i'm .... cold?
Sunday, September 23, 2007
recently.
Quite many people have told me that i'm cold towards them.
Then my tone is harsh and sound pissed / irritated.
Hmm... Don't know if i'm sub-consciously feeling that way. But at least in my conscious state of mind. I think that i ain't that pissed with anything. Just that i'm always thinking about something. SOMETHING.
And anyways.
I apologize to anyone who thinks that i'm acting cold/ignorant towards them and if my sms/talking/msn tone was harsh. Sorry.
really don't know why.
Maybe stressed up. Maybe thinking of some stuffs. Maybe troubled with some stuffs. Maybe have nothing to say. Maybe... Just maybe... ....
In any case. In school. I'm like always in my own world. Listening to my music. Navigating aimlessly in my phone. Listening carefully and copying notes in class even though i don't exactly understand what i'm hearing or writing. Sub-conscious breaking down? Maybe.
Maybe i'll go see a psychiatrist one day. I think that there's something with my head. Or maybe SOMETHING got INTO my head.
-Loveless?
Maybe my self theories influence my thoughts and behavior alot more than i thought it would be.
Nevertheless. I shall fight against it. I won't fucking lose to such a dumb thing. no way. You asshole. Stop taking over my head. You dare touch me i whack u upside down.
Dammit. Besides, today RVPS had a lantern festival celebration which i didn't go and help out. Leg injured. In a very stupid way i must say. Played soccer ytd. Sprained ankle. More like a bruise at the muscle vein. Which caused me not to be able to bend my ankle.
Alot better liao.
Hence, a few pics for ya?
my own lil fire
my friends'
supposed to be L O V E
but guess i didn't take it at the right angle.
posted at 12:11 AM