a NP.
Well, lessons, feels more relaxed. Or rather, everyone don't exactly feel like studying. (i mean. tis applies everyday but today more obvious)
So heck. Every thing's in chaos. (and again, tis is normal, but just more severe)

Came back home. Feeling tired. As if i had did something horrible last night. I think sleeping after 12 does affect your energy level. Hmm. One of the major highlights of the day.
-Joseph was pillared
-Eugene Wee was tao pok soon after

Joseph birthday. A grand event? At least 15guys was waiting for him to eat finish his food. Well, i mean, you must thank darren for smsing everyone yesterday saying that. "it is Joseph's birthday tmr"
Well, the whole NCC + boliao people. (me) Joined in the birthday BASH. It was pretty fun. But abit lacking in entertainment. Since joseph was willing, and with that many guys around. He can't run away. Even if he did. Pillaring will just be postpone to a later time in the day.

Well, but some great guy said. "after pillar joseph. STRAIGHT AWAY tao pok eugene wee"

Hence after rubbing joseph against the pole many times. Eugene solo tried to taopok Jos, however, 3strong guys. (since they were able to do it) PULLED eugene off jos, and immediately soon after. He was crushed. Jos got his revenge.

Well, for the case of eugene, u can't really say that he IS CRUSHED. He's probably. SQUEEZED. I mean, it's kinda unfair isn't it. He have that. Sponge under him.

Okay, so that's the main highlight. It is followed by a series of boring lessons. Anyways, 1C have a really nice costume. Form teacher, Mrs Hudd. Nothing less expected from an art teacher. I think that the girls turned chio-er Only reason being.
OMMG, THE COSTUME LOOKS LIKE ANIME GIRLS!!!

Ah!!! Having fetish over anime girls. Coat over shirt. Mini skirt. Long socks. AHH...
If only if our sch uniform could be that. Then it'll be cool. I think you'll see girls desperately trying to make the skirt longer rather than shorter. (it'll still be short anyways. Which is a GOOD thing)

Oh wells wdv la wdv. Damn tired. Haven't revise for Science CT. No way i'm gonna fail my Sci.
CHIONG CHIONG CHIONG!

what to wear

2007-08-28T20:59:00.000+08:00

it's teacher's day tmr.

Also the be-yourself day.
As mr chua have mentioned, it's to express yourself, not to expose yourself. Even though i hope for the opposite.

Well, don't know what to wear. Just some casual wear? hmmm. Wanted to spray hair silver, but seems lyk that plan screwed up. oh wells. I wanted a silverhair. So sad can't make it. =/

Oh wells, nevermind anyways. Since it'lll probably be too STRIKING. But it's cool, at least to me. Created a song today at ben's house. Pretty lame, pretty nice, pretty stupid. Yawns, it's boring if you don't know how to play a guitar.

But hey, it's hard being good in everything. I guess it's pretty much hard to mix around pretty well.

Besides. will put up a longer post tmr. Damn tired today again.
Went ben's hse to jam.

hit the basics.

2007-08-27T19:45:00.000+08:00

Let's go.

Hit the basics again.
Back to learning XML.
Which also stands for.
-eXtensive Markup Language.

Hence, i'm back to the basics of web browsing. Just realized that i didn't work up on XML, which well. Probably will cause the next layout to load for quite some time.

So well. XML probably will take. Sometime. To understand how to use it. Properly.

Hence, i suddenly remembered that. Tomorrow's the wonderful. PAPER ONE! So hell. How am i gonna score well. I have absolutely no idea.

Leave it to fate i guess.
Never mind, let's try alittle harder tml shall we?

it may be bad

2007-08-26T20:56:00.000+08:00

hey people
Sry ah, yesterday never post. Slightly caught up with my work.
Well, WORK. in my sense.

So anyways.
A short recap on yesterday. Went out with my 3 lovely? Daughters. Watched the bourne ultimatum and blah blah blah. Took some stupid photos which i simply refuse to post up here even if i died. So forgetting about that.

Let's move on the what i wanted to say.

Hey, you know. I use my blogs to test out various stuffs. And hmm, i think, the next time i'm gonna change my skin. It's probably. uh, high chance.
umm. no.
SURELY. Will take a longer time to load.

But rest assured. It will be. Interesting. Really interesting. Haha. So look forward to it.
And i finally finished learning the basics of
-Javascript
now i'll have more freedom and flexibility towards the scripts people simply copy and paste.

At the same time, i've also completed basic
-DHTML (Dynamic HTML)
-HTML DOM (Document Object Model)

Not bad not bad. I'm finally moving forward again. Will be stuck reviewing editing and getting used to Jscripting more. So now what. C++?
NOPE.

Forget about programming for now. That's what my instincts tell me. Will be working hard on browser scripting and photoshop. Chiong arh.
-try not to forget about your studies.
That's pretty hard to do so ya noe.

Working pretty hard for my new layout. Work Work Work!!!
i can do it. I know i can!

flash realised

2007-08-24T19:39:00.000+08:00

i just made a very big realization.

Flash isn't a program where by u work with just pure user-interface and images. And stuffs like that. It ain't like photoshop.

It requires. SCRIPTING?

Oh god. wtf.
ActionScript 3.0

Another god damn script which will be filed under my. To-Learn-List
Dammit, the up-coming layout will be. Down-coming. A long time will be need i guess. Besides. School ain't that bad. I mean, well. At least i tried my BEST not to sleep nowadays

Though i slept only in Ms Farah's class, it's quite an improvement. But hey, FARAH. People sleeping don't shake him/her lah. Will kana shock one okay.

and.
I FINISHED MY F/A-18 WILD WEASEAL.

But having quite some trouble putting the stickers on. Maybe i'll post the pictures tmr or smth like that. Sooner or later. I think that this blog will become a tech blog bah. Can't blame me.

Anyways, it doesn't seems like anyone hated my "new" hairstyle. So hmm... I guess it ain't that bad after all? Gonna work hard in computer.
talk to me on msn will ya? damn bored.

blog future plans

2007-08-23T20:50:00.000+08:00

hey, i suddenly thought of this.

And well, i shall continue posting until it reaches 500.
Then i'll change this blog url back to freedomstrike
That'll be my 500post worth of memories.

While i'll start anew with x-techbiz

Yea baby.
I fixed my model plane. Waiting for it to dry up, before i paste the stickers and take a pic of it. Yawns, but too lazy go and paint the parts liao. Hence it'll be a grey piece of crap with small small decorations all over it.

Besides, i think i know why i'm so tired during class liao. Maybe i push myself slightly too much. Hmmm, after sleeping for 2days, i feel so much better during class. Even though mucus keeps coming out today and i had a pretty rough time cleaning it non-stop.

Oh wells. Can't help getting jealous over the fact that most of my closer friends already have stead. I mean, damn sad lah. Haiya.

NEVER MIND. I shall fight for my own happiness.

