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hmm... My collection of anime seems to be nv ending. It just keeps increasing, cuz i always ACCIDENTALLY carefully PRESSED onto the download button and of goes a few GB of my harddrive.

Such actions keep repeating itself over and over again i just wonderfully realised i actually stored in total around 52series of Anime. I was SOOO amazed by myself. That i just absent-mindedly dl, watch, keep. dl, watch, keep. dl, watch, keep. 52times. HMM...

So anyways. After some thoughts. I've finally decided to write what i actually decided not to write.

uh. Here's a piece of warning and advice and wdv crap u call to protect urself from kana flamed. The following piece could be crap to u but tt's wad i think. At least MAYB. uh. don't read if u don't want. I'll specify where it ends.

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Hmm. I find that writting emo stuffs on blogs are plain stupid. Well. I mean, if u write it on a blog u didn't tell anyone else about, well, smth lyk ur personal diary. It's fine. Well, everyone has to relax once in a while. But, why write it in a blog lyk this?

Well, i realised my stupidity for doing that. Sometime ago.

What use/point is there in writting it down HERE. Where EVERYONE who comes to ur blog can read and see? Stuffs lyk, "OH. i'm hurt, i feel PAINED." or stuffs lyk "i feel lyk dying".

What help is there for u? Well, if u JUST WANT TO release the stress within u, go ahead and write in a god-knows-where location free from the public. If not, it's just lyk wanting the sympathy of the public/friends and the support from them. OPENLY.

Even though i can't sae tt it is a wrong thing to do. But how can it help u? It'll probably relieve u for A MOMENT. A little while ltr the "pain" comes back again and there u'll see another pile of emotions cramped up together. If u want support, help from friends, y not just turn to them directly? It's not lyk there'll be anyone who'll reject it. (unless the person's a jerk)

And another stupid thing. What's wif the tiny fonts at the end of the post? Creating suspension? Making ppl worried? Stuff lyk "if u're readin this ...... ......" or "i hope tis could just end ...... .... " or wdv phrase there is.

U could probably sae. "It's ur choice for reading it. No one force u to." But ppl read it probably they're just INNOCENTLY worried or CARED for u.

Well, at least for now. I noe that writtin down stuffs lyk tt doesn't really helps u. It probably only worry ur other friends more becuz the don't noe the details of it. And then again. Back to point 1. If u want to share ur troubles, find them directly rather den spreading seeds all over the internet.

And another thing. I don't understand. Why are people so troubled about love? Well, ya. All the love n happiness and all that. Is breaking up that painful? Why is it tt BOTH parties are hurt? If they are the ones who initiated the breakup, den y feel hurt abt it? And if u're gonna break that EASILY at the end, y bother to even start? (rmb, i said EASLIY. If it's after discussion n agreement n wdv, it's fine.)

At least for MOST ppl at our age. Love it's probably a touch-and-go affair. Not much strings attached. Well, let's sae u like / love tis person, guy/girl alot. She/he has the same feelings for u as well. What could come out of it? I know that people always sae, "u'll nv noe until u try".

Well, i do kinda agree with that. But if u KNOW b4 u try. Would u still try? I guess tt only applies to me. Mayb i think too much. Mayb i'm over-blah blah.

There are always somethings u can sae and somethings u can't. Obviously i've said smth that i shldn't. Correct me. If ur thoughts are different from mine.


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That's a really long post. And i wish that most ppl would not read. The optional part. Well. If u did, don't worry. I will not delete tis post. It'll act as a reference to my childish thinkings in my childhood.