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Today went to take the 38 degrees thingy. So... We finished the main part at abt 12pm. Den the guys went to arcade. Hmm, i played Initial D again. Quite suprised. In fact. Very suprised, i was driving better den last time. Though i didn't play for SUUUUUUCH a long time. really, alot better. I was so suprised.

I think the reason is that now my right arm got more strenght bah, i was playing almost 95% of the game using my right hand only. nv use left hand. Left hand use for changing gear de mah. hahas, cuz i playing manual. But it's strainuous for my arm nevertheless. Hahas. But it's okay, at least i did most of the turns.... Correctly.

Hmm, i've juz realised one thing. Very important, muz change that in me. cuz sometimes when i'm down to buisness and everyone else juz keep fooling around. I'll show that f*** up attitude. sigh, NOT LYK I WANT MAH. I also know~ Lyk when a person is fooling lyk siao. I give the, i'm-going-to-kill-u look and tell him/her " shut up. "

hmm, very cold. So sad, realising isn't much of a use, hope i can change that stupid attitude of mine. Sigh, and i think i've been boasting ridiculously much more nowadays. Main reason. I can't find anything else to talk abt. SOOOO sad sia. Ok la, in a way i'm sad. Or rather, disappointed. Guess i'll have to change bit by bit. There's another option. But, i think i'll put that as the last choice. =/

Hmmm, reading Teri's post abt the BGR thing rite. Hmm, yea, makes sense. At least to me. But, hmmm. We're humans after all. Why do we have such a big brain? So that we have EMOTIONS. U more or less can't see the true emotions of any other animals rite? So, most of the time, it's the feeling that we're following, not the feeling following us.

Lyk, when u make a judgement, u FEEL that it's right, but it may not be. Nevertheless, it shows that we're being controlled by our feelings. So, if u lyk a person. Well, no harm telling him/her. Well, juz dun get into a relationship anyways. Cuz u see, bottling things up ain't that much of a gd choice. So telling the person. Well, the person could juz be nicer to that guy/girl.... As long as u dun go too into it. I think that's fine. Rite?

ok, off to post in 1Cs class blog!!!