Besides, i suddenly realized that rumours all start with a person saying something like "hey, i think this guy and that girl .... ..... .... " And the person who heard it may have the same thoughts and say. "oh ya, i think so too"

Dammit, my post are gettin so short, but guess it pleases ur eyes more.

hana baka

2007-08-22T17:23:00.000+08:00

oh yea.
I made a new name for PAMela
And well, people who would fall into a certain category

Hence, her new name would be
-HANA BAKA

Sounds pretty nice doesn't it. Oh wells, didn't go school again today. Too giddy again. Missed out on lessons which i hope won't be too critical to my learning.
Didn't do much. wasted another day.

Recently, stressed out?
-maybe.
Well, at least it proves that life's never smooth.
Forgot to say this yesterday.
But, YES.
I cut my hair, again. Well, i know i know, i'll probably look like some kind of idiot, but hey, my head feels alot lighter. Though i ain't really preparedto shave my head yet. Hmmm, i hate how the barber always misinterpret my sentences. I said, CUT THIN, DUN SHORT. Well, she cut it short anyways.

Forget it. Big man got big volume.
Seems like it'll need abit of styling here and there. yawns.

Too lazy to continue.
-to by continued.

giddy home.

2007-08-21T19:17:00.000+08:00

woke up this morning.

Found out that i have a pretty.
Serious chaos in my head.

Can't really get up, neither could i turn my head. Since..
Have u lyk, that kind of giddiness tt throws u off balance everytime u try to shift ur head position? Ya, something like that.

Some irritating stuffs happened this morning. But forgetting that. I didn't go school. Again, went to the polyclinic.
Got 2days MC, not ytd and today. It's today and tomorrow.
Hence, if i still dont' feel well tomorrow, hey, see ya the day after.

But hmm, i don't think my parents will, well. Allow me to do that? Hmm, seems like study is more important than health. Besides, it's pretty irritating how parents just condemn u, wait, rephrase, always give the reasons for you.

Okay, so had a pretty giddy day. Still feeling giddy now. But well, much better i THINK? Or maybe i just got used to it.

Starting to hate a few stuffs nowadays.
And well.
Eliz. I'll say this one last time, don't hit me like it's no one else's business.
I do not wish to hit anyone, but you see. When the need arises, i don't see the need for me to control it.
people who saw this. Please kindly remind her as well.

yawns, let's see how long i can stay not being a pai kia.

another sick

2007-08-20T22:02:00.000+08:00

yawns.
Sick again.
And once again, it proved something right, no or rather, something that i did which worked. Pretty much, perfectly well.

Hence, i was supposed to go home at 12. But mum dad not free, hence called my bro. Which was supposed to come at 1 but ended up reaching here at 2.

But hey, it wasn't that bad.
I mean, other than simply lying in the sick bay with nothing to do and a terrible turmoil churning up my head.

I guess it was pretty fine.

He came with his vespa.
V-E-S-P-A.

Or in simpler terms, u call that a motorbike. A retro type which somehow he likes. So off i go, with my sickness and all that, along with the bike running down the AHS hill. Hey, it's not like it's all bad! Just that the wind's abit too strong when he's going fast. I mean, u don't feel the speed and all that on a bus or car.

But on a bike. It's a total different story. Hence, brought me to changi village to have my lunch and back to sengkang. Express way was pretty cool. At least i finally re-experienced the fun of squeezing through cars and well. Over-taking them in the most un-glamourous manner.

So well, forgetting about that. Upon reaching home, played a game of DOTA before setting out to the nearest polyclinic i can find, only to WONDERFULLY find out that it's C-L-O-S-E-D.

As in. CLOSEEDDD.

And hey, heard from someone that Matt have somehow keylogged my computer. Well, if he really did such a bastard thing. The next thing i'm gonna do is to encrypt all my out-going connections, u basket!

Sleeping now. MAY not be going school tomorrow. But most probably yes, which is both a sad and happy thing.

DOTA start

2007-08-19T20:10:00.000+08:00

First blood!
Double Kill!
Killing Spree!
Mega Kill!

Oh whatever. I'm finally starting up on playing DOTA. At least more seriously. But heck, i got pawned by the... AI? WTH.
But heck, WuYu also same team as me. He also kana pwned by the CPU. What can i do. I'm a beginner.

So. Weekends wasted on Oral and. Some stupid stuffs.
Didn't study at all. I'm ashamed.

The next weekend. I'm planning to sleep the 2days. No study, no computer, no playing. Just sleep. I think i really needed that.
Hey, guys.
U think study with people more effective
or study alone better?

In any case. The first person i'm gonna prove wrong is eng teacher, followed by maths, and on and on.
I'M GONNA PROVE U ALL WRONG~
bastards.

Yawns, why is life ever so contradicting.

chi oral 07

2007-08-18T20:05:00.000+08:00

oh man.
I'm so damn lucky, that i was able to read the all the words on the paper. Well, even though i'm not that good at written, i'm proud that i can recognize quite alot of words.

besides, oral don't really matter. It doesn't take up alot of ur % anyways.

And i've decided to get into art again. Since now enough people, can make it into core, i certainly enjoy art more than hist or geog. Well, maybe i'll aim to be a graphic designer.
Yawns, i'm the jack of all trades master of none.

And i saw the power of command line javascript on another blog again. But well, it's cool, it's kinda fun, but certainly no style in it.

Shit, i stopped too long on C++ again. Too tired.
Maybe i like javascript more. At least it's alot easier to understand. lols.

Someone, please tutor me in DOTA. I have finally started playing this game everyone's been crazy about. Haven't exactly played a proper game yet. Though i think i'll probably suck it in, HECK CARE. I WANT TO BEAT BRIAN, WUYU, KAILIANG.

And, i'll be making a layout specially for blogskins. =DDD
Soon lah, will post the link.

style in xp

2007-08-17T19:57:00.000+08:00

yea.
Everything that i couldn't do last time, i'm able now. Since i have more ram lying around.
Let's see. Almost all of the things have been configured to look like vista. Can't get over my Vista obsession, even though Vista is almost like a replica of MAC OSX, i don't care.

When i have the time, i'll post up a video of my desktop.

So hence, tomorrow's the Oral. Chinese further more.
Before i say anything,
GOOD LUCK PEOPLE.

Well, at least oral is something you can't fail in. Unless u refuse to speak. So it's about whether u can score well in it or not. And well, i've flunk my first 3terms. So is there a chance of me not flunking my EOY exams?
-yes.

I'll be CHIONGING with everything i have.
A few reasons at that.
-To show mrs koh that it's not like i can't do it, but i'm lazy to do it.
-To shut my mum's mouth
-To avoid getting into the 7subjects class.
-To get a present from my dad
-new motherboard
-new graphic card
-For my own sake.

well, anyways, here's a BIG THANKYOU to mingli for sending me the ChengYu for chinese test, WELL. Even though... I kinda, well, screwed the test, but hey, that was helpful. =D

And i really have something to say. I mean, why the f*** do they put it on a saturday? 7.20am somemore, YOU THINK U FUNNY ARH
!@#&$@#%(@#&%@#)!@#

So well. I better get going soon. I mean, sry for the boring posts these days. I'll make up with some kind of interesting post ... .... some how.

NTFS 1

2007-08-16T21:26:00.000+08:00

oh crap.

Though this is kinda sickening, but my current harddrive system is FAT32.
In other words.
File Allocation Table 32Bits.

