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Let's see... I'm still tired as eva!! Muahahax, at least i made an effort to update my blog if i can use the computer... And hor, i WANT to change my layout.... CREATE my own layout, but i dun haf the time... ( or rather, i dun wanna waste time doing this) LOL... It's like, uh.... i nv create one of my own before, so i think that's gonna take 1 heck of a time! I hor, at least more relax now la, monday labour day... LET'S GIVE BIRTH!!! (tt's lame =.=lll i know ) Anyways, i'm listening to all the past jap songs that i loved so much... Listening to them kinda returns some memory to me u noe? Sad... Joyous occasion... Well, i agree with shannen anyways, some songs may not sound so sad to u at first, but after listening to a long time and understanding the lyrics, it's kinda like MANY songs are sad.. Aw! how can we escape from this sad world?!

Well, at least for now i can still say that life sucks. Becuz if it rocks, i will have sufficient slp, even when i'm typing down here, DEEEEEEEEEEEEP inside me, i still feel lyk slping eh? argh! it's already 2pm and i haven't had my breakfast yet!! wad the heck! i'm so damn hungry, now waiting for the chicken to toast b4 i clamp it with my bread+cheese+egg... Simple, but NICE! Hmmm, i think i realise something abt the styles of how people write their blog already, lyk sometimes, there are some who talked more abt some people, some juz state some important things that happened on that day, or something interesting... There are also some who juz simply complains abt life and all those crappy things that happened to them ( tt's me) Some will post intersting thigs they've heard, and some will talk to themselves etc. etc. etc.

I think after considering all those things, i'll try to make my own style, haha! Well, easier said then done, i feel lyk i'm talking to myself now sia.. Feels so stupid, yet can fill up lots of space in the blog.... Hey everyone out there! Do u think that blogging os for u to destress, talk abt life, writing a dairy or juz simply talkin to ur inner self? I've been thinking abt that for some time now... And i felt that all the post that i've type is too superficial... Like there's nth much to writing abt wad i'm thinkin deep inside, too GENERAL.... Don't u think so? But everytime i wanna type something personal, i'll hesitate, thinking of whether it's right or not.
I felt that i'm kinda afraid of letting people know wad i'm thinkin in my heart...

Actually, i got like someone, but that is very shallow, becuz i dunno how to explain... But there's something lyk a promise i made to my inner-self that i would not like anyone when i''m still kinda "seriously" studying.... But yet there's another part of me that yearns for love? i really do not know... Well, there's still another part of my which is conscience and logical sense... Which 100% tells me not to go into a relationship... haha.... I'm sure that's what everyone will tell me so too! But i guess more or less quite alot of people is thinking lyk me, or mayb they simply dun care abt this stuff... Now i finally realise why shannen can typr so much in her blog already, becuz she typed out wad she felt, and talked abt it, not really avoiding it... Well, wish i could be lyk her....

This is for my secondary friends to see... I'm not really conscious of wad i'm really saying, so if i offended anyone, pls dun take it to ur heart, becuz my pri sch friends noe la, almost 90% of the words tt comes out from my mouth is CRAP.... Well, here's something alittle funny after all those thoughts.

Yesterday, i went to Macdonald's wif adriel, hui ting and clarrise, den when adriel say smth crap to me... i kept quiet and continued drinking my drink, den he said " LOL, u muz be thnking of wad crap to sae to me rite?" (he noes me sooo well, but not this time) I replied "i'm not! i juz wanna drink my water" Adriel " dun bluff la!" Me "AIYO!!! If i wanna talk crap i won't even nid to think at all! Cuz wadeva that i 1st thought is crap already... lol!!!" Then when we're going, hui ting and her friends till eating mah, den i said " HAPPY DATING!!!" Dunno for wad reason adriel LOL and said, wad eva u 1st thought is really CRAP... hahs!

Well, it's enuf for this post, very long eh? i think it's about time my "burger" is ready for me to eat... CYA!!!