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last day i can stay at home b4 going to sch.
rewatched shuffle. There's this really sad sentence.

"my first and last love"

argh. sad rite. blah. Supposed to do my hw. But nv do. Feeling giddy since i woke up 10am till now. 6.39pm. 8hrs of giddiness. Fuck it lah, can't do my hw. Really can't, can't even get up and walk properly. I hope it'll be okay tmr. Wanna go sch le, missed sch too long. Hahas, though it isn't bad at all to stay at home, i think going to sch is one part of my life that is hard to miss.

Anyways, that sentence is very sad, becuz, that girl is going to be sacrificed, and she gave the present the guy she loved to her best friend. The present is the symbol of her first and last love. Awww. Okay lah, i know i probably sound kinda gay. But OH WELL. CAN'T A GUY BE SENTIMENTAL?!

Oh wells. I'm probably turning gay. but blah, it isn't that bad anyways. Girls isn't the center of my life. (probably NOT YET) But oh wells, i look forward to the day when i'll bravely stand out and sae

"GIRLS THE 1ST THE THING IN MY LIFE,
2ND GIRLS
3RD GIRLS
4TH GIRLS
5TH ON STILL GIRLS!"

but i guess i have mature to that stage yet. OH WELL. For now, comptuer, computer, computer, computer, computer and COMPUTER!!!! Is the center of my life.

Recently, i wondered, if whether this is a passion for learning / doing computer stuff, or is this what people call addiction? I wonder if i'm addicted to using computer. I've been using computer pretty much nowadays... oh wells.

cya guys in sch tmr huh. BLAH~