Well, since this is a system upgraded from WindowsME, i forgot about that. Hence, i have to change it to NTFS. I don't really know what the heck it stands for, but what ever it is, it definitely is faster and safer.

Hence, seems that i'll have another tedious night.

And hence, i don't really have anything interesting happening today.
Except to some words to the guys. Well, they don't even read anyways, but i'll just write it out. Well. Grow up lah. I mean, no point arguing / getting heated over stupid things like being called a dog or raking up about some stupid past events.

Simmer down could you.
I mean, i don't know if i'm saddistic or what, but i find it really funny when there are 2guys who argues pretty. Uh, INTERESTINGLY, in public places just because of... Some stupid stuffs

sola!

2007-08-15T21:23:00.000+08:00

omg.

Finished watching
-Sola

A REAAAALLLLY nice anime i recommend to all ages. Not a single bit of ecchi. But it's really nice, nearly made my tears come out, but too tired den lol. Nv come out.

A short sypnosis.
It's about this being called a Yaka - Woe of the night. In other words, a demon which looks totally like a human but when in contact with sunlight, will burn, other than that and some powers, they look just like humans.
Well, than there is this guy, who is, created, a dream, an illusion.

And there's this sentence i find really sad.
-Dreams are just illusions, you'll forget about them as soon u wake up from your dream.

And well hence, everything about that guy is forgotten, even his best friend don't have a slightest collection to him. Well. I hate those creators who do this kinda shows, damn sad you know.
Another show which brings some emotion at the end is
-Magikano

A group of people who have been living in the same time over and over again. To prevent a demon king from coming out.
Another one is
-Zegapain

I mean, all the friendship, hardships, pain, love and all that just. Restarted over and over again. Foes who patched up at the last day repeats the same thing again, for hundreds of times.

And another one is.
-Air

The 1000th summer. It's about a sad "curse" passed down to 2people every time. I assure u, the last episode is 100% to make u cry if you're quite an emotional person. Haiz.

Haiz. I began to wonder if scars still hurt. I wonder why people get affected by the past. Shit, really really tired. Maths common test.
Fri chinese test.
"Stop torturing me!" i said, but
a voice said
"stop torturing yourself"

remix!

2007-08-14T19:35:00.000+08:00

oh crap.
I tried to do a remix of linkin park songs using windows movie maker.

Hey! It's POSSIBLE OKAY.
But hor, i found out that, it's impossible using ONLY linkin park songs. lols. I finished the remix, but it sounds more lyk a DJ playlist instead. So forget it. Zzz.

Decided on skin layout le.
Theme
-Complex Simplicity

Started work on it in class. Yawns.
Oh crap.

Today, someone called me a sleeping dog, and well, did smth stupid and said, "i want to see u argue with urself"
Hence, out of. whatever, i shouted pretty loudly. Kan ni na.
And as a result, i got scolded. In a sense.
And oh, she asked "do u say that to ur mother?"
"No." I replied respectfully.

It was quite a boring day. Half dead. Almost late. Now feeling kinda sick again.

Shit, damn tired. A video to end it off.
the simpsons (drum)

NO PORN!

2007-08-13T20:40:00.001+08:00

HEY.
JiaHao.
Basket, I DON'T WATCH PORN.
Well, even if i did i don't anymore. LOL.

Female anatomy is boring. I prefer woman with clothes on. Well, i don't mind if there isn't any clothes. But having something is better than nothing.

So heck, conclusion, porn is boring. The only interesting stuff is ecchi anime. A slightly perverted kinda crap but NOTHING close to porn. So anyways.
A probably blogskin is coming up. I feel bad for this one. But, heck. I'm looking forward to better ones. And a slight change in the layout?

Since people said, ur layout always same, only pictures different. So well, 1 thing to clarify, try making ur own layout. Different skins requires you to reconstruct the whole layout again. "trust me"Unless you're those... nvm.

Okay so.
I totally forgot what i was going to say today.

So.... Forget it. I don't usually bother remembering stuffs i forgot.

internet tech support.

2007-08-12T14:23:00.000+08:00

found this very interesting video.
Well, it does happen i mean, it's quite true?

So hey, take a look at
Internet Tech Support.

Heh. Guess that's why they always say. "please hold"
And hey. Another funny help crap

lol. nth much to say right now. may be back later. haha

o2mania. improve!!!

2007-08-11T23:29:00.000+08:00

Playing this "old" game i found lying around.
-Freelancer

A pretty cool game developed by microsoft games. Fighter pilot who goes inter-galaxy and the cities i've came across have these names
-New York
-London
-Chicago

All all the american states. I guess the americans must have loved their country ALOT!

And i know it's kinda late posting this, but i keep forgetting to post this video. Microsoft surface, taking computer interface to a higher level. =D

And hence, it wonderfully led to this.
Something i find really funny.

man!
Big ass table.

Oh wells, if i had S$15,0000 lying around to be wasted. Oh no. I won't buy that. I could build a power-power computer.
Besides.

(the bottom half is deleted due to complains)

NDP (2)

2007-08-09T23:41:00.000+08:00

hey.
The people who have gone to archery as ur sports enrichment.
Watch this.
The perfect archery

woots. If i can shoot like that, i bet i can see through panties too.

Ah, quite a sad way of celebrating NDP but it was fine. Played around with graphics, movie maker and watched anime.
Man, after seeing everyone doing the movie for hist, i feel like making a boliao movie. Just for fun, mayb a AMV?

And just searched for what it stands for.
-Anime Music Video

So anyways. Rather than just photos, i'll put short clips.
Yawns. Tomorrow.
Tomorrow.
Tomorrow.
Tomorrow.

What am i supposed to do.

Homework. Maybe i should just get down with it.
Or not.

42th NATIONAL DAY

2007-08-09T10:59:00.000+08:00

HAPPY NATIONAL DAY
SINGAPORE.

Well, it holds a significant meaning to all singaporeans.
why.?

IT IS A PUBLIC HOLIDAY.
HAHAHA.

So anyways. There isn't much you can do today. Certainly not your homework. I mean, can't teachers give better suggestions to spend a meaningful day like this? You should relax. RELAX while waiting for the NDP to start.

And i just realised that Fear Factor have came back again on Channel 5. Dude, fear factor rocks. Well, i THINK i will dare to all the things, EXCEPT the ones that includes the DAMN FREAKING gross eating and swimming. I can't imagine jumping into a big pool of slime and den eating some animal's eyeballs.

So anyways. Here's 2 anime i currently recommend.
-Ai Yori Aoshi
-SOLA

The 2 more subtle type. Ai Yori Aoshi got alittle of ecchi. But very little lah. So it's suitable for all ages.

Oh ya. Ytd sch. Adriel suddenly said to me smth lyk "wa, shermaine wear until so tight" Den i was lyk "WHERE WHERE WHERE" Den he turned my head towards her. But for some reasons, i took lyk 3mins before i saw her even though i'm looking DIRECTLY at her direction. There either have to be a problem in my vision or her height.

And anyways. I think i've made godwin crazy last night. But well, sad to say though. It's really i mean, freaking amusing how he went crazy over a joke. Guess he's the type who can't take the joke over the line of verbal.

So forgetting about that.

I think i post again later. When NDP start. HAHA.

funny ah?

