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today is my sec sch 1C06IX CLASS OUTING. How was it? Total failuer.
I've been asking myself these questions and i got the ans.
Am i acting cool? Mayb alittle...
Am i acting hero? NO
Am i covering up my pain? yes

Well, it was all okay in the morning, when i started SMSing teri abt how wonderful my breakfast was, as she's the class comm mah. Den she's waiting at tanah merah MRT Station liao la...Uh huh, so i juz sms her till i went out lorz. All went fine when junni (monitress) reached too. She SMSed me and told me how lame i was smsing teri the msg. Well, we laughed it off and i reach tanah merah in time. Gah~ Then we took bus 14 and reached somewhere near east coast park where we nid to walk into.

Uh huh. At the alighting bus stop, i was so gong la... I saw pam waving and pointing down. I juz blur den lyk -.-lll ??? ah?? Den i saw everyone go down so i oso follow them lorz. Well den, we had our WONDERFUL junni leading the way and we walked the wrong way 2 times before we moved in the right direction. We walked through the underpass and go through it safely to east coast park. We are at .... D ? Okay.... den, we started walking walkin and walkin. We walked for abt 10 mins den ask.... where the hell izzit? Our BBQ pit is at G 75. Which is the 2nd LAST PIT OF EAST COAST PARK. Once again, it was the wonderful JUNNI who booked that place. Half-way through. I was so frustrated carrying my roller-blades that i juz took off my sandals and wore my blades. AH~ Den i FLEW infront of everyone, well (act cool la) though i noe that it's lame. I dun look THAT stupid. ALITTLE... juz alittle cool =D Well, i got an easier time den the rest. Symphatise with them though....

AT LAST. After 30mins of walking, we reached our pit. We saw DJ and Deon sitting there. Looking kinda irritated cuz we're late. thx to? nvm. Gah~ Den alot of people want to buy Macdonald large coke. I played the nice guy and decided to buy for them together with MC. But i bladed alot faster den them. Half-way through, they called me and said that they gave up. I WAS THE ONLY ONE INFRONT THAT IS SUPPOSED TO BUY THE DRINKS. THE ORDER IS 8 LARGE COKE, 1 LARGE ICE TEA, 1 LARGE MILO. You noe wad? i REALLY felt like giving up half way. Cuz i was lyk so tired~~~ I got no more energy liao la. But den i thought that, if i dun buy, 9 people will be left without drinks. Not that i want to play hero, but muz think of the greater cause wad. How many times have i thought of giving up? I was having gastric but i went on anyways. i finally reached mac after.... 40mins. i was so tired~!. After takin the order. I think that this is juz too crap.

i nid to carry 10 LARGE CUPS OF WATER. It weighs abt 20KG la~! It's lyk, 10KG each side. I was roller-blading as fast as i could but i nid to rest every.... 200~400M? I can't carry on la.... I was thinkin that, it'll REALLY take foreva~ for the drinks to reach them... Den, when hope was bleak, i saw Ding Jun and Ming Guan. They rented bycicles and came to help me with the water. I was kinda touched u noe? So MG took 4 and DJ took 2 cuz DJ's basket is smaller. Den i was left with 4. Half-way, i saw MC which is walking slowly forward. So i passed to him 2 of the drinks and i took 2. Den i kinda feel REALLY LIGHT, from the extreme pressure i felt, i chiong all the way la. Den hor, i caught up with DJ and over took him. I reached the BBQ pit first and they kinda cheered for me =D .... Felt a deep sense of accomplishment. Cuz blading to mac from there is abt 6KM. Den i bladed 12KM. Which was kinda........ you noe....

Den, the whole game thing is so disorganised la. We play the game awhile den free time.... Den greena begged me to teach her how to roller-blade. So i accompanied her to the rental shop. With teri la. and kar wing. Teri was blading as well =) But she is not THAT good la. well... the rental shop is abt 1.5KM away from our pit? den.... Slowly, we reached there and rented the blades. Why the pain? I juz came back not long ago from mac's. I felt so dehydrated la.... Ok wad eva.... So i accompanied them la.... So.... nth, i juz... kinda, dun feel gd already. Well. NVM, i juz carried on and we reached back safely.

den, i was so lethargic... the lunch was instant noodles which were already soggy.... sighs, they took such a long time to make the BBQ pit burn and no one help them~! That's wad i heard la.... Well, i was away, can't blame me, or i'll have helped them. Well. After eating the noodles, i really dun feel lyk playin and want to go home le la. But still AGAIN, i acted enthu, and tried to cheer everyone up, cuz everyone was lyk so damn sian lo.... den....

After eating, they pestered me to teach roller-blade. I oso helped out teacher junni how to cycle... But i was scolded, i felt kinda annoyed. But i nv did say anything, cuz i dun want to spoil the mood. So, i juz help out, and cracked some jokes which were damn lame.... At least joan seemed kinda displeased with me for dunno wadeva reason. So. i left. well, by that time, i was really really felt lyk throwing up, but i kept it in and not think abt it, i felt queasy in my stomach and i didn't really feel that gd. I felt sick.

Still, i didn't sae anything. WHY? I noe u all will tell me to go home and wadeva. But no~! If i go home at that time, i'll be the wet blanket and dampened everyone's mood and someone surely has to accompany me rite? And den they won't feel that gd, i'm trying to keep it as much as i tried, everyone's spirit was pulled down drastically when it reached 5pm. I have tried my BEST not to look tired and be energitic, being my ownself and not be a... But looking at everyone else, i couldn't help but i showed alittle of a fuked up attitude. i noe i was kinda IDIOTIC LA. but i couldn't help it. And yea. i haven't sae tis yet

I was trying to do some trickes. with the bike. So i tested the brakes. I went very fast, reason? 4 girls are chasing me. I thought that the left one was the back brake, i pressed that and i flew, cuz it's the front one. i feel down and i got up. Common sense, it's pain. But i juz tolerated the pain and said that it was okay, lyk a minor injury. The pain on my hands were swelling. I was juz tolerating, trust me. I dun want ppl to get worried cuz SOMEONE or whoeva got injured. So, i juz continued with the games and do my usual thing. With my hands pain. Well, suddenly, i think pei fang's mother came and told me to follow her.

To take the food. It's juz 2mins after i fell down. The pain is still lingering there. But wad can i do? Reject her? no rite? So, i juz follow, and carried a big packet of ice and some food. Junni sudden;y turne around half-way while walking back and told me to help her take the satays which were kinda heavy. So i helped her, with 3 big plastic bags hanging from my hands... How PAIN izzit? You all wont know, though i showed alittle, it's not obvious. I'm soooo in pain, carrying those things, esp. the ice pack. My wound is juz alittle below my fingers.

now to tell anyone who looked at this. It isn't wad people call serve u right. it's for the class's sake. Not that i want to act hero but i dun have any choice. If u dun believe, juz look over again. people juz can't understand my pain. They juz can't.

well, i would lyk to sae that ming li and teri are very nice people la. They are friendly throughout and nv complained abt a simgle thing. Juz lyk nice behaved girls. yea. i think that's all....
(there's more than juz wad u see in me)