2007-08-07T17:31:00.000+08:00

hey.

Another point to bring up.
Well, to friends and teachers(who won't see this).

But first. I'm really pissed with something that happened today. My eng teacher just DON'T HAVE THAT F***ING LITTLE TRUST IN ME.
She insisted that i go for Eng remedial
BUT HEY!
She said, those who got C6 AND BELOW needs to go. Did i? DID I F***ING get a C6 or anything lower? NO. Hence, she CALLED my house, and she's probably gonna give me a green form or something like that. Well, come on. I have my reasons.
Just blame it that ACP doesn't update our mid-year score. SO HOW CAN I PROVE IT TO HER? HOW?

you think u funny ah. HAH?

Now the thing. Applies to my family but i guess they won't read it. It's not like i don't have a reason, it's not like i like giving excuses. But i hate explaining myself. Well, for friends, well, if u think what i said is an excuse, then so be it.
At least let me state her that, i'm just trying to state the mistake i've made, and the fact that i've made the mistake, and through verbal reminding, i'll try not to commit the same mistake. Well, i don't mind if you take it as an excuse, but well, it does gets alittle irritating.

Guess life's getting more stressed nowadays. Both family and school.

Besides, one major why i'm kinda stressed is that well, basically, no one believes much in what i say.
For example, i'm tired everyday. Got headache very very often.

hey, people just take it as an excuse to sleep in class. Or i play computer games everyday and stay up very late doing some stupid stuffs. Headache, i don't even think my friends will actually believe it. The teachers half-believe, half-don't.

Even though i'm not sure what exactly the reason is, i vaguely know what caused it. These are stuffs that is too troublesome/difficult to say out, and it's personal, somehow i ain't exactly allowed to say it.
When you got injured, you'll heal. The pain will go away. Or will it not? I have no idea why i am so troubled by the past. Seems like throwing away the past is harder than it seems. To my parents, it seems that i'm immature, i don't understand anything, hence, i won't feel anything.

Please.

You always scold me for not communicating, scold me for not doing my things, scold me for not telling you what i think, scold me for being dirty, scold me for not eating my meals.
Finally, there is that one day where i shared all my thoughts with you. I thought, being who you are, you would understand. However, most disappointingly, most saddening, you merely cast my feelings and thoughts away as childish immature thinkings. And that it certainly hold no value.

So i'm back to square one. Nothing changed in the end. Why can't you just believe in what i say?? Why can't you just put ALITTLE BIT MORE though into what i've said? And is it THAT difficult to shut your mouth for one day? Is it THAT difficult to remember what i tell you everyday?

Yawns. I'm tired.

clarify again

2007-08-06T20:27:00.000+08:00

yo guys.
Well, this may be pretty boring but well, i'm gonna clarify and uh, restate my thesis statement again.

And my topic sentences as well.
Then, finally,
my conclusion.

So anyways, today, some other days, the past the present, i've heard, pretty many bad things about everyone. Pretty much rumours. Pretty much internal wars.
So let's see.

There appears to be some girls i'm closer to. And obviously there will be some who i won't be that close to. Well, and hence, there will be difference in what the people i'm closer will do, and what the other people won't.

So for the moment, i'll state the current family i have in AHS.
(or so i can rmb. too sad if i missed out ur name)
Pam - Sis
Sher - Sis
Jas - supposed to be daughter, now dunno what.
Zoey - Daughter
Mingli - some gd friend with unknown relationship
Eliz - some kind of gd friend who ain't tt gd

Well, and AGAIN.
I must say this again. To the girls i'm closer to. Or rather, quite alot. Maybe most of the girls. They are just like guys to me. Not that i'm gay or whateva, just that i don't have THAT MUCH interest in girls now. (though my thinking maybe slightly perverted)

So well. You probably say that i whole day tickle here tickle there, play with their hair or wadeva. So anyways, what i want to state is. Do the guys do that to me? Do the girls treat me like how the guys treat me?

Obviously no. It's just like the same gender with different physical and mentality. Obviously u have to treat them differently. You can't treat WuYu and Benedict the same way, can you?

So anyways, if you have any, well. Any something you want to disagree with, state it out, i'll be listening. Just well, refrain from talking in the dark. Since if you're displeased with the situation, trust me, talking behind people's back wouldn't change anything other than the other person's dislike in you.

Besides, let's clarify somethings.
Or rather, bring up some stuffs.

Flirting and playing around. Is commonly misunderstood.
--Flirting is a form of human interaction, usually expressing a sexual or romantic interest in the other person

The only difference why a guy or girl is considered as flirting is because they're playing around with the opposite sex. If it's 2guys or girls doing that exact same thing. They'll just be considered as playing around. Not flirting. (though ppl may just call them gay or les)

Hence, please. Live in a clean environment and create as little mis-understandings as possible.

after effects of run

2007-08-05T14:51:00.000+08:00

I suffering from the after effects
Of 2.4km

Seems that constant training and a warm up is a must.
Aching like f*** now. Just like when u never run for 2weeks den suddenly run 2.4 without any warm up. zzz.

freak.
Tomorrow got LITE project to hand-up / present

But hey. We broke up.
Ain't that sad.
Matt and Marc is out of the team, now left me, kelvin, ming guan, brian.

Wasn't that bad i guess. It's 3. I haven't take my lunch. Man, my meals are always out of whack. And hey! Anyone know how to bypass the Windows XP pro Genuine authentication? All the hack/crack on the internet are kinda out-dated.

Yawns, I DON WANNA REFORMAT AGAIN. It's kinda pissifying reformatting so many times. I have nothing interesting to say anymore.

But i accidentally said a sentence i find interestin during msn
"it is pervertness that allows all of us to be here now."

2.4 0'7

2007-08-04T17:54:00.000+08:00

Sec2's 2.4km run.
At east coast park.
More specifically.
2.1km.

It was an early day. Early. No breakfast.
Reach there just nice. Awhile later, the run started. Me and Qin put up our headphone, and ran with our phones. It looks abit guai lan, but who cares.
-It did help me improve my stamina after all.

One of the sayings i believe in.
-it's all in the mind-

hence, for once. I ran my 2.4(1) without stopping or slowing down. Just some slight irregularities with the speed, since the songs play different mah. Was running to the beat. Don't feel that tired. Just that my legs are aching, like. Kana massage lyk that.
Well, even after all that. Still got 84. I think same as last year. Or so. Yawns, it sucks to start at the back. And it also sucks when a big group of guys hold hands and created a road-block.

Top 3 guys.
1.Joseph
2.Joshua -- the twins
3.Vinson

I'm 81 people behind them. OH WTF.

Even so, I REFUSE to train. Computer more important than running. But hey! Our class de girl all not bad sia. I think all within the 100. And alot lyk front few front few sia. o.o

Finally got my hands on CS source.
Instead of the traditional Condition Zero most people are playing.

No new weapons, no new settings. The only thing new is the graphic and the map. Pretty refreshing. Pretty laggy. After all, what can u expect from my computer? And i say wrongly. It's not that my computer don't have 3D acceleration, it's just that it sucks. Pretty big time. But overall it's still okay.

Freak, damn tired now. Have a sleep. MAY post later (most prob. no)

green. and. dirty.

2007-08-03T20:18:00.000+08:00

Hey! 12green forms spreaded out nicely on the table.
12 people kana green forms. 1shot the teacher gave out 12. I mean, wow. reason?

We didn't go for "CIP Practice"
I mean, it's a music thing, if u know how to sing, u ain't exactly need to go, do you? Let's see. We kicked up a fuss.

One of the guys wrote a pretty interesting quote which i will copy from when he post his share. Well, for some reasons, i do not understand the f*** way the school demerit point system works. Is it a tool for teachers to play with? Something to threatened the students with?

A type of "COMMUNICATION" tool that makes sure that the other party will listen. FOR SURE. But hey! We got a demerit. For practically no reason. So well. I ain't gonna elaborate much more on this, as i have better things to say.

*reformat*
*reformat*
*reformat*

oh yes. I reformatted my computer 3times yesterday. Reason, i can't stand Linux being too flexible. And since i can't install my XP straight away for some reasons, i used to Windows2K for it to read the XP installation files.

BUT HEY!
The serial key failed me.

Hence, FORTUNATELY. I have a WindowsME backup. So i reformatted again and installed ME. Den, i ran my XP, and reformatted the computer again. I must say. It has pretty much pissed me off but i guess i'm still fine with it. What's left now is to finish is to bypass the WGA.(windows genuine authentication)

So i'll be spending my time on that.

NAPFA tomorrow. Ain't planning to fail. I'm aiming for an E.
Since there isn't any meaning in getting a gold or anything good, since it merely signifies more hardships during ur NS. (in some sense)

Yawns. that's all. At least for now.

S.C.D

2007-08-02T17:35:00.000+08:00

S.C.D
SEX.CHARACTER.DEVELOPMENT

We had another fun and interesting CD lesson. But hey! It's about SEX again. I guess merely that word is enough to perk everyone's energy level in class.
Before you know it, the class participated ENTHUSIASTICALLY in the talk about sex.

So hey. Singapore is rated as a NOT open country. But this teacher taught us otherwise. She talked to us not only about SEX and SEX transmitted diseases, she even talked about ORAL SEX.

So i mean, i feel alittle bad for her as she couldn't explain what ORAL Sex means, so well. She placed in the way of when "you use your mouth to suck something"
And the other times she defined sexual intercourse as "the process whereby the male places his reproductive organ into the female's reproductive organ."

I guess the picture gets pretty clear after she said that.

So well. Played soccer three times.
First Recess
Second Recess
After School.

Haix. Tml still got lion's home. Also dunno what to do there. It's not like i don't wanna go there, but it's not like i particularly want to go there either.

Blah, forget about. Nothing to say.

singapore immersion

2007-08-01T21:41:00.000+08:00

welcome china pupils to.
AHS.
A Hectic School.

Well, it applies to our class anyways.
And i sincerely feel bad for you guys. I mean, first lesson, Science, u can't ask ms farah to speak chinese, right?
Next, 2lessons of English.
Now, how can we talk in chinese during English lesson?

Next. English Literature. That is something. Which is well. English. Next, 2lessons of SEL. Where we watch the bangla movie, which the people spoke English in the way we nv know of.

So well. I guess it's a pretty bad day for you guys. But please. I have to insist that it is far from listening science or maths in chinese.

So anyways. Let's start with the day. I'm pretty much not in exactly a good mood today. Was planning to skip school but went anyways. Well, my english teacher changed my seat. Where by i can sit at the back and enjoy the lesson. But NO!

She have to force me to sit infront and stare at her horrific figure. Not to mention that her clothes are transclucent and i could see her fats hanging out from her tummy. In addition to it, she had a very f***ing sharp speaker which project nothing but nonsense.

So well. She pretty much pissed me off and oh wells. I slept. Right infront of her. Feel kinda bad. But, ah, can't help it. Got a scolding from her after lesson, she's planing to call my parents. (think 2nd time saying liao)

Oh wells. I don't really mind. Pretty irritated by my parents anyways. Hope that they could just shut their mouth for 1day.

And hey. I finally asked the Computer Club teacher-in-charge about my entry into the club. But guess WHAT?
I won't be joining the sec2s. Or more specifically, i'm joining into the INFO COM CLUB, instead of COMPUTER CLUB.

So hey. As a reward, i get to learn how to use a camera , how to use a video camera, how to cut and edit videos, (around 95% are girls) and i get to be in a bunch of girls! A bunch of, oh-i-have-to-take-my-eyes-off-her girls. So hey. It isn't that bad. I mean, i'm just into a CCA which teaches me stuffs i know and mix around with. Generically human beings.

So hmm. Not that i'm choosy but. Hey. WHAT THE F***?!
!#$*@#%)!@$&@#%^

Ah. So let's see. What should i do?
My life's getting more and more screwed up everyday.

loved

2007-07-31T21:14:00.000+08:00

As i watch.

I get pretty emotional over this show.
-Onegai Sensei

I mean, it isn't exactly perverted or what. But it really is a well-written storyline. Highly recommended if you like a very sweet romance story. Well, probably not one of the most sweet ones you've ever watched.
But it does have several unexpected twist in it.

Oh wells. It did kinda turn me on. To have a sweet romance like them. But oh wells. Such things can wait. I guess. Seems like there ain't any girl i've met yet who would make my heart stop.

So anyways. If you like Onegai Sensei.
You should also try
-Onegai Twins

Same production team, different storyline, but it has the same feel lah.

Hey, teachers who have scolded me today.
I DON'T PLAY COMPUTER GAMES. AT ALL.
I DON'T EXACTLY STAY UP LATE.
I DON'T HAVE A GANG OUTSIDE.
I DON'T GET HOOKED ON TO TV.

I mean, wtF? I merely find that education for now is pretty useless. I would probably work up on my maths and science only. Besides, the reason why i'm so tired today is because i crammed around 10pages of C++ tutorial into my head yesterday.

So for the moment. I'm able to write something like this.

#include
using namespace std;

#define PI=3.142
#define NEWLINE '\n'

int main ()
{
double r=5.0;
double circle;

circle = 2 * PI * r;
cout << circle
cout << NEWLINE;

return 0;

Just a short C++ script to calculate the circumference of a circle. But it did took me quite some time to understand the whole thing. So forget about it. Still a beginner around the aspect of programming.

So hey. I don't just waste my time fooling or playing around.

2nd last lesson.

2007-07-30T19:30:00.000+08:00

Oh hey!

I leave my eyes for a minute and i realized that it's the 2nd last lesson of archery!
So well. I don't mean that archery sucks or things like that. But, archery THEORY kinda suck my arse.

I mean, it's basic common sense that any person with an adequate amount of consciousness will know that.

And English Essay.
I don't f***ing understand why she always says that COUNTER-ARGUMENT IS OF A HIGHER LEVEL. And we as students cannot handle it very well. I mean. wtf is that lah?

BLOGGING.
Is a very good example of an argumentative essay. I DON'T SEE WHY. A activity we're doing everyday. Would be a DIFFICULT activity to do. Well, i can't blame her. Back at her times, there were no computer! No blogging!

Hey. Wake up lah teachers. We're in the era of technology. Don't think so lowly of us. We are the champion out of the millions after all.

another handphone...

2007-07-29T12:12:00.000+08:00

hey. wtf.

My bro found out that his previous headphone worked. And changed handphone with me. AGAIN. oh. wtf. So now i'm using a samsung hp. Dunno what model. I only know same as kailiang that one. zzz

Well, it doesn't really matters to me as long as it has a 1GB memory and a workable headphone with enough bass in it.
So anyways.

This is simply awesome solo drumming. Damn tis. He's too good.

and this.

oh, what's that? A DJ with a... Japanese Traditional. "guitar"??
Oh well, it did come out nice after all.

Last one.
I mean, i started laughing straight after i saw his face. I MEAN, IT'S TOO COMICAL. IT'S WORSE THAN MR BEAN. LOL

Oh wells. I wonder if he's tryin to be funny here.

So hey. I've got nothing to say. Still learning how to make my linux function properly. So... Enjoy the videos?

learning c++ (1)

2007-07-28T18:42:00.000+08:00

Finally starting to seriously learn programming.
Yea, matt, dun laugh at me.
I'm a HTML guy. period.

But not anymore. I HOPE.

But hey! Learning abit of javascripting helps in understanding C++ quite ALOT i guess. Ah! But really, i don't know i learn for what. Is there anything program i need or want to make? Basically, no.

So what am i learning for? I guess purely just for knowledge and fun.

So many things i wanna learn. Feel like giving up on studies and concentrate on learning computer stuffs ley. but oh wells. Guess i better not make up my mind so quickly.

Hmm, feel like go out do some job. Den get some money go fix my computer. Or maybe make a custom one. Yawns. Slept 3times today. Think almost slept the whole day. Abit too tired liao. oh wells. I guess that's it for now.
YAWNS. (tryin not to slp again)

learning linux

2007-07-28T13:06:00.000+08:00

Oh yawns. I feel like a baby.

A baby in computer. But getting the hang of it. BUT OH, it's still kinda troublesome relearning everything from the start.

As i learn. I also realized something crappy. Oh yea. What?
My computer has an integrated graphic card.
ATI Radeon Xpress200

Well, it is actually supposed to be better. In the sense that it's integrated or wdv lah. But it seems like i REALLY need to get a new graphic card.
Nvidia. My first choice.

Reason? This fucking crap only has 2D acceleration. No 3d acceleration, no direct rendering. Which has caught me in surprise how i was able to play those games kinda smoothly. Guess wasted alot of ram and CPU power to generate those crappy scenes.

AH. When it's time, i'll ask for a new graphic card. And i can recover my 256mb ram lost to the stupid card. Den it can operated 1/3 times faster than now.

Oh yea. Finished watching -Happy Lesson-
Should be going on to -Happy Lesson Advance- later.

Quite a nice show i must say. A guy living with 5 teachers. All chio bu, den 2sisters. 1is so damn cute. the other is a star singer.

Quite an ideal life isn't it?

Hmmm. Eh, i ask you guys ah. Currently, this is a.
"my life and i can do what ever i want blog"
is it like, stupid or boring? If not i feel like changing it to a.
"technology and everything nothing to do with my life"

Lols. I think it'll be quite cool .Oh wells. If people would even BOTHER to reply, i'll bother to think about this more.

I think i'll double post later. Since there's nothing i can do here. Nor games i can install and play. ONE DAMN CRAP THING. I DON'T EXACTLY KNOW HOW TO INSTALL PROGRAMS ON THIS SYSTEM. WTF?

wow. i'm stuck.

2007-07-27T23:45:00.000+08:00

ah.
Dammit?

I mean, changing it to Linux isn't a bad thing. The bad thing is that i cannot change it back. ==ll

OH yea, it has wonderfully totally formatted my file-system and i find no ball to how i can recover my XP using my recovery disk.

But hey. It isn't that bad. I guess.

Since this is the case. I'm FORCED to learn how to use linux. Or just die without my computer. So basically, up till now, i've learnt that, Linux, for you to operate, it's like using DOS on windows.

And i mean, not just for fun. This time, you use it for work. Or rather, you'll need it for your system to work.

So well, compelled by the circumstances, i'm currently reading a probably 200page or more worth of information about my computer and how to operate it. (still reading it) And i hope i can complete reading by around 2am. 2hrs should be enough. I guess.

But one more thing. This system is obviously faster than XP. In a sense that, XP has everything preloaded and some extra stuffs that you don't exactly need like those stuffs which prevents your hack from working... But hey, Linux took me 5secs to boot after the Splash Screen. Not bad at all!

Well, for those who don't know what i am blabbering about. Just change to Linux. And i'll see how you die. =D

screwed it up

2007-07-26T22:44:00.000+08:00

congratulations to me.

I've successfully and officially screwed my system up.

Today, July 26th 2007.
I reformatted my computer to use Ubuntu LINUX system.

It wasn't at all bad. Until i realised that. This system. Is 100% TOTALLY open sourced. I mean. Well, it's what i wanted anyways. So that i can learn programming more easily in this kinda environment.

But i guess this is abit too much for me to take in 1shot.

Instead of installing programs and configuring options. I'll just be editing the system file text and see what happens. Which is something i wasn't really good at from the start.

Haix. There's always more to what meets the eye.

AHHH!!! Forget it. Guess i'll spend my weekends updating it. yawns.

oh. this is...

2007-07-25T18:22:00.000+08:00

OH MAN. THIS IS SICK!
SO FREAKING SICK.

BODY SUSPENSION!

That's sick. isn't it? I think i'll scream until i die if i'm gonna do that.

And watch this too.
I bet that his balls are gonna hurt. ALOT.

Yea. That's gonna hurt. Isn't it?
(it's really crazy anyways)

So anyways. Seems like 14 is a very nice age for people to stead yea? Seems to be surrounded by couples. YAWNS.
So anyways. Nth much happened today overall.

Or rather, can't exactly remember what exactly happened.
And oh yea. 2D kinda rock. alot.
though i feel kinda sad for the teacher, i'm kinda glad as well. I mean, well. Most of the teachers SEEMS to be insignificant in our class. Our class are definitely one of the "lively" type of class. Too much life i guess.

There's always a new story in class.
The current one was Qin Hui "fighitng" with air pork. (shenzhen). Though things have settled down, things haven't gotten better between them.

So well. I slpt at 7pm yesterday.
Yea. Got knocked out by a strong force inside my body. So i slept for 11hrs. I mean, it wasn't all bad. At least i didn't feel slpy. THAT MUCH, during sch. Oh wells.

Here's smth i created:
In love, one's a pleasure, two spells trouble, threes a hassle and fours (or more) a palace.

Ah. Yes or no?

jealousy. is it growing?

2007-07-24T18:45:00.000+08:00

iHey.
What the hell.
wadeva~~!! (sissy voice)

Today. I came to know of 2 more couples in my surrounds. Actually is 3. But 1 not confirm.

So now left, 3people (including) me without. Haix. Got 1, Deon tan. Forget abt that guy lah. Him getting a stead is like, forget abt it.

Lols, his standard of chioness i wonder if it's DAMN HIGH, or DAMN WEIRD. But one things for sure, he's a fantasizer about models / hollywood stars.

Currently, i'm single and FREE FOR TAKING!
But don't think will. Since end of P6, my prophet was. "I'll get a GF when i sec3". I'll see if it's gonna be true. Yawns.
Dunno lah. For now, my wife still my first priority.
Just in case if until now you still don't know who my wife is. Go eat shit lah.

Studies. I dunno ranked at what. Probably somewhere at the back
Stead. I dunno ranked at what either, probably not thinking abt it yet.
Music. Somewhere at the front. Wanna learn smth.
Dance. Somewhere along the middle, feel like learning but like for nth, only can show off. (blah blah along tt line)
Games. Lost somewhere. Lost my interest.

That's currently lah. Who knows, tmr may have a drastic change.
And since people who comes my blog are NORMALLY people who don't exactly know ALOT about computers. I'll just provide tis info for the people who don't know.

- TC ( Trusted Computing )
This is the most lethal and fatal to all game cheaters. However, this won’t get implemented so soon. And yes, this is the technology (Palladium) that Microsoft claimed that will stop all virus, malware and spyware… ( But the fact is: It doesn’t stop any virus/malware/spyware… )

Maybe you will wonder, so what if TC allows music publisher to delete pirated MP3s on my computer without my consent, or what if Trusted Computing allows Microsoft to format my computer if they think my Windows is pirated ( Very oftenly, Microsoft mistaken a fully licensed Windows for a pirated one. )

We should pay attention to a technology in TC, that is memory curtaining. That is, the CPU will disallow anyone from reading a piece of memory, not to mention writing to it. This is implemented from hardware level, and is very easy to bypass: ( Try it at your own risk. )
- Shutdown your computer
- Yank the CPU off the main board, get a hammer and smash it to pieces.
- Yank the TPM ( Trusted Platform Module ) off the main board.
And you are done, but your computer won’t start anyway…
The memory curtain feature is impossible to bypass, unless you follow the steps above ( destroy the hardware ), or miracles happened.

You might think: Ha! Luckily, they haven’t implement it in the hardware yet. When they start selling hardwares with these terrible features, I can just refuse to buy them!

Then too bad, you are wrong. All PCs sold in 2006 comes with the TC, some in 2005 comes with the TC. Just that the software ( Windows ) didn’t activate/use it, so you can still do all the vac and godmode in game.

i mean. tt's kinda like sad yea?

You can read more about TC here ( I recommend you to read it all, although it is quite long, but you can do it later, some people just aren’t patient on important stuff… ):
http://www.cl.cam.ac.uk/~rja14/tcpa-faq.html
Also to note, the above is written by a Professor of Security Engineering at the Computer Laboratory in University of Cambridge.

To end it off. Here's another video i found interesting.

subscribe to my feed.

2007-07-23T19:52:00.000+08:00

Get my latest update in post or whatever through feeds!

You can use either Atom or RSS to do that. Though i'll prefer it if u use RSS. Well, anyways, if you don't know what an RSS feed is about. Just subscribe to it. You'll know it soon enough. hahas. It can be found under the credits there.

So anyways, after wondering around and clicking on a link on matt's blog which kinda leaded me to this

John0312

It kinda. like, made me really jealous. And kinda pissed. I mean, wtf have i been doing up to now? Compared to him, i'm like NOTHING SIA. zzz. Well, even though he's JC1 now, i mean, am i able to catch up with him in 2year's time? When he has started screwing up AHS's system during his prime time of sec3~4.

And now he's screwing up TJC's system by keyloggin his own school's IT assistant.

Haix. What an asshole. A former hacker, virus maker, now a white-hat and a cracker. YAWNS. This is abit kinda pissing me off. I feel like beggin my parents to send me off to some kind of programming course.

So anyways, there's actually ALOT of things i wanna sae, but i forgot all of them.
The only thing i can remember is the song of the week thing.
So here's a song i recommend:

A pretty nice metal rock song i guess.

AND HAIX. I shall work on what i have to say next time....

Blog war?

2007-07-22T18:21:00.000+08:00

After viewing matthew's blog.

He so kindly raised my attention about the stuffs happening around me. He is indeed an excessive blog-hopper. I mean, after seeing what's happening, it got my hands pretty itchy to write something about it.

Let's see.
The following credit goes to matthew.

Apparently, this Xiaxue - in her bid to rejuvenate her dwelling popularity wrote a blog entry lashing out against 7 bloggers whom she deemed as the ‘most disgusting‘.

The hit list of seven people, includes
1. Steven Lim
2. Celeste Chen
3. Ice-Angel Esther
4. Maia Lee
5. Maddox
6. Xiaxue (She's crazy)
7. Lao Zhar Bor

Xiaxue's English isn't that good either.Oh , she(xiaxue) writes like my maid and he(Steven) speaks like any CHEENA PRC scholar!This is starting to convince me that she didn't even complete secondary education.

Drop by any neighbourhood school's student's blog like damai sec or Hai Xing Catholic.You can spot a better blogger than her!

She claims that Maia is some fuck who no ones remember and oh what?She's over exposing her flesh?Wait a sec,take a sec to ponder, is this Xiaxue jealous or is she just too chubby(fat) to expose some belly to the world!C'mon man , female upper atomony isnt porn.Plus, Maia doesnt expose that much as any random bikini girl in FHM/Maxim.GROW UP XIAXUE.

Ok, this is fuck.She tells the whole of Singapore that the name Iceangel is childish/lame/actchio.Doesn't it seem that XIAXUE(Falling snow) is some what related to ICE?Fuck, she's shooting herself in the feet.Ah,she thinks that iceangel's english sucks, compared to her's i find that its fine.Oh, she doesn't look great either.Compared to this 17 year old, i find iceangel much pleasant looking compared to her.Her fashion sense is also superb compared to Xiaxue and yes her pictures look much better than xiaxue.

Sorry, but i'll like to say this: Xiaxue doesn't even look human and she wants to criticise others?Her English sucks and she goes around telling others that theirs suck too?Oh, for god's sake.Look upon yourself before judging others.

Oh, even after the nosejob.You still look like a particular animal.Any Indonesian maid would mistake you as a piece of poultry.Although i do agree with you that CELESTE CHEN sucks, i believe that maddox can meddle around tech much better than you do.Oh, wait you call yourself a geek?Man , shut up and stop disgracing Singaporeans.Even our Ex-Ahs John chen can pwn the ass out of you.

Please!You sure don't have manners!You actually said such bad things about some old lady who is old enough to be your grandmother.Damn , don't your parents teach you manners?Please, respect her courage for even trying blogging and knowing how to.Does your parents know how to?They don't.So, please shut up and leave this kind grandma alone.

Oh xiaxue, if i'm the editor of wanbao or SPH, i'll instantly sue you and give you all the popularity when you get to jail.Just simply based on this:

Wanbao reported some shit article about me being fired from Stomp, obviously getting that piece of info from my blog AGAIN. I swear to god, that paper is so lousy, it has to siphon semi exciting news via blogs. Hey Wanbao, I just took a shit, you wanna report about that? The shit looks a bit, erm, brown, and normal. Guess I'm healthy! Interesting news, isn't it?

Honestly speaking, I found Steven Lim’s video rather entertaining. I don’t know if it was deliberate, but he’s really damn funny. I learnt a new swear word from him today - “Chicken Pie“! Keep it coming dude!

Singaporeans need more willing jokers to keep us entertained (and I appreciate Steven’s effort.Thank you!).

Maybe the other five should also drop their tactful PR defenses and come up with something hilarious like Steven did. This will definitely spice up Singapore blogosphere!

Go Stevie go! Go show that Chicken Pie Xiaxue what you are made of!Show her your stripping power!!!

Well, heres that Stevie's video. Which i find rather entertaining, lyk matt has said. He certainly has a sense of humour others don't.

Hmm... Though i kinda really feel lyk joining in the blogwar. I think it simply spells trouble if you type something really wrong in it.
Sometimes i wonder why the FUCK xiaxue didn't get sued for all that she have done. And yet a simple student, many have gotten sued just because they place their displeases with their teachers in words. Which actually helps in their usage of language but somehow the government just didn't like it.

But, WHY? Why does xiaxue's words get accepted by the people? I don't get it.

And i'm still very amused by stevie's video. And yes, matthew. He taught me a new word too. "Chicken pie" ==ll

Yes. I feel a blog war brewing, or rather, it has already started. I am interested in it. BUT OH-SO-SAD. I think i'll concentrate on my own blog rather than the others. FOR THE TIME BEING. >.<

fate-stay night

2007-07-22T09:11:00.000+08:00

well, seems like this layout is a success.
Think the next one i do i'll publish on blogskins.com bah.

So anyways, finish watching Fate-Stay night.
Another damn nice anime which i recommend all to watch. However, if u are a singnet user, please refrain from downloading them and stream them online.

I see quite a few victims subjected to the cruel torture of the ODEX company.

But i heard that Fate-stay night originated from a HENTAI game. But what's sad is that the anime itself have totally no hentai, ecchi or wadsoeva, which i'm kinda disappointed. However, something stupid is that the master needs to f*** the servant as an alternative to replenish the servant's magical power.

After looking at the graphics and all that, i wonder how fun the game would be... xD

I think i'll start a "SONG OF THE WEEK" bah. Just some random songs i came across and find it nice. So well, i think i'll place it lyk... below the credits. Will slowly make upgrades to the blog.

Anyways, here's a video for u guys to enjoy!
SAMSUNG SUPER COORDINATED DANCE.

i wonder for what reasons they made it
I wonder how much time that guy spent thinking who should do what at what time and at what position. It's pretty interesting u see...
hahs.
How come everyone also got stead one.

storm the front!

2007-07-21T13:54:00.000+08:00

YEA.

My latest layout.
Comment pls. ty.

Yawns, took me around. hmmm.... Can say 4 ~ 6hrs.

So well. Quite happy with the result. The loading time MAY take abit of time if ur connection is slow though... And uh, best resolution to view the page is 1024x768.

1big improvement i made i guess was to make the html alot smaller than my old layouts. The first one i made was lyk, 60 ~80kb? Then subsequently reduced to around 30kb, den the previous one was around... 16~20kb.

But this time, this is only 12kb. So well. Kinda happy with that. hahas.

So the theme, as u can see is "STORM THE FRONT!!"
blah.

Still can't make my comments to work with custom layouts. So forget it. I'll be adding a site feed, so, subscribe? Hahas. That's all for now i guess. Will be tryin to create better skins next time...

401th post

2007-07-20T19:36:00.000+08:00

OH MAN.
Shyt!
The previous one was the 400th!!!

YAY. BROKE THE 400TH LIMIT.
At last.

As a celebration.
I have no idea wad i'm gonna do.
probably CHIONG the new skin by the next post.

So well. Think i'll not use that stupid dreamweaver. Need time to learn it. And, oh sianz. My bro is learning how to use microsoft Access. I mean, wtf? I ALSO WANT TO LEARN PROGRAMMING ZZZ.

I think i'm gonna beg my dad to send me on a course or smth lyk that. I have to learn programming. IT is too cool man.

However, due to the stuffs happening in my class. I got my little bit of interest in music. And which my mum has been desperately trying send me into a guitar class which i've been lyk, running away from getting enrolled for sometime.

And i took out my electric guitar (or rather, my bro's), played with it alittle, my mum saw. And told me this. "electric guitar no good! I tmr go and buy for u acoustic guitar (all chinese) "

So well. I'm pretty looking forward to my improvement in. Wad ever there is gonna be.

So basically.
I am still
-UPDATING MUSIC LIBRARY

So people.
Any nice artist, PLEASE recommend to me. I really need some new songs. My songs are getting REALLY---------------- OLD.

Mind over matter.

tt's some kind of injury

2007-07-19T18:49:00.000+08:00

shalln't talk about tis boring school day.

But after school. I played soccer.
The process was fun but who would understand wad the hell i talking abt? So let's jump to the main point. I got injured more than i think. A few bruises here and there. Kana cramp.

My blister came out. biiiiiggg one.

And most importantly. My left big toe nail cracked! I think this is the 2nd time it cracked. Last time is, i dunno how but come out. But it seems to be that cracking is more painful den it dropping out. so wells. Guess i won't be playing soccer for awhile, till i find away to cure my broken nail. haix.

So well. B4 play soccer right, went back primary school. Uh, nth much to sae.

Yawns. Have to find my courage to find Mr Chai.
Have to change CCA...

shake ur jiggly jiggly.

2007-07-18T19:21:00.000+08:00

OH MAN.
I mean, WHAT'S UP WITH THE SEC ONES.
HOW CAN THEY TREAT US LIKE THAT.
HOW CAN THEIR ACTIONS BE MORE SEXY DEN THE SEC2s?

I MEAN. THIS IS NOT FAIR.
THEY SHOOK THEIR JIGGLY JIGGLY.

So anyways.
That's the intro.
We had dance fusion competition today. It wasn't bad i guess. I mean, there's quite a big difference between the sec1s and 2s. Well, even though the 2s are better in their overall cheorography of their dance. The 2s had obviously alot lesser energy in it.

But the 1s seems to be giving their all? That's the difference i think. 1C won. Not because their dance is exactly good or truely infused different cultures. But it's because of their enthusiasm and that it is funny.

And that they dared to do somethings that girls of our level won't dare to do.

And, HEY. It's not me who's sick. Is the teacher teach us one. 1C's dance grp name is "banana and cherries" And the teacher actually used a mike and said. "who has the bananas and who has the cherries?"

I COMMEND HIM FOR HIS BRAVERY.
Which made many female teachers went OMG. So, i mean, in exchange for fame, he has probably tarnished his reputation. He seems to be lookin forward to sexy dances put up by the students. Maybe nxt time i can exchange some pointers with him.

It's never too late to learn what you are not supposed to learn YET.

And the sentence of day.
"they jiggled it so much i felt like helping them hold it down"

Well. Wonder if i should learn abit of dance. Well, guess i'll just concentrate on what i'm better in. Guess i have almost absolutely no talent in dancing.
(or so i think)

So well. I'LL CONTINUE TO UPGRADE MYSELF.